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Escribí y escribí sobre ti hasta que ya no hubo más qué escribir...
Mensajitos que me hacen sentir mejor en días hostiles ❤️🩹
“Daba la impresión de que prefería maquillar la vida con máscaras de invulnerabilidad aparente para ocultar ante los demás su verdadera fragilidad.”
Merthur prompt
Or rather, a long concept that has been going around in my head since I saw a tiktok but that I don't have the energy or time to write:
BUT LISTEN TO ME, I HAVE NOT FOUND ANYTHING LIKE THAT:
The king who seeks his warlock, the warlock who seeks his king. Two halves trying to become a whole again through two parallel growth journeys and a convergence between duty and hope.
So...
Merlin pretends to be heading for Camelot but he definitely isn't going there. I mean, IT'S THE KINGDOM KNOWN FOR ROAST BUNNY ON FIRE SEASONED WITH SORCERERS (he loved his mother but is that woman out of her mind?!)... However, he understands why she came up with the idea and agrees that his magical outbursts are becoming harder to conceal, so he wants to seek help (other than that of an ex-sorcerer who remains under the command of the chief butcher of his kind). He wants to find druids but he knows it will be a difficult journey, druids never stay in one place long enough and they distrust outsiders. Either way, he's already made up his mind and he never backs down when he does that.
Meanwhile Arthur's taking Morris to Gaius because the idiot moved at the last minute while he was practicing throwing knives.And it's totally his fault and not Arthur's. How dare him doubt the ability of his prince? Ha! As if Arthur could fail.
He knows he's going to be late for the banquet and his father will look at him in that way he does and well, it better not be that late, right? So he takes other routes and somehow ends up near where that magnificent entertainment is staying, that Morgana kept talking about but that he didn't listen to at all...
He hears the commotion in one of the rooms and ends up stopping a crime and finds evidence of a possible assassination attempt on the royal family. More or less, Arthur stops the whole fiasco with Lady Helen before it happens.
While they take her to the dungeons to burn her the next morning, she growls, attacks and curses the Pendragon ancestors... Above all, that night Arthur does not stop listening to her again and again claiming for the life of her son, burned that same morning :
«It wasn't Him, it was my magic, it wasn't Him »
And for the first time in his life Arthur asked himself a question related to magic...
Weeks go by and for Merlin things may not be going the way he thought they would. He has been living on just one meal a day and sometimes manages to pick up work in passing villages in exchange for lodging for a couple of nights; but mostly he tries to stay in the woods. It's not that he know much about living off the wild, but He has been through tough times before, not big deal, and for some reason there's something very comforting about being constantly surrounded by nature too.
Almost any discomfort would be acceptable if it weren't for the freaking unicorn that never stops following him. And aren't they supposed to be a sign of good fortune or something? Then why has it been the cause of all his calamities so far? First the overestimated horse tore one of his shirts while dragging him across the grass, and it's not like he's in a position to lack of anything without having money and with the cold nights he usually faces. Then the animal he fought with him until push him into a river whose watercourse rolled him around like a lady's garment during the wash. The last encounter ended when I lead Merlin towards some bandits Merlin did what he could. He knocked most of them down, causing branches to fall on them and their feet to get caught in roots. But one managed to get close enough to knock him until leaving him confounded, then the others who were not so bruised joined in the beating and Merlin could do nothing.
Intense emotions, deep reflections on his identity and self-worth until he is finally saved by an blonde woman. The lady said at most three words and all the bandits fell asleep.
An exchange of words that I can't come up with but ends with the woman telling him that she didn't do it for free, that he should pay with her neckerchief. Merlin doesn't understand but he's hurt and tired so he no protest
(Pause to say that in defense of the unicorn, he was just looking to steer Merlin in the direction of his destiny coughcoughArthurcoughcough, and Merlin didn't make it easy for him)
Days later the thing with Valiant and nobody suspects anything, nobody is there to save the ass of our favorite brat. But a Old lady follows him around like a duck all morning treating him like a adorable and helpful young man (much as a grandma style) until he bends to accept a ☆favor☆, yes that one... You and I know where she got it, Arthur doesn't and he doesn't know how unique and special that little piece of cloth can be.
No one sees anything strange in this favor because the old woman gave it to him in a very public place and everyone assumes that the prince is just being chivalrous
But the scarf ends up being what protects Arthur from Valiant's shield just because I say so and the magic of fiction stories and Merlin and his neckerchiefs have a special connection so its essence or whatever is still there
The story would extend to the first encounters between Merlin and the druids, Merlin and his father (a meeting before time to give them their due quality time and badass moments). He having the opportunity to forge his own identity and an independent path. On the other hand, Arthur discovering aspects of magic on his own to create his own criteria and value system. HE COULD EVEN BE THE FIRST TO TALK TO THE GREAT DEAGON!!!!
