#jeno reader

[kaylahopemiu]

pairings : football player! Jeno x gn!reader

genre: fluff; angst (if you squint)

warnings: none (let me know if I missed something)

➶➶➶➶➶ - ➷➷➷➷➷

ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇ

ᴏɴᴇ sʜᴏᴛ

➶➶➶➶➶ - ➷➷➷➷➷

ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴀᴋᴇ ɢɪʀʟғʀɪᴇɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏsᴛ ᴘᴏᴘᴜʟᴀʀ ɢᴜʏ ɪɴ sᴄʜᴏᴏʟ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴡᴏʀsᴇ ғᴏʀ ʏᴏᴜ! ʏᴏᴜ ᴀɢʀᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴅᴇᴀʟ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛs ᴏғ ʙᴇɴᴇғɪᴛɪɴɢ ғʀᴏᴍ ɪᴛ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ sᴛᴏᴘ ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴏʀsᴛ ᴅᴇᴄɪsɪᴏɴ ᴏғ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʟɪғᴇ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴇɴᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴄᴀᴛᴄʜɪɴɢ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ғᴏʀ ʀᴇᴀʟ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴜsɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ʜɪs ᴇx ᴊᴇᴀʟᴏᴜs. ʏᴇs ᴛʜᴇ ʙᴜʟʟʏɪɴɢ sᴛᴏᴘᴘᴇᴅ ʙᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ , ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʜɪᴍ.

ʜɪs ɢᴀᴍᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇᴀʀɪɴɢ ʜɪs ᴊᴇʀsᴇʏ, ᴀs ʜᴇ ᴀsᴋᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ , ᴡᴇɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀᴅɪᴜᴍ ᴀɴᴅ sᴀᴛ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ғʀᴏɴᴛ ʀᴏᴡ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴀᴛᴄʜᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ, ᴄʜᴇᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴀɴᴅ sᴄʀᴇᴀᴍɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ. ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜɪs ᴛᴇᴀᴍ ᴡᴀs ᴀɴɴᴏᴜɴᴄᴇᴅ ᴀs ᴛʜᴇ ᴡɪɴɴᴇʀs ʏᴏᴜ sᴀᴡ ʜɪᴍ ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ᴀs ʜɪs ᴇʏᴇs ʟᴀɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʜɪs sᴍɪʟᴇ ɢʀᴇᴡ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏᴏᴋ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴛʜ ᴀᴡᴀʏ.

ʀᴜɴɴɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ , ᴡʀᴀᴘᴘɪɴɢ ʜɪs ᴀʀᴍs ᴀʀᴏᴜɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʙᴏᴅʏ ᴀs ʜᴇ ᴇɴᴠᴇʟᴏᴘᴇs ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴛɪɢʜᴛ ʜᴜɢ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ sᴀᴍᴇ ᴀs ᴊᴜsᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴀ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʀᴜʟʏ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ. ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪɴᴇss ᴡᴀs ᴄᴜᴛ sʜᴏʀᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜɪs ᴇx ᴄᴀʟʟᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ʜɪᴍ. ғɪɢᴜʀɪɴɢ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ ɴᴇxᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴀ sᴛᴇᴘ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴘᴜsʜ ʜɪᴍ ᴛᴏᴡᴀʀᴅs ʜᴇʀ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ sᴀᴡ ᴘᴀɪɴ ғʟᴀsʜ ɪɴ ʜɪs ᴇʏᴇs ʙʏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴs ʙᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ ғᴀsᴛ ᴀs ʜᴇ sᴍɪʟᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀʟᴋᴇᴅ ᴏғғ.

ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ɢᴏᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀsᴇʟғ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ᴀғᴛᴇʀ ᴛʜᴇ ɢᴀᴍᴇ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʜᴏɴᴇ ʙᴜᴢᴢᴇᴅ. ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ɪᴛ, ɪᴛ ᴡᴀs ᴀ ᴛᴇxᴛ ғʀᴏᴍ ʜɪᴍ, ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴇ’s ᴏɴ ʜɪs ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴘʟᴀᴄᴇ. ᴏғ ᴄᴏᴜʀsᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜʏ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ, ᴛᴏ ᴇɴᴅ ᴛʜɪɴɢs. ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ғᴏʀ ɪᴛ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ʜᴏᴡ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʜᴜʀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ! ʏᴏᴜ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ᴄʟᴏᴛʜᴇs, ᴘʀᴇᴘᴀʀᴇᴅ ᴀʟʟ ʜɪs sᴛᴜғғ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ sᴀᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴀɴᴅ ᴡᴀɪᴛᴇᴅ ғᴏʀ ʜɪs ᴀʀʀɪᴠᴀʟ.

ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ sʜᴏᴡᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ, ʏᴏᴜ ɪɴᴠɪᴛᴇᴅ ʜɪᴍ ɪɴ , sɪᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴅᴏᴡɴ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴜᴄʜ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛɪɴɢ ʜɪs ᴡᴏʀᴅs ᴏғ ᴇɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ʙᴜᴛ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ɴᴇxᴛ sᴜʀᴘʀɪsᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴏʀᴇ … ʜɪᴍ ᴡᴀɴᴛɪɴɢ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʙᴇᴛᴡᴇᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴡᴏ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟʟʏ ʀᴇᴀʟ. ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ʟᴏᴏᴋɪɴɢ ᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴇʏᴇs , ʜᴏʟᴅɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜʀ ʜᴀɴᴅs ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ʜɪs ᴠᴏɪᴄᴇ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴍᴇʟᴛ ᴅᴏᴡɴ.

ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛʜᴀɴ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴄᴄᴇᴘᴛ ᴀs ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʏ ᴏғ sʜᴏᴡɪɴɢ ɪᴛ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴋɪssᴇᴅ ʜɪᴍ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢ - ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴀᴅᴏʀᴀᴛɪᴏɴ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴇᴇᴅ!

✦✧✧ - ✧✧✦

ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ

✦✧✧ - ✧✧✦

[chuu-nct]

[1:10 a.m.]

“he didn’t mean what he said... he’s just upset and needs some time to himself.”

“he slammed the door shut after calling me the worst friend he’s ever had. what did i do that was so horrible... he never told me when i annoyed him or what he didn’t like about me...”

“i know,” jeno spoke quietly as he rubbed circles on your back, “ive said this to him before. he always complains about things he doesn’t like about people but never tells them about it... it’s not fair to you, (y/n).”

“if i had known so many things about me annoyed him then i would’ve learned to try to fix those,” you sobbed as the two of you sat on your cold bedroom floor.

jeno sighed as he looked to the side, “you don’t need to ‘fix’ yourself for him or for anyone for that matter... it’s not fair to you and i’m sorry i couldn’t be there earlier.”

[chuu-nct]

[12:30 p.m.]

“don’t look at me like that, you’ll throw off my aim.”

amongst the chaos of war, you stared in sadness and worry as you watched your beloved stand against you on the field.

you hesitated when you joined the batted against the ruler everyone always believed in but you agreed that it was time for a change. the ruler of the land had fooled people for too long and you believed the country could be fully unified if only the ruler were struck down.

however, despite there being time to prepare for an attack, you failed to persuade jeno into joining the rebellion with you.

“how could you turn your back on the leader that gave our country everything?”

“jeno, that leader is holding the people back from truly growing for the better. our country seems at peace but it is not unified as one. any land that is split into three alliances is going to fall one day.”

the history of the country of fayland was simple to tell but had complicated beginnings. after a devastating war between 3 major lords killed almost thousands, a ruler trusted by many decided to split fayland into three alliances.

although there remained a belief that separating the land would result in peace within the three alliances, it was only a short time before one of the rulers rose against the ruler themself. the ruler was accused of manipulating the minds of the masses, making everyone believe that the country was unified when in reality, there was tension brewing between citizens of all three alliances.

“jeno... you can join our side. we can fight together!”

“i would never betray our ruler. not even for you”

jeno always admired the ruler as if they were a god of sorts. you knew you had no chance to convince him to join the uprising form the start.

“jeno i love you... and i do not wish to harm you,” you breathed heavily before drawing your large, sharp sword; courtesy of the alliance lord himself.

“i loved you too. it is a shame i must kill you, however.”

[chuu-nct]

[9:56 p.m.]

“You really think a relationship should be that hard?”

“I don’t know Chenle... I’ve known Jeno for so long and we were always close as friends but when we started dating he’s just suddenly become too busy for me.”

Chenle sighed as he heard your sad words. After hearing you rant about the same things everyday, he began to regret not telling you he liked you before Jeno did.

[chuu-nct]

[11:00 p.m.] 

“I’m bit,” Jeno breathed out as he stroked your tear stained face.

You finally found him after getting separated from the group and you weren’t ready to lose him again.

“Jeno...” you sobbed as words failed you.

The boys eyes began to slowly close more and more after each blink which caused you to cry even more than you were.

“I always loved you, (Y/n). Even though sometimes... it didn’t seem that way.”

Holding onto his hands as tight as possible you looked at Jeno as his eyes slowly closed, never to open again.