Jan 5
while you were dancing the polka with jerry seinfeld unicorns
#alfreds playhouse#therian#vent kinda#vent#dude literally all I want is for it to stop#sometimes I can remember things. more things than usual#but the only thing I can retain is that I was able to remember it for the moment#it never sticks. something won’t let it stick. all I know is some is happy and some is bad and that I want to remember all of it#I want these guys to shut up I want to be singular single minded with base characteristics that don’t change#characteristics that I’m in charge of#tired of all these conversations in my head#even if they do give me better perspective and reasoning and understanding sometimes#I can’t remember his face or what he did or if it was him who did it#but the pieces are left for ME to pick up. I wonder if they even exist. and if they do I wonder if they have a better understanding on this#it all goes quiet when I try to figure it out. when I try to remember in general. all goes blank#ffml#fml#possibly plural#probably plural#fucking crazy#i don’t support Emily Youcis
