(I apologize beforehand if what i wrote is inaccurate, feel free to correct me!)
Tags: Kuroo x asexual reader, ace/lgbtiq+, fluff, insecurity.
Synopsis: How would Kuroo react if, a night like any other, he found out his girlfriend is asexual?
Nights with you always had a special magic.
It wasn't something he could justify, explain or describe. No, Kuroo knew that.
But it had always been that way, at least for as long as he had known you.
Everything just seemed to slow down, as if the ink black sky dusted by shining stars offered to wrap around you and Kuroo like a blanket, like a shield from problems, time, other people and the world itself.
Well, Kuroo knew it made no sense that everything felt so romantic.
Specially with how you were snorting right now.
"No, but seriously" Kuroo insisted, holding back the small adoring smile that threatened to ruin his pout.
"Are you seriously going to make me promise that if we ever have a rooster, and there is a zombie apocalypse, I won't eat the poor thing?" You asked him, a soft laughter of desbelief leaving your lips.
"Yes" Kuroo nodded, a smirk making its way to his face.
The comforting feeling of being awake in a sea of sleeping souls made everything more intimate, more you and him.
"I won't promise that" you assured, shaking your head amusedly, "I don't even think we'll ever adopt a rooster"
Kuroo felt personally offended by that, but decided to let it slide this time.
"Mean. Anyways, going back to the actual boundaries of the relationship" he reminded you, tapping a pencil he had stolen from your bedside table on your leg.
"Yeah" you smiled, and Kuroo wasn't sharp enough to notice the nervous waver of your smile.
"Well, obviously no cheating in any degree" he said, pointing you with the red colored pencil, a genuine smile on his face because he knew he could trust you with his life.
You rolled your eyes playfully, unable to return the smile while your thumb drew anxious imaginary shapes on your palm, "I know"
"And no sleeping with other people, obviously"
His grin faltered when he noticed your gaze fall to your lap, her fingers toying with the hem of your shirt.
He could almost see the nervousness radiate of you in waves, sneaking throught his skin to spread inside of him, too.
"What's wrong?" He questioned, trying to find the answer written in your eyes or in the slight purse of your lips.
But he didn't.
"I..." Your voice came out like a murmur, insecure and tense, "I need to tell you... Something"
Tetsuro's brows furrowed in concearn and uncertainty, trying to shoo away the worst case scenarios his mind just kept freely coming up with, "...What is it?"
"I'm..." Your eyes briefly flickered up to meet his, knowing once you said it, there was no going back.
How would he react?
Was it this the moment things changed forever?
"I'm asexual..." Was breathed out. Quiet, insecure, hesitant. The knot in your chest seemed to tighten, your lungs feeling in the edge of bursting out and, hopefully, letting out the tension, which was eating out your body like insects fueled by the nervous energy.
"What...?" He asked, surprise reflecting in his warm eyes as he stared into yours.
"I'm asexual" you repeated, a bit louder this time, avoiding his gaze.
"I... Really?" Kuroo would be lying if he said he wasn't in shock. It was a fairly important revelation, after all.
You nodded, trying to gauge his reaction, to see if this was the end of your relationship or the start of something better.
"When... When did you realize...?" He asked, still trying to process the new information.
"A long time ago..." You said sheepishly, feeling his surprised stare on you.
"And... Why didn't you tell me?"
"I thought..." You took a breathz trying to calm your nerves, "I thought you'd break up with me... I mean, you've always wanted kids, and..."
Kuroo's soft and desbelieving chuckle interrupted her, "Do you really think I'd break up with you because you are asexual? I'm with you because I love you, all of you"
You were the surprised one now, a silver of hope coursing throught your veins, "You won't... Leave me?"
He shook his head, smiling gently, "Of course not, baby. I'm glad you told me" he assured, taking your hand and using his thumb to caress the back of it.
"But what about having kids...? You've always wanted..."
"We can always adopt, it's not a problem" he assured, pressing a kiss to your cheek, "We'll sort things off in a few years. But promise me something..."
"What?" Your eyes lifted slowly to meet his.
"Promise me you won't forget I love you for who you are. I love everything about you, forever, mm?"
And there it was, that spark of adoration in his eyes, that one you had feared not seeing ever again. It was there, brighter than before.
A.n: Hii, I hope you liked it!! Btw feel free to correct any mistake I made, and I genuinely apologize if what I wrote is not accurate to asexuality, i am not very very informed in that toppic, and I investigated but of course it can be wrong... So sorry and thanks for reading!!
