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YOU ASK TO PAY THEM BACK
✦.Pairing: ot8 x gn!reader .✦
✦.Warnings: use of Y/n; none :).✦
✦. Sc: 8 (1 for each) .✦
✦. A/N: This is my first time doing a text smau, so I hope it's enjoyable. I had a really good time making it, and I hope I get to do a lot more I. The future .✦
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Another moodboard for the event!! This time I decided on Hyunjin and the trans flag :3 Love those colors on him ngl
Also, big shout out to my trans friends, you're beautiful and awesome and I love you!!
SETE DIAS PARA AMAR VOCÊ / Hyunlix- Hyunjin e Felix
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Better off alone Pt 2.
This is a work of fiction nothing mentioned in below is real and don’t hate any character listed below. Also you may find some errors I did not edit it at all and English is my 2nd language so bear with me thank you.
Warning: arguments , emotions , insults
Also thank you for everyone who interacted on my last past and also I accept request feel free to ask me if there is anything you want me to write.
Am not a good writer this is my 1st time writing I hope you understand if things doesn't match up or make sense. Thank you for reading.
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"Y\n open the door it's me,"
What.
That was the only word you can think of. your grip on the baby wipes loosens making your way to your front door Chan banging on the door. Then you unlocked the door.
"y\n," was all he says hugging you. your feet hanging his arms around your waist holding you. He then placed you down looking at you. he looked at you shocked thoughts running around his mind he then placed his hands on your belly to see you pregnancy bump is already gone he then looked at the crib and back at you.
"Am late," was all he said
"Yes you are," you replied and went to the kitchen to grab the baby bottle that you had left it to warm up. you heard the front door closing and luggage's strolling in.
He was on his knees close to the crib looking at Elora by the time you were walking back to the living room with the baby bottle in your hand.
You picked her up and prep her for her feeding he was there on the floor kneeing down looking at you or maybe her. you kept quite waiting for him to give a good excuse for his behavior.
"So aren't gonna give me an explanation or some kind of excuse for leaving me alone for 6 months or do I not deserve that," he didn't answer you.
"I got a call while I was coming home the other day and my manger told me that we were need to make a track sound for a marvel movi-"
"That was all over the news I know that,"
"I had to go and you know what this means to me and the boys-"
"Did you even care that I was here alone. Did it ever bother you if I was doing okay. I had to do this by myself am not complaining but this was new to me and you promised Chan you promised me we will be in this together I was doing it all alone. where were you when I was crawling to go to the bathroom cause my ankles were swollen. where were you when I had to go to my ultrasound appointment huh? answer me?"
"I called you when my water broke and I needed you the I had to go to the hospital alone. I had contractions for 8 hours. where were you I was desperate for you then I was needy for you then. I wanted you to hold me and tell me that everything would be okay I needed you to tell me that but you weren't there," you took a breath and looked down at Elora she was peacefully asleep.
"After I gave birth to her the nurses gave me a meal but," your tears started choking on your words cause remembering those days made you tear up " I was still hungry and I had no one to ask for food I was embarrassed to ask for more food bit I was starving I wished you were there with me I prayed that you would just magically appear next to me and hold me,"
"you know what sucks that you told me you would be there and I believed you and I waited for you to come the day I gave birth. I waited for you when Elora came back to me. I waited for you to come and see our daughter. I waited for you those sleepless nights meant nothing to me. those days where I had to bled through my clothes and I had no one to help me change. I had to take care of Elora cause I was the only one there and my stitches were hurting me no one was there no one came for me," he was still on his knees his head hanging low tears dropping on the carpet it didn't bother you seeing him cry it made you furious.
"I wish I didn't trust your stupid words and moved across country where I knew no one but you,"
"Your tears aren't gonna save you. you can cry all you want am never forgiving you for leaving me and Elora alone,"
"L-let-me-j-us-,"
"no no I don't care what you have been through I don't fucking care. I had to do this alone and you did your thing alone it's good for both us being alone and I want to keep it that way,"
"Am not divorcing you," he said his eyes shot red.
"am not gonna let Elora be fatherless either I don't want her to go through what I went through but you and I are nothing but her mom and dad we are not husband and wife we are just her parents,"
"y\n please I love you don't do this to me please love let me fix me this," he said tears streaming down his cheeks.
