UNLEARNING DIET CULTURE . Something I’m currently dealing with is the unlearning of negativity around gaining weight. . I have spent decades of my life trying to shrink my body. So this weekend when I weighed myself and learned I was the heaviest I’ve ever been I felt the contraction in my gut. . It has been two full days of me gently reminding myself I don’t owe anyone skinny, that there is absolutely nothing wrong with weight gain, that I can in fact trust my body to tell me what it needs, and that this is a sign that this is what nourishment looks like for me right now. . It’s been a lot of back and forth for me this weekend of feeling my fear, feeling and seeing the part of me who is experiencing that fear and letting her know she is so f*cking loved. . Letting her know she deserves to eat and her body is worthy of respect no matter what size clothes I wear or what the scale says. . Intuitive eating is a JOURNEY and a hard one at that. We all have good days and bad days. . But yesterday when I went on a hike with my pup and this amazing vessel I call my earthly home climbed that mountain with absolutely no trouble I remembered why it’s all worth it. . I used to pass out from low blood pressure from how little I ate. . I used to feel my bones sticking out of my body. . I used to be more concerned with how I looked than how I felt. . And while I’m always growing and learning I am so much better off today than I was then. I’m so much more capable physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually because how I feel is my guiding light now, not some bullshit fantasy forced down my throat by diet culture. . If you’re ready to dive in and learn more join me next Tuesday from 6-8pm MT for my free masterclass on intuitive eating. DM me your email and I’ll add you to the list! . . . #intuitiveeating #intuitiveeatingjourney #intuitiveeatingofficial #fuckitdiet #antidiet #antidietculture #weightgain #antidietrevolution #healthateverysize #bodyrespect #healingjourney #divinefeminine #divinefeminineenergy #divinefemininerising #wildwoman #shadowwork #sovereignty #sovereignsoulcollective #healthyliving (at Evergreen, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/CGQGon3j0RQ/?igshid=cbl4inmd0eug