#fp feels

[hellishbpd]

missing my fp so much I’m going back and forth between sobbing uncontrollably and feeling numb then back to sobbing and shaking ugh

[borderline-baddie]

Reminder from my therapist : Its ok to meet yourself where you are at. It’s ok to acknowledge that you can’t do something just yet and choosing to enforce boundaries or opt out of doing it. Even if it was something you used to do with no problem!

Who you were, Who you are , and Who you will be are all different and that’s ok.

[room2-13]

I’m silently begging 

shouting from the core of my soul

don’t stop loving me  don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me don’t stop loving me

[plzdontbeinlovewithsomeoneelse]

I have so many things to tell you.

[oblivi0nandbey0nd]

Just another vent

Everytime I try to get unattached to my fp

They show up and shit, I'm reeled in again

It's not so hard to please me

It just hurts when I feel like I'm not that important to them...

A simple hello/good morning/good night would make my day

Is it that hard to do?

[tobpdornottobpd]

tonight’s bpd mood is being conscious of every minute that passes between your messages and your fp’s replies...

...while also not noticing how long it takes your other friends to reply...

[fuckbpd23]

My new fp is so fucking hot

[lillofi]

All I want is to get high with him honestly I wanna see him descend into that happy little stupor that I've never experienced because of whatever the fuck is wrong with my brain I want him to look at me and think I'm so strong because i can't feel anything But I'm not strong I'm weak And all I want to do is feel happiness for more than 15 minutes straight I want him to look at my face and be surprised because he's never realized how cute I am I want him to kiss me I don't even care if he avoids me the next day I want to experience that And I want to have that in my memories That's all that matters