the saddest part of s5 of the 100 in my opinion is that everyone has obviously spent six years growing and moving on and some even healing - we see spacekru have grown into a family of sorts and all care for each other, and octavia has grown massively and taken up completely the role of leading wonkru - and clarke has stayed stagnant for six years. of course, she raised her daughter and she loved her and they nurtured their home together - but for six years, she waited and waited for bellamy and spacekru to come back down so that they could get the bunker door open and let humanity start again. and she didn’t even know for sure if they were alive up there. so it’s six years later, and spacekru are back on earth and wonkru are out of the bunker, but everything is different and she fits in nowhere and her home has been taken by prisioners and her own daughter is being used against her. and the sad thing is it was only natural - of course spacekru grew together in her absence and wonkru probably thought she was up there with them - but it’s so sad to see her trying to find her footing with these people again and push for peace after waiting for it for six long years, only to have every mistake she ever made thrown back in her face as she is called weak and then watch her home be blown to pieces after her daughter was shoved into a role of leadership that stole her childhood and ruined any chance of her ever being a kid, which is exactly what clarke was so afraid of.
