#kolinahr

[gaytricorder]

fics where jim is depressed and pining for spock after he leaves for the kolinahr make me hard like yes the more it makes my chest feel like it’s being squeezed in agony the more bricked up i get

[crispytomatoo]

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[trek-tracks]

Bones: Spock’s getting Kolineutered.

Spock: Doctor, I am leaving to purge myself of emotions by completing the ancient and sacred ritual of Kolinahr.

Bones: I believe that’s what I said.

[ccxssi]

That time Spock left to complete Kolinahr

[geekysteven]

[lt-kaollumn]

spocktober day 16- meditation

list and concept by @rubbertplant and @spocksjuul

[idontwanttoboldlygo]

Imagine if Spock actually went through with the Kolinahr without V'Ger stopping him, getting rid of every single one of his emotions...

And imagine if Kirk still loved him so much that he tried to pursue a relationship with him regardless, even though he knows what the Kolinahr has done to him...

...now stop imagining because I've written that fic :D

I've just uploaded the last chapter. 17K wordcount, E rated and very angsty. You'll be screaming at Jim for at least 6* chapters :)

You can read it here!

* Not guaranteed. No refunds will be issued.

[spaceclown-fromouterspace]

James T Kirk and S'chn T'gai Spock both need to listen to This Night Has Opened My Eyes it’s unfortunately so separately them coded.

This night has opened my eyes

And I will never sleep again

You kicked and cried like a bullied child

A grown man of 25

Oh, he said he'd cure your ills

But he didn't and he never will

This is SO Spock coded, surak and the kolinahr being the things that would cure his ills(being half human)

A shoeless child on a swing

Reminds you of your own again

She took away your troubles

Oh, but then again

She left pain

And this is SO Jim coded, the shoeless child is him being neglected as a kid, and She is his mum, leaving pain and discomfort.

Do you see?