"the damage is already done Christopher let's try to be good parents and raise her right and when the time has come I will issue a divorce,"
you took Eli back to her room placed her in her crib wrapped her in her blanket turning the camera on and stepped out.
you went to the kitchen and he was there sitting in the counter he looked at you. you were wearing a shirt and baggy pants , your hair in a bun ,your had dark circles and you lost a lot of weight you overall looked someone else . you would look at yourself after shower and see that your body has changed a lot and it has made you feel insecure.
"you look beautiful .Being a mom looks good on you," you started to heat up the dinner you made for yourself earlier ignoring his presence you can feel his eyes on you.
"Did you name her Elora like we planned to," he asked
"I don't mind if you changed her name either,"
"Who took you to the hospital that day,"
"I was wondering if you told mom," his questions kept pilling up you ignored each and every question his been asking you. you dinner was ready to eat so you took the plate and went to your room to eat.
The night was very quite you were surprised as you woke up in the middle of the night wondering why Eli was quite you looked at your tab and saw Chan holding her she was asleep on his arms as he dossed off on the rocking chair you placed your tab down and went back to sleep.
Around 8 past midnight you hear Eli crying she kept crying. you stood up and went to her to find her still in his arms crying while he was asleep. you took her away and left to your room giving her your breast It didn't take long for her to fall asleep again so you took your breast away then her cries began you gave it to her again she dossed off and again you took your breast away she started to cry again you finally gave in and let her sleep with your breast in her mouth.
you felt your hair being placed behind your ears your flatter your eyes open and saw Chan next to you Eli between you and your breast in her mouth you pulled away your cheeks turning red by the fact that he saw your breast. I know weird he have already seen you naked tons of times but that was a long time ago when your body wasn't how it is now.
"if she cries pick her up and hold her on your shoulder and pat her back and wait till she burps I am gonna go take a shower," you said and left.
you went back to your room and there he was holding her and patting her back walking around the room.
"where you been good to mommy I bet you have my lovely daughter and you have her eyes her beautiful brown eyes and you lips are so tiny I can't wait till I show you the world and I will love you no matt-"
"you can go shower I will feed her," you interrupted him
"n-no I can feed her,"
"do you know how," you asked he gave you a puzzled face.
"no don't just give it to her you need to check the temperature," you said
"ya right," he said and dripped a bit of milk on his palm and licked it you face twisted looking at what he did.
"hey this tastes goo- what,"
"you don't taste to check the temperature you put some on your wrist like this ," you said showing him how it's done. (ya y\n baby mama)
"its lukewarm so its good," you said and hand it back to him
"and that's my breast milk," you said and walked away.
After having breakfast you dressed into something formal.
"where are you going," he asked Eli in his arms asleep.
"I have a zoom meeting,"
"your working from home?"
"apparently me and Eli need food and roof over our head to survive,"
"I gave you my credit card-"
"that was canceled 4months ago," you replied doing you makeup he was staring at you standing on the doorway
you went to the living room and a while ago the meeting began.
" I hope your not mad at us that we didn't visit you," said your boss
"oh no no it's fine am glad I am still work for you. I haven't worked properly since I moved in while I was pregnant and then I had to have a maternity break am thankful you didn't fire me," you said. it didn't bother you that your new colleagues didn't visit you when your husband wasn't even here. so why would you get upset cause some strangers from work didn't visit you.
"are you sure you don't need a break," your boss said
"no sir thank you for the offer again,"
"just know that if you need anything call me you know that am glad to help you with the baby or anything else" your boss always said that cause he knows the situation you are in its not something any boss would do but your boss was the kind hearted man and everyone knows that.
"Do I have to pay for you to babysit," you jokingly asked
"nah I will just cut it of your payment," you and the others whom was in the room with him during the meeting laughed. he sent you some files to work on and soon the meeting was over. you stretch a bit and closed your laptop and at the corner of the room was Chan just sitting down starting at you.
"where is Eli," you asked
"in her room sleeping," he answered
"okay then," you walked to the kitchen and grabbed a water bottle
"is it right for a boss and his employee to share such kind of conversation," he asked folding his arms.
"what do you mean by that?"
"you know what I mean 'do I have to pay for you to babysit' who says that to their boss,"
"I do,"
"right you do that would sound amazing 'the girl who gave birth filtering with her boss' that would make a wonderful movie,"
"what is wrong with you I was just doing my job and it was just a joke,"
"oh so now you entertain him to get paid,"
"yes I do,"
"then why don't get on your knees for him and suck his dick be the whore you are then you maybe you get a bonus paycheck," it took him a while to realize what he said.
