Do you ever just think about Onew silently praising the members? Like at a concert he'll just look at one of them with one of those small, kind smiles he has and think, "You've come so far... We've all come so far." And he'll just silently be the proud leader he is, like an older brother, and be thankful that he has the honor of leading SHINee and being close with all of his brothers. Do you ever think about that?
Do you ever just listen to old SHINee songs or look at old SHINee pictures and then hop on Tumblr and see them in a picture from just a couple days ago and feel like crying because they look so mature and they've come so far because I do
Comments: Sooo, this is the first time writing smut in a long ass time. All the other times I have written it has never been published. Feedback would be very appreciated, so please let me know so that if there is something that needs to be improved then please let me know.
It was a regular Saturday night. You were sitting on the couch, legs crossed, next to your boyfriend of nearly two years, Lee Jinki. He was exhausted from the weeks events- practice, interviews, TV appearances, and a few other things. You were tired from school- classes and studying for tests that were coming up.
It was silent as you two watched a random movie on the TV. You had moved in with him to the SHINee dorm a few months ago and almost every Saturday night was the same. Almost. You would stay in all day and then stay in all night, Saturday was a lazy day for the both of you. The other boys usually were there on Saturday but they all seemed to be out tonight.
BOOOOOOOOM
“OH SHIT!”
Thunder. A fear that you were never able to get over. That only got worse as you grew up.
Your scream made Jinki jump, he sat up straight and was now staring at you intently. “Are you... alright?” he asked slowly, as if you would jump up and run if he spoke too fast. You could hear the concern in his voice, pure concern. But the concern makes you feel bad. Ever since you could remember you thought your fear of thunder was silly, but you couldn’t help but get scared at the sound of thunder.
“Y-Yeah, I...I’ll be-” BOOOOOM
You flinched, you jumped, and you desperately wanted to run to your room and hide under the covers. It was pure luck that in the two years of dating him you had never gone through a thunder storm with him. Sure, you had wanted him to be there with you when you were alone and been through one. You knew you acted like a kid when a thunderstorm was occurring so you made sure that he wasn’t there to witness your childishness. So right now you couldn’t even bring yourself to even look at him, in fear of the look he would give you when he realized you were afraid of thunder.
That was until he wrapped his arm around you to pull you into his lap. Where you were forced too look at him. The concern was still there, but there was the realization that was there as well.
“You’re scared of the thunder....” It wasn’t really a question, he said it like he knew. But all you could answer him with was a nod. Because you knew if you tried to talk you would start crying, though the crying happened anyways. You were crying out of embarrassment.
It hurt Jinki to see you cry, it made his heart clench when he saw you cry. He would always say sweet things to make it better.
“Shhhh, it’s okay baby.” He cooed pulling your head down so that it was resting on his chest, before starting to lightly stroke your hair. “I’m here, I’ll protect you.”
As reassuring and cute the statement was, you imagined it. Him fighting of the bolt of lighting. You tried you best to stop the giggles that escaped your mouth. But the tears turned into laughs and giggles.
Jinki pulled your head back from his chest and gave you a very confused look. He almost looked like a lost puppy. You then attempted to explain to him why you were laughing (with much difficulty). He smiled and laughed lightly with you.
“I know you meant it but the thought of that statement was funny once I imagined it.”
Onew was still smiling at you, “It’s fine. It made you forget about the thunder didn’t it?”
BBBBBBOOOOOMMMM
Your arms flew around his neck as you pushed yourself as close to him as possible, eyes squeezed tightly shut.
So much for the mental image distracting you from the thunder.
After a few minutes you relaxed again and opened your eyes. To see Jinki staring at you intently, specifically you lips. Which seemed to be trembling. You then realized how close you actually were to him. As a blush spread across your cheeks you attempted to push yourself away from him.
He thought it was cute, although he would find any excuse to hold you close.
As if Onew snapped himself out of his trance he looked you in the eye. Where you saw many emotions. Amusement, concern, joy, and........lust? Was that lust?
It is true that you hadn’t been with Onew in that way for a few weeks. You were both usually exhausted to do it. But it surprised you now to see it.
So caught up in your thoughts you missed the way he closed the distance between your lips. That was until his lips were actually on yours. You hear thunder sound in the distance and it made you jump, not breaking the kiss. But making you feel just how horny Onew was. If the moan and the hardness against your thigh was a sign.
Jinki leaned forward a bit more to press his lips harder against yours. One hand gripping that back of your neck while the other was bringing your hips closer to his. So that he was able to grind against you easier.
As your lips moved, everything around you actually disappeared. As you moved your hips with him and a moan escaped both of you.
You pulled away for air, resting your forehead against his. Breathing heavily, and sweat starting to collect on both of you.
As if something was triggered, Onew dived back in for a kiss but this time he was not gentle. It was a hard and animalistic kiss. Instincts took over as grinding quickened and moans, groans, and growls grew in volume.
Hands were traveling the others body and the kiss was now teeth and tongue. Onew’s hands made work of your shirt, unbuttoning the first few buttons before getting annoyed and tearing the rest off. You doing the same to his. Lips never leaving each other.
Your lips parted only when Onew pulled away and planted kisses and nips at your jaw, throat, and neck. While he was busy leaving marks you were fondling his chest and abs. He groaned when your hands traveled down past his abs and rand a finger over the hem of his sweatpants.
Pulling away from your throat Jinki shifted positions so that he could hover over you and help you pull his pants down and past his hips. After both his pants and boxers were off he went to pull your pants and underwear off.
It wasn’t until now that you realized how wet you were, and it made you flush when Jinki pulled your underwear off and the air hit your heated pussy. It caused you to shiver. Which made Onew frown slightly and change positions again.
To where you were in his lap again. As his erection rubbed against your stomach he groaned deeply. Pulling you back into a kiss as he lifted your hips and brought you down on his erection. Filling you to the hilt. Pulling away to moan, you rested your head in the crook of his neck.
You both sat there for a second. In this second thunder sounded and you jumped. Which started the pace. It surprised the both of you but you went with it and continued to ride Onew like this. At a slow, steady, and loving pace. Making sure that you could feel everything that he was doing to you and make him feel everything that you were doing to him.
It wasn’t long before wither of you could take the slow and teasing pace. You sped up your bouncing as Jinki met your hips halfway. The sound of skin slapping against skin and moans filling the dorm and drowning out the thunder that sounded every once in awhile.
It was in not time where you felt the familiar tightening in your lower stomach as you were nearing your release. You could feel Onew swell slightly inside you and you knew he was just as close as you were.
Onew’s pace had reached an almost inhuman pace as he reached his climax. His thrusts getting sloppy and trying to contain his loud groan.
Seeing Jinki like this threw you over the edge and you tightened around him and arched against him. Onew biting into the flesh of your neck.
As you came of your highs he laid against his chest. Breathing heavily and exhausted.
_______
Neither of you realized that you fell asleep until you were jolted awake. It took you a second to realize that the door had opened and the other boys were home. You then realized that both you and Onew with still naked and cuddled up against each other nothing covering either of you.
Before you could even grab the blanket the sound of Minho’s voice made you drop you head back onto Onew’s
“You know. If you were planning on having sex on the couch. You could have at least had the decency to go to bed after. Or at least cover yourselves.”
