#ivan.txt

[phantom-planet]

tiny soprano. he's little now. nobody's talking about this

[lesbian-in-the-sky]

two queens coming together to maximize their joint slay

[super-psycho-lov3]

i am baffled as to why you are here by my side. would you stay there if you knew? i am like a black hole; i fear i will consume all of you, slowly, bit by bit — i will take everything you have, i fear, i fear. i would not choose to — i do not want to, but i dont think i can help it, and even suns get caught in a black holes orbit. i am so scared of putting out your fire, so beautiful and bright, but i am so selfish — god, i love living in your light. i am warm, safe and alive here; i am not alone, never alone. but i do not deserve this, i know; you believe i do, but you do not know better yet. plenty have thought this of me, thought that i was deserving of light, and that they were happy to give it to me; they too left, drained, dark.

i put out their fires. that is on my hands. i cannot run from it. i ask that you run from me; i cannot possibly run from you. i do not want to ruin you, but i cannot possibly run. i am so, so sorry, my dear, 나의 신, 나의 우주.

[polyfrag-kero]

(TW for psychosis ment.)

I feel bad for one of our hosts

He's constantly afraid he's going to have a psychotic break again. He's had so many before that almost every night he gets scared that he'll start seeing or hearing things that aren't there

Plenty of other alters have this fear as well, but it's the greatest in him. I want to reassure him that even if it does happen that we will take care of him, but I'm a bit new and have never talked one-on-one with him before, so I am a tad bit nervous

- Ivan

[nelgoth]

LOL I love this username, it's so cursed

anyways

"dragonborn-of-kvatch" to "nelgoth"

[ask-zhongguo]

inspired by my dad who almost always says "俄国人是蒙古人和白人的混血" (translation: "Russians are the mixed child of Mongols and White people." when talking about Russia.

[batcommander]

im contemplating watching speed racer is it worth it

[requwuiem-remade]

For real tho, I sometimes feel like I’m the only person (or a part of very small minority, same shit) in entire fandom that actually greatly dislikes Clarence

I’m not joking, I hate this god damn asshole