What’s happening to me? Part 2
In emergency, i saw the psych liaison nurse. They know me very well there. I told her everything because I trust her, she’s really nice. She said i have to form you under the mental health act and you’ll see a consultant psychiatrist in the morning. I wasn’t happy about staying nd got up and tried walking out. She followed me and tried stopping me but i got outside of the department and started running. Security guards started chasing me and they caught me and dragged me back. The psych nurse and drs in emergency said we are going to give you medication to put you to sleep. I’m allergic to a lot and some don’t work on me so they straight away put an IV cannula in and gave me Ketamine. Then they put me on a Ketamine infusion to keep me drowsy and sedated. I saw the consultant psychiatrist in the morning and i convinced him to discharge me but he said my community psychiatrist said i had to have my olanzpine injection while I’m here first. I wasn’t happy because I didn’t want it but i just shut up and accepted it and left the hospital a couple of hours later. The hospital i tried to set on fire said they’re not laying any charges but if i try it again they will. The police said if i would of set it alight I would of gotten 20 years in jail. The psych nurse in the hospital said i would of been locked up in a forensic psych ward for years.
So I’m home now, and I’m just numb. All i can think about is doing stupid things. I don’t know what the future hold for me right now :(
