#gauze thoughts

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performer collapsing on stage. thats all <3

maybe they were sick but went on stage anyways, maybe it's heatstroke, etc. etc. i dont care all of them are good i love this trope

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idk if this is like a trope but can we talk about scenarios where a character is like. Under immense stress of some sort and starts having physical illness symptoms. Like. Getting unusually hot and faint, maybe like, weird chills while breaking down about whatever's going on. And oh yeah! That's actually a fever! YIKES lmao!

It's unclear if it's psychosomatic or just an awful coincidence but either way oh man they're gonna go through it now

It can't just be me who loves this

may or may not already have a WIP with this as an element

[gauze-valley]

so i told my friends that i've learned that other people in the whump community make tumblr blogs for all of their individual OCs and one of them said "if you do that, i'll make a tumblr just to follow them"

first of all WHAT. second i adore him. i guess i have to do that now. maybe?? I'm not sure what I'd post, honestly!

once my ADHD allots me the bandwidth I'll probably go around and check some other people's OC blogs out. if you have one, feel free to drop yours in a comment or reblog!

I can't guarantee I'll get to it fast because my focus is aaaalll over the place but I'd still love to see when I can lend the attention! i also cant guarantee a follow if i don't feel we share enough writing interests but that doesn't mean i wont enjoy having a look! :)

if we're mutuals already please still free to do this! I may not have noticed that you have OC sideblogs!

[gauze-valley]

shoutout to my VTM party who, because we are currently doing text sessions, are all having to sit through my Toreador's emo ass internal monologues

honestly im pretty sure some of his lower moments are just straight up things I could post on this blog as excerpts and still be on-theme, sooo maaaybe expect some of that if my ST says I can upload my RP posts?

hopefully im not going too hard on it, i just genuinely very much enjoy exploring themes of internal conflict and feel like I'm better at it than other areas of writing

pretty sure the point of VTM is that being a vampire is psychological suffering though! ♥ i dont think any of the coterie is having a good time, it definitely feels like constant breakdowns is a reasonable norm for a group of <1 month old fledglings