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This Explains a Lot
Hey folks, I don’t want to drama queen all over you. I know you all have big problems. But there’s been a recall of medication I take to manage Hashimoto’s Disease.
Hasimoto’s Disease affects something like 1% of the population (depending on who you ask). It’s an autoimmune disorder that causes the immune system to attack your thyroid gland.
The thyroid is sort of like your body’s throttle. If it doesn’t work properly, a lot of other things won’t work properly.
Symptoms include (from the Mayo Clinic Website):
Fatigue and sluggishness
Increased sensitivity to cold
Increased sleepiness
Dry skin
Constipation
Muscle weakness
Muscle aches, tenderness and stiffness
Joint pain and stiffness
Irregular or excessive menstrual bleeding
Depression
Problems with memory or concentration
Swelling of the thyroid (goiter)
A puffy face
Brittle nails
Hair loss
Enlargement of the tongue
For my part, the big issues are the fatigue, aches and pains (my hands are sometimes so stiff I cannot move my fingers, and right now my back is killing me,) depression, and memory problems. As in, I will be sitting there working on a drawing and between the time I look at my reference and the time I look at my drawing I can’t remember what I just saw in my reference.
That’s not good.
Also not on the above list: edema, anxiety, high cholesterol, poor heart function, an enlarged heart and irregular heartbeats. I had to have a CAT scan in December, and my anxiety has been swinging back and forth into the red zone for months.
When well managed, I don’t notice it much, but when not well-managed, my life grinds to a halt.
Since cancer treatment, I’ve felt the usual fallout from all that cancer entails. But I honestly thought I should have been feeling much better by now.
But I’m not. I’ve been up and down, but mostly down.
Finding out I’ve been improperly medicated for 7 months certainly explains a lot. A friend of mine who got the defective medication notice from her doctor thought she felt poorly due to long Covid. Another was sinking for months, unable to understand why.
Well, at least we know why.
This doesn’t affect everyone on the medication, just those with certain lot numbers from certain manufacturers. And if you are highly sensitive to hormone fluctuations, even a small variation will knock you right on your keister.
Several people I know heard from their health care providers. Others heard nothing until they asked.
It’s not like I don’t have a lot of stress right now, and figured my anxiety, poor mood, and weight gain originated from dealing with what I’m dealing with.
Well, at least some of it is because my medication hasn’t been hitting the sweet spot.
Bad luck, but it is what it is.
It’s going to take about 6 weeks before I start to feel better, but at least I am working it.
Best Wishes.
"YOU NEED TO REST" (2026)
acrylic on 20x30in stretched canvas
a painting about resting with no choice when your whole life has been filled with external and internal factors that made you feel youre not allowed to rest ever. This is what resting feels like for me. A constant wired feeling, a feeling of tearing at the sheets begging to feel rested, a festering in my chest of disarray and dysregulation. I have recently been diagnosed with Graves disease and was told I need to rest more.
I have also been living a life with CPTSD, a life I lead to myself believe as normal until I got help. I have been in a constant state of learning how to rest, I am always in a state of survival as my nervous system learned to feel threat in many states. I have been unlearning a lot, but a big thing I cannot unlearn is the shame associated with NEEDING rest. I need it! but my body wont let me have it without eating me alive with guilt for doing it, making me feel like I am causing error.
I just want to rest, but every time I do I am consumed with the ideas of what I could be doing instead of resting. It doesnt help my past has been filled with people who belittle resting. I made this painting because I needed to somehow express that I physically do not know how to rest. it never feels right. and I wish I could explain better but.. it just doesnt feel right.
Ya’ll wanna know a little fun fact about thyroid disease?
Well you’re in luck because I have two of them! Graves and Hashimotos!
So the little fun fact is… you can randomly become allergic or intolerant of random stuff. I am now allergic to bandaid glue, so if the doctors give me a bandaid instead of some cotton in that medical tape, I get a rash. And I get my blood drawn about once to twice a month due to having to see if my levels are gonna nuke me that month.
I am also now allergic to random things that I used to not have an issue with. My tongue itch’s when I eat mango, and my lip becomes a little numb when I eat star fruit. Keep in mind, they don’t tend to become dangerous, just kinda annoying and don’t really last long, maybe 20 minutes at most.
Oh, and I can’t eat a lot of gluten anymore because it hurts me. I do in fact ignore the pain because bread is life.
Wanna know more facts? Go ahead and ask because I’m too lazy to write everything in one post.
