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Person: You only think about yourself!

INTP: ??? I exist ?? I have been spending the past two days analyzing why you seemed upset and trying to come up with ways to make it up to you. So far, the causation has not been found, but I am currently on Craigslist looking for geckos to go adopt with you.

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The "P" in INTP stands for pettiness

INTP: *plans to clean their room*

Person: Damn your room is so messy dude, how about you clean it for a change?

INTP:

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my communication skills come across as poor because, though i know what i‘d like to say, i don’t know how to phrase it in a societally acceptable manner. my straightforwardness looks brash and angry, people i’m comfortable around often think i’m just rude, and so i find myself rephrasing one-line thoughts to paragraphs to “cushion the blow”

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i need an extrovert, an i get shit done boss bitch gf. because i am so all over the place and i really hate planning things.i just want to show up, i don't wanna plan or organize i just want snack n fun.

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the struggles of this intp (and how she thinks she's dysfunctional)

when hollywood undead sang i know i'm no good but my heart beats true i really felt that.

i've been hearing a playlist i created years ago in which i added the most depressive songs of this band. all along the years whenever i felt bad i put them on loop. i had too many existential crisis while i blasted them through my ears and still there's always comfort and understanding in the lyrics.

i felt miserable through the years, at this point i could say i was able to recover but still i'm living a meaningless life. i got used to feeling shameful and guilty. i'm remembering the last year, which can be marked as the worst year in my life, as my mind continues on asking myself whether i'm a good or bad person.

overall, all i could figure out until now is i may be dysfunctional. i can't recognize what i'm feeling, i question if i do the things bc i really feel them or because i have to. i ask way too much about how should i feel cause i can't seem to figure that by myself. i can recognize pain and also anger but wrath and rage are more difficult. happiness is difficult cause i don't feel anything on a daily basis. i'm unable to differentiate between anxiety and stress cause the only thing i know is i get a horrible dyspnea (which is something i've discovered throughout last year and this year). i've been dealing with derealization/depersonalization, either one or the other cause i've realized i'm unable to differentiate between them.

pain, as well as guilty and shame are the emotions i can easily recognize in myself. and guess happiness should be like not feeling those emotions? idk cause i don't really think i've felt happy a lot in my life. and i struggle when it comes to be empathy cause i don't i'm empathetic and i have to watch how the people around me is behaving to find out what to do.

this is pretty uncomfortable cause someday i won't be able to ask anyone about how should i feel (particularly my sister). not to mention my social life is like a shit which in fact is not something that bothers me cause i don't care but i don't know if this should concern me. anyways, i've been feeling a shame cause ya know i lost my best friend which has made me think everything was my fault. also i'm kinda scared to talk to her to apologize cause i don't want her to laugh about it. gonna lose my dignity but never the respect.

if that wasn't enough, i struggle a lot with my gender and sexuality. i neither feel a men nor a woman and i get dysphoria cause my sexual characteristics. i don't feel like a woman but i don't wanna be a men. sometimes i get anxious about the fact that i have boobs but i'm okay with having a vagina. the same goes for my sexuality, i've been tagging myself as bisexual but i discovered that for me it wasn't a sexual attraction but a romantic one. i'm not sexually attracted to anyone, i'm not interested on having sex neither with a man nor a women. anyways, this may vary cause i haven't had sex yet and i'm scared about it lmao cause i'm ashamed of my body. which is another problem too.

i got too many complexes about my body, particularly when it comes to my belly. still i struggle with periods of restrictive eating habits and periods of binge eating. at this point i'm not caring about my weigh that much so i'm not eating like so well (aka i'm skipping meals, eating poorly or eating a lot depends on the mood). but we'll see cause summer is about to start and i've gained weight. i still have this habit of hiding what i don't like (aka hiding my belly lmao what a shame) and constantly checking my body in any reflecting surface. i try to not take account of what i eat to prevent myself getting again in the cycle of yearning to lose weight and actually not being able to stop it (which in fact scares me cause the last time i entered one of this cycle was pretty difficult to get out but anyways)

anyways, i'm gonna die alone (if i don't kill myself before or any undiscovered serious illness kill me) there will be a point in which every person will discover the shit i am and they'll hate me. also i miss my psychologist cause she gave me good advice always and i actually could talk about myself without being judged lmao. anyways, i have a final tomorrow which i haven't studied for so i'm failing it and i don't seem to care about it lmao i'm gonna cry. i would say my life's going dOwNhIlL but my life is actually devastation at its peak lmao.

i would say this is an mbti post but actually this is kinda a rant about how fucking tired i'm of this life and how much i want to get rid of my problems.