I guess we back again
Hey astonishing dames and damsel hope you are all very well. A huge happy new year 2020 to you. I know I said I wasn’t gonna do this again but honestly life happens and it knocked me back down and I put on so much weight even though I said I wouldn’t.
Anyway so before the end of December I said I needed to loose all these excess weight and vowed to start in January but I needed to pace myself so I went gym once or twice without actually recording it.
Yesterday was officially day 1 of me restarting my weightloss journey and I must tell you it was a killer. As I am currently out of employment and in a shared house, I couldn’t work out at home so I had to go to the gym. This meant I had to walk 30 mins to the gym and 30 mins back. For someone who hasn’t done that in ages, it was a killer. Legit as soon as I got to the gym I had to wipe my face because I was drenched in sweat. I spoke to myself and encouraged myself why I had to do this. I don’t want people to laugh at me when I visit the motherland and especially don’t want to get married as a severely obese bride whenever that will happen.
When I got back from the gym yesterday I must say I was so destroyed but it made me actually think of what I am putting in my mouth. I think going forward I just need to work on reducing the portions. Anyway as of yesterday I weighed 140kg even after gyming (I seriously need deliverance). Anyway as I’m also trying to not eat late, I stop eating by 7pm. After waking up this morning and doing what needs to be done, I weighed 139.3kg which is an amazing drop in one day. I think this has now pushed me to actually be focussed on my weightloss goal.
The first time it wasn’t easy and I know it’s not gonna be easy this time round. I think also because I know I am capable of dropping at least 20kg, I am going to try not to put pressure on myself and know that it is a process and my body needs to adjust to a lot of things to help me loose and drop the weight. Y’all please pray for me cause I am definitely going to be needing it.
I’ll try and be updating this blog as often as possible so that at least I know it will be motivating me and you can also follow allow my journey.
