hey girl, can I request lookism men with a s/o who moves a lot during their sleep and falls from the bed? how would they react?
of course!
pd. I'm sorry I let this marinate on my drafts way too long
Lookism men reacting to reader falling out of bed during their sleep
characters: Jake, Gun, Goo
Lookism boys with a freaky S/O
‘You have such a big dick.’
James stopped writing for a moment. He seemed to pause. You weren’t sure if it were your words or not…but he soon continued writing. Not seeming to comment on your…rather…vulgar language. He did raise his eyebrows. Caught of guard by your sudden interest…but he’ll ignore it for now.
‘It’s so long.’
James sighed. His shoulder tensing for a bit before he put the pen down. He probably isn’t going to be able to focus on work today. Not with you in his office and you…disclaiming..your. Adoration for his anatomy. So he might as wel indulge.
‘I know it’s long. And big.’
You nodded. Gently wrapping your arms around him from behind. Your cheek pressed against his. James didn’t look at you. He just stared at the paper in front of him. There goes another day…but oh well. He’ll order someone else to do it for him. That’s the perks of being a CEO. Your eyes drifted to the paper. Then back at him..you pressed your lips to his ear…making him turn his head a little. He gave you a stern look. James has his rules about not getting freaky in the office. He’s a man who loves professionalism after all. But you know that. And you don’t care. That’s why you’re whispering.
‘Show me that cock…’
You were laying in Gun’s lap. And he was laying on the bed. One of his arms holding up the phone and his other placed in your hair. Your phone had died. So you were playing with the strings attached to his brown sweatpants. It was. Comfortable to lay on him. You gently tugged on the string. Feeling the waistband tighten underneath your head. And then your eyes landed on his bulge. His. Huge bulge. You blinked.
‘Your shin’s so massive.’
Gun gave you a grunt after a few moments. Indicating that he heard your voice. You looked up. Still seeing him glued to his phone. He’s probably watching youtube shorts or something.
‘Gunny.’
‘Hmmhh.’
You let go of the string you were fumbling with and gently pressed glided your fingers along his bulge. Gun didn’t seem to have a reaction at first. Still kist watching something stupid on his phone. But then it clattered right onto his face when he felt you cup his balls. Gun propped his head up. Giving you a rather confused glare.
‘What are you doing?…’
‘They’re so heavy.’
Gun stared at you. He’s. Confused. Startled. But more confused as to why you like…that particular part? Everyone usually likes the dick. Not…balls.
‘Yeah..’
‘Cause they’re full of your cum.’
Gun stared harder, putting himself into a sitting Position and gently swatting your hand away. He looked at you. Really looked at you. To see if you weren’t on any crack or weed…or perhaps drunk..or possessed.
‘Can i lick them?’
Gun looked down at his balls. Then back at you. How did you even come up with this? He’s not disturbed just…curious how your mind works like that. Watching you wiggle his tongue at him in a freaky manner…
‘Okay…’
Goo was brushing his teeth. Nothing too serious. Nothing too crazy. Just cozy. You taking a shower. Him brushing his teeth. It’s one of the moments you finally can spent together without anything or anyone interrupting the two of you. It felt almost domestic. When you got out of the shower. Your eyes landed on Goo’s back. Smooth. Muscular and a little wet. And then your eyes dropped even lower. To his ass.
‘You have a fat ass.’
Goo stopped brushing. Spitting out the toothpaste that was in his mouth a few seconds ago. He looked at you from the bathroom mirror, his eyes dropping to your tits before he looked back say you and burst out laughing at the absurdity and randomness of your statement.
‘I mean it.’
Goo couldn’t stop laughing. Grabbing the sink counter for support during his laugh session. Hus glasses sliding down his nose before he finally took some long gasps of hair.
‘You’re something else i swear.’
Your hand gently made contact with his ass. A soft clapping sound echoing in the bathroom. Goo on the other hand gently placed his hand on you chest. Mirroring the challenging look you gave him. Both of you didn’t say anything for a while before Goo pulled you by the arm that had its hand on his ass. Lifting you onto the sink
‘You can’t blame me for what happens next’
Hey.....I saw that you are accepting requests.... can you do lookism men reacting to s/o who is a independent woman and refuses to use their money
Hii omg ofc!! Thank you for the request!
