Your “Goodnight 🌙” gives me good nights.

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Your “Goodnight 🌙” gives me good nights.
Everyday I have the chance to talk to my boyfriend. But he normally has to go to bed at 9 p.m. I dread it all the time. I know it’s coming but I always hope it doesn’t. “I have to go, goodnight, love you.” That always breaks my heart a bit. But, I love him and I’ll put up with it if it means I can talk to him tomorrow.
Plus maybe it’s good that he is the one out of the two of us with a decent sleep schedule.
What i wanted to say:
I beg you, i love you, i miss you, i don't want to lose you, i hate the distance, i hate to see you like this, i hate to see you sad and angry, i hate not to know what to say to you, lets fix this, i want to fix this, i know i fucked up but i can do better, dont go please! I acted cold when i wanted to be soft and say: lets not act this stupid i can't act like its okay, take my hand, hold me and let me hold you. You are my love i dont want to know what will happen if you are not with me, i want to live with you i want more kids with you, i need you to stay, it will get better! I will get better! stay please stay, let me show you, let me not act like an idiot, let me answer your question when you ask them, let me be on time let me control myself, let me show you effort, talk to me if you feel or think that somethings wrong, help me know and understand things, lets cook and bake together, lets wach romantic movies, let me make you smile and laugh, let me make you happy, lets make each other happy, lets be happy together, lets do photos, lets talk about conspiracy theories and life and important things and stupid things, lets not hide what we feel, lets not act cold, lets get old together and see our children grow, lets be the parents that support each other, lets be grandparents that are still crazy about each other, baby pls i beg you pls stay.
I want to work towards the better us, im willing to do what you want for you to stay
Is there really a better text than this?
dats my best friend @hiaveree
Does your heart just ever..?
gotta remind her how beautiful she is, she seems to forget.