#infj thought

[writtenbyanamiranda]

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[oneforcygni]

I am in my semester break for about 2 months from now...

I never been in a break this long all by myself though...

At first I am really worried about what I should do...

Should I prepare for the next semester?? Should I gain some more experience somehow?? Am I wasting my time by doing basically nothing??

I go into a badminton class once a week during this break and thats all...

I feel it is wrong to waste this time...

But on the other hand, it is my time, not someone elses.. and I can actually spend sometime without actually having any pressure...  

Maybe that itself is something to cherish.. it’s just a moment to cool my head down, trying to not think about the future too much..

Taking a breath for a while... 

Financially speaking, it is cheaper to do nothing... it’s efficient (but maybe not effective??)

That all aside, maybe the challenge is to keep myself out of boredom.. I can live monotonously enough though... I spent days just watch something or play games...

But I just feel a bit uneasy if someone asked what I do this break and listen to what they do... people seems always have more activities...

I think what I need to learn is to know what I really enjoy to do in this long free time... and stop wondering what people think about it... as weird as it might be...

And yes, so far.. it is just stay at home.. do the exact same thing everyday.. without to think what happens the next day, what should I prepare for next week, or what are the plans for next month..

Because I can really tell that I did that more than enough for those things on my other days... 

And I write more crap because it can also fills the time hahahaha...

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INFJ thoughts

I would be 100% more likely to buy something from an icecream truck if they played bagpipe music.

[littleplatypusworld]

I hate that paralyzing insecutity about every single thing.

[littleplatypusworld]

I hold onto past and memories, because here and now sucks and future scares me.

[littleplatypusworld]

Some people try to be like sun rays fighting with other people's darkness.

[littleplatypusworld]

Eyes

If eyes are the mirror of the soul, what does that emptiness in them mean ?

[littleplatypusworld]

Tired of this senseless fight called life.