I aspire to be as strong and dominant as Witira, to have the brilliance of Rosalyn, to have the determination and perseverance of Choi Han, to have the loyalty and trust of Lock, to have the skills to torture but instead go all out of Beacrox, to be a kick ass old person like Ron, to be as petty as Cale, to have the confidence of Raon, to have the bastardness of Cale, to have the strength to survive through a traumatic ordeal with my family like the Wolf Children, to have a strong conviction like Vice Captain Hilsman, to still be a cat maniac like Hans, to have the tenacity to survive through all this bullshit like Alberu, to forgive but let's not ever forget like Hannah and Jack, to be as diabolical as Cale, to have the ability to find love in everyone like Cale even though he'll never admit, to have the strength to love my family even in death like Sheritt, to be a tsundere grandpa like Eruhaben, to have the strength to escape from awful situations like On and Hong, to always look for the bright side even though people scorn me like Mary, to be as much of a chaotic bastard as Archie, to have the grace of Paseton, to be an absolute madman with glasses like Bud, to be the exasperated adult friend to people like Bud like the unsung hero like Bud's mage friend (I'm so sorry I completely forgot about you), to be as mentally strong and persevere in the face of hardships like Taylor, to be able to cuss out god like Cage, to be as hilariously protective as the Henituse Family, to be as financially smart as Billos, to be as rich as Cale, to be a scamming genius like Cale, to be a scheming plotting bastard like Cale--