"am sorr-"
"what the fuck is wrong with you? you came out of no where and you wanna call me a whore. I have been paying bills and buying groceries for the last 4 months from my savings since I wasn't able to go work. what a whore-"
ding dong
you walked past him and opened the door.
"Y\n!!!!!!!! congratulations,"
"where is the baby,"
"you look so beautiful,"
"no she looks more pretty"
"I have seen her pregnant she was pretty then,"
"she was only 3 months then,"
"she was still pregnant,"
"where is the little one,"
"I can't wait till I hug her,"
you were attacked with hugs and kisses and gift bags that were too many that you weren't able to hold it in your hands that it started to fall on the ground.
"guys I think we might kill her,"
"lets give her some space,"
"oh y\n darling,"
"I bought you your favorite and I didn't know what the baby liked so I got her what I like,"
"I wanna see her,"
"oh she is gonna love me I can already feel it,"
"oh my the whole gang is here," you said looking at the 7 boys surrounding you.
they all went in holding the gift bags Leeknow, Hyunjin , I.N and Seungmin sitting in the living room while Han, Felix and Changbin going to the kitchen holding some groceries.
" You guys didn't have to do all this," you said it was very heartwarming to see some living in the house after a couple of months.
"what do you mean by that you gave birth- where is Chan ?"
"I texted you guys ages ago what took you so long," Chan came out of the nursery room holding Eli whose wide awake.
"oh my God never in life had I thought I would witness such a beauty,"
"can I hold her,"
"after I hold her,"
"no am the oldest so I should go 1st,"
"Y'all should know the youngest should hold her 1st," while the boys are bickering among themselves Felix took Eli from Chan and sat on the couch.
"oh hello angel am uncle Felix but I want you to call me lix or maybe uncle," everyone went straight to Felix surrounding him.
"say h-han han hann,"
"Han she is a month old,"
"you never know,"
"why is she so tiny,"
"cause she was just born stupid,"
"no shit,"
"she looks just like y\n?" said changbin everyone looking at you.
"thank you for holding on,"
"it must have been tough sorry we left you alone,"
those were the words you wanted to hear 'thank you for holding on' you started to remember those days again making you tear up all of a sudden.
"it was nothing," you said wiping your tears away trying not to break down in front of them.
"its okay we haven't been in your shoes but we can tell it was hard to endure it alone its okay to cry," said han hugging you .you did let it all out Han held you tight while some one was patting your hair and back.
" our y\n must have suffered more than she can handle,"
After a few minutes you were out of tears and felt at ease han let go of you and you went to clean up and change into something comfortable clothes when you returned some where in the kitchen cooking while the rest where in the living room changing Eii's diaper while looking at a tutorial video on YouTube.
"do you boys need help," you asked the ones in the living room
"no" they yelled back then you asked the same thing in the kitchen
"trust us you are about to eat the best steak in your life just go rest we can handle this," you left and sat in the living room looking at the boys struggle. after a bit Eli was upset and started crying you quickly went and helped them and took her with you.
"um can anyone pass me the baby bottle," you said I.N stood up and ran to the kitchen .
"can you check the temperature for me I.N" you said he then put some on his wrist.
"um ya its not that hot, "he said and passed it to you.
"Mmh this is sweet what formula is this," said I.N
"That's my wife's breast milk," said Chan sitting next to you. I.N's face went blank everyone in the room started laughing.
Chan sat close to you too close that you can feel his breath on you neck.
"you smell lovely," he said enough for you to hear you look at him unbothered by his compliment
"I know you guys haven't done it in a while but please not in front of our pure angle,"
"for the love of God,"
"so how's the new album and everything," you asked changing the subject
"well -"
after a long talking dinner was ready you thought they would burn down the kitchen but it was a delicious meal after talking about random stuffs and opening the gifts they brought you and Eli it was time for them to go.
it was just you and him. Eli was too tired cause she didn't take her usual naps so she slept as soon as the boys left. To be honest you were feeling uncomfortable after what he said about you.
you went to check on Eli and he was there you shut the door and walked back to your room to get some work done. after two hours of non stop checking files you were done. you took your tab to check on Eli but the camera was switched off.
To be continued.....
Read pt.1 first to understand this.
Warning: mention of blood, emotions, pregnancy symptoms and I think that's pretty much it i guess but trigger warning maybe. This is a work
I am: NOT
I am: WHO
I am: YOU
I am: THINK
I am: I AM???
Future album names for Stray Bois???
Stray bois whats going down??
Are they even real...
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