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Money, Money, Money
Ft. Gun Park, Goo Kim, Samuel Seo, DG/James Lee, Zack Lee
Notes: arguing, gaslighting, some fluff, dating/established relationship
Summary: you’d rather die than let a man pay for you
GUN
- He’s baffled that you pushed his card away and used yours instead
- He continues to try pay with his card but you’re somehow faster than him and he’s lowkey impressed 😂
- He admires how you stick to your own convictions and are independent
- However, he’s a traditional man and he thinks he should be paying so he often gets annoyed when you don’t let him
- Specially when you’re out on dinners together and argue on who’s getting the bill
GOO
- He WANTS to spoil you
- He can’t stand it when you refuse to let him pay
- He WILL hold you in a chokehold in front of the cashier and tell them to quickly use his card
- He’ll sneak his credit cards into your purse hoping you’ll accidentally use them
- Will buy you TONS of gifts to make up for when you refuse his money, and every time you fight because you’ve told him many times to stop doing that
SAMUEL
- He’s used to spending a lot of money
- Designer clothes, gourmet food, alcohol, parties, GIRLS
- So he’s really shocked when you refuse his money
- At first he didn’t really care, if you wanted to use your own money it wasn’t any of his business
- But then it starts to irk his inferiority complex
- Did you think he can’t provide for you? Does he not have enough money? Do you have more money than him? So you think you’re better than him?
- Eventually, every time you refuse his money or pay for him he turns bitter and would throw backhanded “compliments” at you to make himself feel better
DG/JAMES LEE
- He would find it really refreshing
- As an idol, people were only around him because of his money and popularity
- But seeing you refuse to take his money makes him see you as genuine
- He still offers to pay but doesn’t insist if you say no
- He’ll still spoil you with gifts and flowers tho because he thinks there isn’t anything else he can offer to you
ZACK
- He also thinks he should always pay for his woman and would absolutely love to buy you food and gifts
- So when you refuse to let him pay he’s a bit hurt and paranoid thinking you don’t like him
- You explain to him how important your independency and values are to you and he understands and respects it
- But he won’t give up and will always try to pay for you
- Specially if it’s a date, he will try extra hard to not let you pay but still respect your boundaries
Hello! So i’d like to request a headcanon about lookism characters (Goo, Gun, Jake, James, Jaegyeon, Jinrang, Gitae obviously it’s fine if you can’t for all, also hope you can add also others you feel that fit the concept) so with an fem reader who is acting suspicious and they thing she is cheating on him or something with one of his people but she is just planning a birthday present or something for him. You know something cute fluffy whatever you feel. Thank you in advance🫶!
A/n: this is so cute oml,not lore accurate though huhu
Gun:
- he'll notice you getting a little too close with Daniel for the past few days, going as far as to hangout with him in your free time
- he won't make conclusions yet since it seems a little bit out of the bloom that your pretty busy with Daniel, so he might investigate a bit
- he won't stalk you instead he talks to Daniel about it in which Daniel acts dumb and unaware
about the situation
- He's now suspecting you were cheating on him when you went to a cafe with Daniel when in reality your asking Daniel some personal things about Gun that you don't really ask Gun, like his favorite brand or place.
- Leading him to an actual venue was hard, he works day and night plus he doesn't keep track when his birthday comes.
- So when he sees the surprise he's just blankly staring at the amount of people that came. But he's actually pretty happy that you took the time to prepare all of this for him
- Overall is just happy but not the kind of jumping from joy happy
Goo:
- Now Goo is more dramatic about it, really YOU'RE HANGOUT OUT with Gun? The man whose emotions are like stones on the side of the road, according to him
- At first he thought you were teasing him you know like the "making my bf jealous" typa thing but after seeing you interact with Gun he was kind of getting paranoid.
- He first interrogated Gun of course, it ended with Gun saying things like "I was just helping around" and he didn't like that one bit.
- jealousy got the better of him and he bursted in your house unannounced, ruining the surprise in the process.
- there he'll literally tear up after getting an actual explanation.
Gitae:
- umm I mean if your lucky you won't actually get axed in all honesty.
- anyway he'll notice like why are you with one of his dealers. It's unusual really, you talking to his business partner? NAW
- He straight up confronted you, but alas you were a good actor telling him lies and he actually bought it. The lies being "oh I was just trying to help you in the cartel".