I also have giant fucking honkers, and like her I have thyroid disease which causes weight gain.
The guy complaining probably could not lose his virginity in a morgue.
I’m sorry: a rant about chronic illness.
I’m sorry I’m tired. I’m sorry I don’t have a reason to be tired. I’m sorry I’m lazy. I’m sorry I can’t do hours of homework on end. I’m sorry I can’t make my bed. I’m sorry all the stuff I’m sad from happened so long ago.
I’m sorry eating hurts. I’m sorry walking hurts. I’m sorry sewing hurts. I’m sorry I can’t handle responsibility. I’m sorry I seem upset. I’m sorry I hate showering. I’m sorry I can’t change my sheets. I’m sorry I hate singing. I’m sorry I can’t do my laundry. I’m sorry I can’t do your exercises without hurting myself.
I’m sorry I bruise easy. I’m sorry my wrist hurts. I’m sorry my right hip is dislocated. I’m sorry my fingers hurt. I’m sorry jumping hurts my knees. I’m sorry I pass out in the shower. I’m sorry I can’t run. I’m sorry everything hurts. I’m sorry I pass out. I’m sorry my hair is falling out. I’m sorry I’m so sensitive. I’m sorry I can’t function. I’m sorry I’m not old yet.
I’m sorry that it feels like I’m dying. I’m sorry everything feels pointless. I’m sorry I’m constantly sad. I’m sorry I’m constantly numb. I’m sorry taking care of myself hurts. I’m sorry living hurts. I’m sorry living feels pointless.
I’m sorry I’m so defensive. I’m sorry I’m so anxious. I’m sorry I can’t sleep. I’m sorry I have no motivation or ambitions. I’m sorry I can’t make friends. I’m sorry I don’t know what you’re feeling. I’m sorry I don’t know what to do. I’m sorry I hate eating. I’m sorry I hate living. I’m sorry I get so tired so easily. I’m sorry I’m so bitter about this instead of just accepting it.
I’m sorry I’m so difficult. I’m sorry I need help. I’m sorry I’m not happy. I’m sorry I’m miserable. I’m sorry I never feel well. I’m sorry I can’t control it. I’m sorry I need so much help. I’m sorry I’m so expensive. I’m sorry I need a doctor. I’m sorry I might need a cardiologist. I’m sorry I’m overwhelmed about having to constantly monitor how much protein and fat I’m getting. I’m sorry I’m not normal. I’m sorry I’m such a nuisance. I’m sorry I was born this way. I’m sorry, I wish I was never born.
January is thyroid awareness month so for the last day i’m gonna post about one of my thyroid disorders
I have both hashimotos and central hypothyroidism but this post is going to be about central hypothyroidism since i don’t see it talked about often
Central hypothyroidism is a rare disease where the pituitary gland or hypothalamus is not working properly leading to hypothyroidism
The hypothalamus and pituitary gland are parts of the endocrine system located in the brain that help control hormones and other endocrine organs
They both make and release multiple hormones that signal other endocrine glands to work. For thyroid the pituitary gland will send out thyroid stimulating hormone (tsh) which tells the thyroid to make thyroid hormones like t4 and t3.
In central hypothyroidism one or both of the pituitary gland or hypothalamus is not working to send tsh leading to the thyroid making t4 and t3 and lower levels of this in the body
Since there is less tsh being sent and less thyroid hormones being made people with central hypothyroidism present with low tsh and thyroid hormones like t3 or t4 which is different than things like hashimotos, which usually has low t3 or t4 but high tsh, since the pituitary is trying to get the thyroid to create more hormones
Central hypothyroidism is treated with thyroid hormone replacement and monitoring levels like t3, t4, and tsh
The symptoms of central hypothyroidism can be found in other forms of hypothyroidism and include (not a full list)
Fatigue
Weight gain
Cold intolerance
Dry skin
Changes in periods
Depression
There’s multiple things that can cause central hypothyroidism but some include pituitary tumors , genetic diseases, traumatic brain injury and more
Sources and more information
Hypothyroidism may be defined as primary, secondary, or tertiary hypothyroidism. Primary hypothyroidism occurs when the thyroid gland does n
Central hypothyroidism is defined as hypothyroidism due to insufficient stimulation by thyroid stimulating hormone (TSH) of an otherwise nor
i can't find the request of max verstappen x reader where the reader has thyroid disease. if you requested it please message me the request again. i'm so sorry i lost it, i have been feeling so unwell lately with my pots that my head is all over the place