is this a safe space to share that i think shane hollander sleeps with a stuffed animal, more specifically a stuffed polar bear named snowy that he's had since he was a toddler and who ilya has adopted and accepted as a third presence in their bed (except when they're having sex and snowy is delicately or often haphazardly shoved under the bed to protect his innocence). yes i want to write a fic about this.








