#i'm getting desperate

[mavericks-circuit]

If my adventures with superman adapts Jay Nakamura I'll be okay with Konathan and that's #mytruth

[the-fourth-queen-fanarts]

Ooooh, they're in love. How nice.

[crashstanding]

so I'm already behind on my utility payments, short on rent, and broke myself like an idiot and then my utility bill came out for the month and was double last months. So if you wanna support me on Ko-fi I'd be appreciative. I also have a Venmo if you'd prefer that. Any help is welcome at this point because life has felt like a dick punch since March began

[townsdarling]

i keep going back on ao3 hoping it's back.

[chxotickpoptrash]

Chat, I'm genuinely at the point where I'm considering writing my own fanfiction. Someone please talk me down from the ledge

[fallingtitansspeciallittleboy]

Hey guys hear me out. Urana posted that little picture of Zodyl right? That means he's on their mind. They're drawing him. What I'm saying is. Zodyl comeback soon

[nebulaoftheprimes]

Craving Angst

Does anyone have any good Barry Allen (preferably CW Flash) angst recommendations? I'm feel mah-ish and I want to feel sad and I would like for this electric-running-angst-fest of a man to be the one to make me cry in the comfort and safety of my room. Almost anything is good, so feel free to share. Also, if you know of any, and I mean ANY fics were Team Flash leaves Barry after the Singularity and Leonard (with or without Mick) finds him in the depths of S.T.A.R labs (or finds him out doing heroic stuff even though he want to just curl up and die) and takes care of him, please, in the name of all that is holy, please link it.

I swear I can only find a handful of these and it's driving me freaking NUTS!!!

So, please; anything works. I would just like to feel something and I have elected that sad is emotion I wish to feel. It will probably change when I wake up, BUT, the point still stands.

… I have also realized this sounds incrediblely depressing 😐

[kindofabastard]

Another setback in my quest for HRT :/ decided to bite the bullet and go private + do online therapy to get an indication, and I still only get negative responses. Not to mention that I don't have an endocrinologist either. Can't do DIY either (believe me, I tried), and none of the other trans guy I know irl are on HRT either. Reddit hasn't been helpful, nor have any of the other sites like queermed they recommended. Informed consent is only possible in theory, basically no doctor does it, especially not in my region.

I've been trying for over 4 years now to get my hands on T (and have been researching how to for almost 7 years), and haven’t come even a tiny bit closer to it. It sucks, I feel like the only option I have left is to wait until I can move somewhere with better access, hope I'll get lucky to not be put on a age long waitlist (or wait that out as well), and pray that transphobic legislature here doesn't go even more south (unlikely, given how it's going politically). Or emigrating to somewhere else.

I'm 🤏 this close to just doxing myself in hopes of finding someone who can help me find some doctor/therapist who'll let me get HRT, I'm not even asking for top or bottom surgery (which will be a whole other beast, I'll probably have to make a gofundme to pay out of pocket for that and do it in a different country or something).