- Okay that will kind off keep his mind of it for a while. That is until he went home bloodied with no lover insight one night and it just so happens that he has a phone call from one of his man to go to a location.
- There at the location is a small restaurant that you went to back when you were just starting to date and you can see him smirk and laugh at your antics.
James:
- He's smart about it no joke, 'like what're you doing with another person when the most perfect man is with you?'. At first he would be silent about it not giving it that much of a thought.
- Though it started getting on his nerves that you're avoiding him a lot in the past few weeks. He decided to follow you and this friend of his to only see you grocery shopping in the nearby convenient store.
- He felt guilty not having the time to also help you in your shopping sometimes so he left like a little puppy who got kicked. He spiraled into a kind of insecure man.
- All guilt was gone when you asked him to meet up at the park with that smile of yours. Oh how he misses your smile.
- He went there to see you already set up a nice picnic with him. Then it clicked, that's why you were buying food. He can't help but hug your body and say the faintest thank you.
Jake:
- Poor guy was so worried, his insecurities were showing a lot throughout that period. He was overthinking when you were speaking with Lineman WAY too much.
- at first he'll try not to make assumptions about you of course but after a while, he might crack and open up to his heart's content on Sinu. In which Sinu just reassures him in everything (he knows the surprise).
- After lots and lots of reassurance though he'll brush it off and clings to you even more. When I say cling I meant cling as in his not leaving your side which is odd.
- anyways he gets tired of it eventually and while he's distracted you already planned your anniversaries in the same place you met him.
- when your anniversary comes he's crying in your arms when you surprised him, HES SO CUTE OMG.
Jinrang:
- he's so observant with you, so yes he'll notice you drifting a little bit in the past few days, though not that he's doubting you. But he'll get closer to you to keep you from drifting.
- Baek Sang his closest friend wouldn't do such a thing right? So why is he suddenly feeling a bit jealous towards his long time friend, you're just talking and asking him so what's the harm in that???
- Now he'll be very open about his feelings to you and tackling this topic that's been in his mind for days. You didn't wanna make him worried so you told him somewhat the truth.
- Jinrang will let his guard down for now as he does trust you, along with Baek. Since he's busy anyway he low-key forgot about it.
- though on the day when you surprised him with home cooked dinner, his favorite dish too? He thinks he'll wife you up right there on the spot! (Credits to baeks information about him ofc).
haiii!!! i may have spent the rest of my time reading all your works🥲🥲 and is it okay to request Girl Dad! jake,goo and gun reacting to their baby just blabbering and them going on with it like “yeah i know right” “that’s so true”
thank you!! (also take ur time since it looks like you have alot on ur plate atm💕💕)
sweet talk
ft. Gun Park, Goo Kim & Jake Kim x f!reader [separate]
details: fluff, established relationship (married)
A/N: I SAW THIS AND I WAS LIKE OH I HAVE TO DO THISSS ITS SO SAUR CUTEEEE YIEEE THANK YOU ANON FOR THIS REQ mweheh i love reqs like these
ᯓ★—GUN
Gun worked swiftly, slicing the apples with precision. He glanced over at his baby girl in her seat, her wide eyes tracking his every move as he sliced through each piece. You were down with a fever, leaving him to not only take care of you but also to manage his curious, babbling daughter.
He held up a bunny-shaped apple slice, presenting it to her with a slight smirk. Her reaction was immediate—eyes lighting up as she reached out, tiny fingers stretching toward the apple. “You like the bunny?” he asked as she took it and clumsily tried to nibble on it, ending up with more drool than bites.
HERE IS MY HOUSEWIFEY 🍓😳🫣🤭
First time calling you mommy - Lookism guys
A/N: why is it always delinquent guys that get me back into writing?
