#letitallout

[thedailyelliott]

Day 2406: Sunday! 🙌🏼 #letitallout #sundayfunday #thedailyelliott #chocolatelab #labrador #retriever #instadog #hund #dogsofinstagram #doglovers #dogsofig #pets #instapets #ilovemydog #labrador_lovers#leipzigdogs (at Leipzig, Germany)

[coloringtheworldwithwords]

I miss the sounds of the highway, the open window, breeze blowing between my fingers. The city lights always promised that I was never alone, but the sea so quickly sleeps when the sun sets, and I’ve always been scared of the dark. You see, I’ve thought a lot about why the ocean has left me empty, why I yearn for the buildings and the street lights, why I miss the dull hum of tires spinning fast on the 4 lane track. Time has taught me that I enjoy solitude amongst a crowd, that the ocean provides no comfort when the light isn’t shining on it, I, can’t see the moon from my window, and I, can’t trust the promise of a new day without a little guidance. So, I’m trying to trust myself, to know that I am made up of more than this moment, that I am not greedy for missing the skylines, that I still can love an ocean sunset, but fear the darkness it brings. And it is so dark where I sit, clouds covering the stars, the moon, hidden somewhere far away from me. I want the whisper of traffic shuffling about, the dim lights in the distance, promising that someone somewhere, is awake and looking for the answers too. I’ve done my time in the darkness, it’s time to be among the places that dream while awake, the places that are too busy to settle for the shadows. I guess I’m not as in love with the ocean as I thought, (coloringtheworldwithwords)

[iisraaa]

All my blood, sweat and tears

for twenty some years, all bottled up and broken

Let it all out

[fantasybad]

negative emotions are valid emotions #neurodivergent #drinkthekoolaid #traumacycles #letitallout #thepunchline #lyrics (at Whole Foods Market) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdQMcEvOq5y/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[bigcheezchannel]

He's alive - Sunday chat with Big CheeZ - We're still creating folks

HOWDY FOLKS!!!Tonight not such a long one, been staring at screens way too much lately and need a little break. Today is jus a little update and if any of yo...

HOWDY FOLKS!!!

We're still alive and kicking, crashing hard and smashing down some walls. Back with another Sunday Slice chill out stream this evening, anyone who fancies joining in to shoot the shiz, get to know the wonderful cheddar family or maybe YOU need to vent, Swing by Big CheeZ on YouTube 21:15 GMT

https://youtu.be/6eKSO7qgDiA

[matsurik90]

Let it all out

Sometimes that's all you can do...

[onmyown-blog]

Leaving

Leaving. I haven’t ever been good at it. When I was young and drinking alot I would leave bars without saying goodbye. I would walk home down the snowy, Colorado streets completely drunk on my own. No one knew where I was. I liked that feeling. I liked knowing that I was on my own and that I could go as slow or as fast as I wanted. I could turn down alleyways and walk by the river. I needed to watch out for moose, but never other people. When I leave I don’t usually say goodbye.

Monday morning that is what I did. I had threatened it so many times. I had promised him if I even suspected he was drinking I would go. My last threat three weeks ago weighed heavy on my heart. I knew I meant it this time and it made me sad because I knew he thought it was going to be like all of the others. That I would take it back. So as he was screaming Monday and I grabbed my bag I don’t think I will ever forget his face. The brief surprise as I reached for the door. It quickly turned to anger. He started saying that’s it, that’s how you want to say goodbye. He laughed. I paused but only for a moment. I left.

He called right away. Laughing and mocking. How many times had I gotten this far only to turn around at this exact point? Countless times. I kept going. Within an hour he was frantic. I’m sorry. Come back. When I didn’t he went to the liquor store. That was when it got ugly. That day is going to be a hard memory for a long time. I hope not forever. I wanted to turn around and hug him but every time I did that I stayed. I don’t know how to say goodbye. I don’t know the right way to leave another human being. It hurts me that he didn’t understand it. It hurts me that he thought I would come back. Leaving hurts me.

[craicmonkeysdelight]

Today was definitely a I-Need-To-Hit-Something kind of day. #muaythai #kickboxing #letitallout (at Chinery House) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFOYyIYgcZL/?igshid=htguut7okser