#isssues

[cbfiles69]

Convenience

by CB Files

[sodiumfunny]

so my girlfriend cheated on me... drunken mistake, but it doesn’t excuse it. I should hate her, I should never want to see her again, I should spread the news around our friends so that all think she’s a terrible person. But, all I want to do is protect her, comfort her, have her comfort me, I want her to hold me, and I just want her. I know I deserve better, but I’ve previously cheated on someone. So I can empathize... there are so many more details but she assured me the cheating was not because I’ve done something wrong, or she was sad in the relationship. She doesn’t deal with issues she ignores them until blows up and she does something bad. This was not premeditated. It was something out of the moment, but she should have stopped it.. does not excuse it. 

It’s hard because people say you only reflect on the good times because you forgot the bad times, but there was seriously no issues. We were great. Nev fought, enjoyed our time together, great sex life, I could communicate my needs/feelings, she felt she could not communicate when she was struggling with anything. Which is untrue. I’m happy to be there for her (prior to this issue). And to be frank, I want there to be for her through the current issues in her life (the ones that bubbled up to cause this). 

But I also have problems, and the trust is gone. The relationship where I cheated actually continued, we worked hard, I eventually earned his trust back and we were fine. Obviously we broke up but that was due to us changing as people, it was so amicable, we’re still friends. He visited me this past weekend when I found out and he was able to talk me through shit and comfort. 

I am not talking to her right now and I want my space. I need to decide if I want to work on this relationship because I’m lonely or because I really care about her. 

[sjwreviews]

So, I'm rather sad to see that no one's talking about digimon and the various issues it has (or at least according to my tumblr search). I think it's worth talking about it, especially since it takes place in the real world. Guess I'd better write some stuff!

[earthenfay]

@dopeswitchblade I've always been very irregular, and I know I shouldn't be too worried about being pregnant because I got an IUD recently but I don't get periods anymore so I am freaked out. All. The. Time. So I just tell myself it's unrealistic to take pregnancy tests because I'm worrying over nothing. On the other hand... I know of a few women who have gotten pregnant while having IUDs? 😐

[dreamsofbluenebulas]

Yo people from tumblr!

Well this week has been hard with my anxiety issues, but I know when I’m over this I will be proud to see this posts. Anyhow, one of my dearest friends Chama showed me the musical of Hamilton, folks! What a masterpiece, it has inspired me to maybe write a musical myself. :) Lord, tell me how to say no to this! Well, if you’re interested in talking with someone, at least to not feel so alone in this world, I’m open to talk to anyone about hamilton, musicals, and all kinds of art (I seriously mean all kinds) Even with your issues! Talk to Vale!

[tayy-nicolee]

[the-sociopath-lesbian]

Alright. I really shouldn't be allowed to touch our heat guns. I pulled off the screen to fast on the first one. Pulled the wire, and broke it. Then the second one, I cracked the screen. FUCK

[annebelleyay]

I do not want to ask myself how it ends. I want to feel it