Forget that, Arthur is definitely the first to talk to the great dragon and learn of the prophecy. And listening to how it sounds, without many details and as critical as only Kilgharrah can be, plus the fact that he is only told about a certain Emrys and not about if is a wizard or witch or sorcerer or him or her...he comes to the same conclusion as us: That Emrys is his other half, "SHE" IS HIS SOULMATE... Oh man when they meet...
Bueno... ¿como les va?
(For those who read in English, the next publication will be translated.)
A Blue, no le gusta que Fell fuma o beba, suele decirle que es por un mal recuerdo.
Al principio Fell lo tomó como una sugerencia, hasta que un día, Blue decidió castigarlo.
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Hace poco me regalaron una tableta que me ha facilitado demasiado dibujar, y me fascina por eso. Aunque aún no me acostumbro, por eso verán como algunos trazos limpios y otros muy rayados.
En todo caso, aquí les presento un ship que se me acabó de ocurrir con Ds!Blue, el tóxico de los tóxicos y Fell, el favorito de muchos. Ds!Blue, no es Swap!Sans ni una versión yandere de Blueberry, es su propio personaje hecho por el creador/a: @onebizarrekai
Estaré publicando esta idea a ver que les parece, tratando en lo posible enseñar que cosas NO están bien en una relación, y si en algún momento te sientes identificado y crees que estás pasando por una situación similar, habla con alguien y sal de esa relación antes de salir más lastimado.
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Bonus:
Víctima de lo ajeno
Mientras esta inefable trama y espera del día a día acontecía sobre mí en nulos pensamientos, recordé que merodeaba silenciosamente por las calles sin ningún destino aparente salvo divagar sobre el futuro contemplando ideas sin firmeza sobre la realidad: la ansiedad lentamente agujereó mi pecho y devoró mis entrañas de la cordura hasta quedarme entumecida e indistinta de las farolas a los que nadie presta atención. Inesperadamente, me topé con aquel ayudante encargado de realizar las fotografías profesionales para el Dr. Ruellan; tímido, extraño de lo más ajeno; misterioso, intentó descifrarme; tierno, aunque no me lo podía explicar; maduro, con un rostro sin marcas. ¿Qué hubo detrás de aquellas intenciones? ¿De qué trató este final? ¿Fui parte de sus horas extra de trabajo?
Acostarse con una paciente que no conoce, recostarse sobre senos vírgenes, amordazarse él mismo con sus confesiones idílicas o comprometerse con la cárcel de mi alma. A través de estos párpados míos, que desfigurados con maldad por un orden natural irrestricto que no tolero; de esta mirada mía, que me niego a aceptar con recato, y sin gracia alguna me pierdo con temor; que acaben los días para desaparecer de mí este talón de Aquiles, que roba el protagonismo de mi apariencia entera. La marca del Dr. Ruellan era mi única esperanza, para una edad como la mía donde la armonía de mi físico debería centellear los espejos más robustos de las vidrierías. En medio de nuestro silencio, en la habitación del hotel sostenidos por el frágil catre, yacíamos desnudos revelando historias detrás de cada marca indeleble en la piel. Lo observé dirigir su mirada hacia mis párpados, como si únicamente fuera lo único que existiese en mí, como si allí se ubicase mi alma, mi conciencia, la razón de mi ser, mi todo y mi nada. ¿Cómo es posible que tomó entre su boca mis párpados como si fuera un manantial? Acaso no ve que sus palabras solo acomplejan mi pena, es fácil decir que no lo haga cuando él no está en mi posición. Dime si me ves y escuchas mi silencio, si entre él ves el odio de mi cuerpo entre la imperfección, dime si sientes el rugir de cadenas que me atan contra tus besos al odio de este miedo que me hace enmudecer. No, no lo haces, no me escuchas y no ves, clavas uno a uno tus besos contra el frío de mi piel entre mis párpados y declaras como loco empedernido que amas mi imperfección y aquello por lo que muero en la condena del silencio, entre el reflejo de lo dices y lo que ves.
Creo que su trabajo terminó seduciéndolo hasta tal punto de convertir mis párpados en un fetiche. Por ello, me rogó que no me operase, que desista y acepte con resignación ser su modelo eterno del quirófano. Ahora que sé el antídoto para su obsesión, siento que he sido una víctima de lo ajeno, mis párpados nunca los sentí míos, probablemente esto cambie cuando me opere.
Quinto escrito de la serie "Micro-relatos".
El verdadero crecimiento está en la forma en que nos levantamos.
Kha' Lem