Kin Vent - TW for stockholm syndrome and abuse mentions
This is what trauma does to someone. Even when they're away from the environment, they're never truly free.
I'm always going to be bound to Eclipse in some way. Deep down, I'm still just a toy for his sick idea of fun.
He hurt me. All the time. In every way possible. But I still find myself wanting to go back to him.
I still never understood *why*. Why he did those things, why he found them fun, why *me*.
I was literally built to be a perfect target for sick people like him and I can't escape that. It's a part of who I am now. I don't decide my identity, *he* does.