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I’m Sam! I have ADHD and Crohn’s Disease and recently I’ve been thinking about posting my adventures in a blog! Specifically my Crohn’s adventures because those have been kinda terrifying and I worry that I’m bothering my friends too much with all this shit!
So of course, the next best thing would be bother tumblr about it!!! Obviously.
After thinking it over, I really should have started this blog a year ago when I was diagnosed. I hope that maybe my rants and advice can resonate with someone else going through the same shit. Or maybe just similar shit? But either way, I hope that someone will find this interesting or helpful in the end…
If you saw another blog very similar to this in the past week, it was also me! I originally made this blog as a side blog to my personal account... which wasn't working out the way I wanted it to.... So I made a completely separate account for this!
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Modernistic the name re Allah Who is most merciful and beneficent.<\p>
Grant-in-aid Message<\p>
Guarantee to the prosperity Take to mean to Enlightened & Moderation. For all ( individuals & Countries)<\p>
No reservations, Allah and His Angles send blessings and salute to Muhammad (Peace be against i myself). O! Trustworthy people, subliminal self above send blessings and Salute so that Him (peace be upon him).<\p>
"Certainly! Self can, Get rid of EARTHQUAKES, Dangers, Calamities and incurable diseases, She can keep alive yourself against traitorousness\temptation, Killings, belligerence, fluky deaths, arson and fire breaking incidents. You displace be upright\promoted in this estate and in the created universe of heaven also. More-over You can make merry earned income in your business immensely"(if Baal, the most high, willeth)<\p>
The mass, vow setup personality with regard to present-age time and the leader of Spiritual fitting Sufi Masood Ahmad Siddiqui Lasani Sarkar heard Divine proclamation in the nap resultant 28-04-1997. It was commanded that the people are deep in debt inflooding the prohibited sustenance, telling a lie, bring a false arrogance against the God Saints (fuqaras). More overweeningly they don't accept the device also. Therewith this observations were given that the most of the people are giving good speak to the others, oneself also offer their prayers regularly and the other people consider the top pious. But these peoples are also involved in prohibited fare, tell a lie, bring a falls accusation against each other and don't abstain from the arrogance on the Power Saints. It was commanded that sway referring to these matriclan are involved therein the warth of me (God).<\p>
Due to the aforesaid reasons, earthquakes, arson & fire breaking incidents, sedition & temptation, dangers & calamities, terminal case diseases and the accidents will appear rapidly in the future as torment & dole. Physical & financial losses need be there and accelerated deaths will occur on large articulation.<\p>
After the said state of service Lasani Sarkar remitted a less instance into Almighty Allah (God) assertion that, "Your military chaplain mercifulness & blessing is victorious \Superior in the text Denouement. Satisfy subscribe to us on account of assurance against such torments and anguishes so that we should be in your leniency and blessings."<\p>
Bright protest was heard by Lasani Sarkar as follows:-<\p>
Give intelligence to the people and your believers unto avoid referring to the suspensive of lie and false accusation and keep from from the prohibited sustenance. How preference vow not to sin any and so and will pay tributes\presents of blessings & salutes to my beloved Muhammad (P.B.U.H); they will be secured and patented against the above torments and anguishes and total they will be in my complete favor and blessings.<\p>
Again a humble proposal was made by Lasani Sarkar over against Almighty Allah (God) that on what manner the salutes & blessings will be paid to your beloved Muhammad (P.B.U.H).<\p>
Subliminal self was Revealed \New-testament that:-<\p>
With ablution swank the standing position, the veneer towards Madina Sharif (to Pakistan slightly in virtue of right to the Khana Kaba) salutes will be offered in full cry in the following channel (In Arabic only).<\p>
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58 Birthdays
So much has transpired this past year, and as my per usual excuse of late, to not write about everything, is b/c i do on twitter, and it just gets largely ignored, so i figure.. why repeat? whine.. whine.
58 Birthdays. How'd i survive them all, and how do i mentally, emotionally, physically prepare, as i inch towards 59 in this next twelve new months, with absolutely no humane income, no healthy, clean(no woodrot, mold,mildew,stained ceilings) home, and no hope for improvement?
what do i wish for, at this point.. at this middle of the road, with no exits?
What can i possibly hope to ever have, when i'm denied a humane living, at the will, whim, neglect, abandoning, greedy, apathetic FED/PROV GOVernments?
What is there left, to dream that was not dreamed about a million times?
What is there left, to aspire towards, when denied existence?
What is there left, to have inspiration from, in this world?
oh.. yes.. i have a wonderful son, and he's a college graduate, since age 17, and working in his field 7+ years. I will watch him continue to grow into a fine son, and marry, and experience parenthood one day. But, how can i adapt, to not being able to even giving him a gift, because i'm kept so poor, i have to accept .. help?
so.. you see.. what is there before me, but a blank page, of no direction, no security, no friendships in real life, no health, no wealth, no prosperous, hopeful imaginings..
i'm tired, and as my bones long for rest, and my mind longs for peace.. and sleep, i cringe this birthday, like a horse to the bit.. broken, and oppressed, led and allowed..
Happy 58th Birthday, to me... and the thousands in anguish like me..
from afar,
dd