”yeah it all aligns with your normal, so it’s nothing to worry about.” yeah, i’m not worried. however, i have had to stop doing the things that i love and give up opportunity after opportunity to my health. i have missed milestones and failed at things i should have succeeded at. i have attempted to do things and have caused myself to be worsened indefinitely by doing them. i am becoming increasingly unwell and i have just about nothing that works (and the things that do work i’m not allowed to use for the sole purpose of trying to keep me from “becoming reliant” on them). my cognitive ability has declined and so has my quality of life. i am reaching dead end after dead end even after meeting with a few doctors who actually listen to me. they can’t do anything. they won’t do anything. i have been in pain my whole life. i am very frustrated and i am very tired.
