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In absolute agony. Want to pull my spine out me arse and crack it like a whip 😫😭🦴🤠
How I sleep with spinal pain (cervical instability/osteoarthritis/herniated discs/scoliosis)
my case regarding my back injury is coming to a close and for the past few months i’ve had to come to terms with the fact that i’m going to be disabled for life and that’s been such a hard process for me, but i’m getting there. i had to change my career path and i’m going to have permanent restrictions but that’s ok! i’m still me, i’m not lesser than i was before. my pain is never going away, my nerve damage/pain is always going to be there, i have degenerative disc disease and my back is always going to be like this, and i have to accept that. my limp and my cane are a part of me and thats ok. i’m disabled and i’m still me.
Left to right or bottom to top: healthy disc, worst looking disc, meh looking disc.
MRI revealed two herniated discs. Sounds like we’re going to try a cervical epidural and some physical therapy but eventually I’m going to need a spinal fusion.
Had my first PT today and it wasn’t super promising. I just want to be able to get back to work. I’m getting closer, but still pretty far away.
6 more weeks of approved leave. I feel confident I can get back to work. I guess, if not, I’ll figure it out.
Ugh.
Husband has us eating for our macros. I’m trying. It’s hard. I’m suffering from insomnia and I’m just generally exhausted.
AAAAAAAAAHH evil headache and neck pain is evil
O hey pharmacist once told me that I could take like five times my little prescription dose of codeine and be fine. Not going to do that but it's good to know that I could if desperately needed.
Okay maybe twice the dose right now because AAAAAAAAAAAAA
Fucking fibromyalgia and palsy and slipped discs and arthritis and TMJ and sinus migraine and why can't I stab my face to kill the pain AAAAA.
BRB medicating.
what's that medieval torture device that stretches out your limbs and torso? God that sounds so refreshing right now
This is who I am
I can remember being very young as in less than 8 even when I realized that pain was the only constant in my young life. I didn’t focus on it unless it was a fabulous flare up day and then I didn’t want out of my bed, much less go to school. There never were tests more than normal things doctors ask a parent and a child. How could I tell my peds doc I was broken and it would all be present by the end of my shortened life. The pain was so great that not even 8 ibs or tylenol did anything. . . nothing helped. In 2001 at the age of 20 I woke up one day and that pain changed to a more centered middle back and it had names. Degenerative Disc Disease, Severe OsteoArthritis, and 3 herniated discs. It wasn’t until recently that I began to research what it was to be in pain but not a broken bone type but an all over pain that never ceases. Not even one moment is free of pain of some sort. I have not worked since I was 24. When I finally became able to be insured it was like I tripped and fell all the way down a mountain of epic proportions. I have a parking permit, I am riddled with Glaucoma, and so many more things. Too many to list and not have you lost by the time I am done. I am disabled by Government standards. I am terminally ill. I am going blind. Most of all I feel alone. So I am reaching out. If you are a human with feelings and love in your heart and know pain regardless of situation or severity or where it is please let me know you exist. I know you are out there. One spoon at a time.