Vasco:
big dumb baby
never used to care about his dumbness and others calling him that because Jace takes care of most things for him
he always has others looking out for him and tells them regularly how grateful he is for that
once the two of you start dating Jace literally has a meeting session with you and gets you an actual fucking manual on Vasco
he doesn´t mean any harm, it´s just the way he does things
and it´s important to him to get to know you so he can know Vasco is in safe hands
approves of you immediately once he sees how much you baby his best friend and how much he enjoys it
teases Vasco about how clingy he is to you and that you´re more like his mommy than his girlfriend
´Is that bad?´
he loves it so much when you call him your big baby, is so soft for you
experiences subspace with you for the first time, he never felt that safe before, so taken care of
calls you mommy in public too, the Burn Knuckles and the others are already used to it but it´s still a bit awkward in convenience stores when he asks you to buy him snacks
Eli:
the only actual sweet and wholesome one out of those oops-
you haven´t known each other for that long yet, just from school
you´re the only from your classmates who actually knows anything about him
he doesn´t know why he trusts you so much but you´re the only person who doesn´t make him feel like a complete failure
he can just ... be with you, without thinking about anything dark or sad
that´s why it´s so easy for him to introduce you to his family
Yenna loves you immediately and instantly attaches to you
Eli is so relieved that she loves you so much, it takes so much off his shoulder having you around taking care of her, someone he trusts, so he can go to work without having to worry too much
Sally and you grow really close, she always teases that you´re better suited for the role of mom than her since you care so much for everyone
but you always say that there can be two moms and that she´s doing a much better job than you ever could
she´s also the first one you tell about your feelings for Eli, you kept them hidden for a long time because you didn´t want to pressure him
you didn´t even want to get into a relationship with him, not wanting him to be tied down in any way
after everything that happened with Heather you didn´t want to remind him of any of that, you were happy co-parenting as his close friend
Warren is the one to get Eli to admit his own feelings for you, he already was vulnerable around you before, he trusts you immensely after all
but now that he knows why it all makes so much sense, but at the same time he´s so scared
comes to you immediately after the talk and just confesses right then, sharing all his fears with you
it´s only when he´s in your arms that he finally admits it out loud
´Can you be my mommy too?´
Jake:
so fucking clueless
gives you such an awkward and unnecessarily long stare you think he´s actively judging every decision he made leading up to dating you
it was already so awkward and hard to get together with him because baby boy literally doesn´t know what he´s doing
the other boys had to set you two up on a date because he didn´t know how to ask you out
you gave him your number right when you met but he never called or texted because he didn´t know what to say so in the end the others just had to drag him out to meet you
granted he´s much better after that first date and getting over his initial nerves
still asks the boys about advice a lot, especially Sinu
and that´s how this whole mess started in the first place
him and Sinu live next door
one night he invited you over for dinner and to watch a movie and the two of you overheard Sinu and his girlfriend in bed
it´s hard to tell which one of you is more embarrassed (it´s Jake)
he won´t even meet your eyes after he hears Sinu moan ´mommy´
you two promise to never talk about this ever again, it´s the best kept secret, Sinu never finds out
still, Jake is curious about that kink now, he never really thought much about those power dynamics, he didn´t mind them but didn´t seek them out either
that´s when he notices that you take care of him a lot too and just how much he appreciates that
especially after a long day, you´re always there, to hear him out, to just be quiet with him, cuddle him, going out of your way to cook for him
´thanks, mommy´
it just slipped out, you will never forget how mortified he looked after he said those words
definitely needs baby steps to accept that side of him (and come to terms with having the same kink as Sinu)
Samuel:
´ooh you wanna call me mommy so bad´
´shut the fuck up´
okay so you´re either just fuckbuddies or enemies to lovers
since the second option is more fun I´ll go into a bit more detail here
you hated each other since you first met, you´re an older member of the Workers and responsible for showing him around at first
he´s a brat and not the fun kind, he´s unbearably annoying
he hates you because you´re not his type and he hates taking orders
you´re always at each other´s throats despite actively avoiding each other
it goes so far that Samuel asks Goo of all people for help
he tells him to just fuck it out in the most deadpan tone Samuel´s ever heard from him
one thing leads to the other and after you´re done he´s so mad about how good it was because to him you´re so ugly
´like you´re one to talk, sharpie boy´
you only keep sleeping with him because he has a big dick
not that he knows how to use it
you´re even more strict and harsh in bed which pisses him off, it pisses him off even more that it feels that much better when you do it in the way you want it
he refuses to submit to you no matter how much he likes it, just because his pride won´t let him
´come on, it´s not like we´re dating´
he´s so fed up with you telling him to call you mommy that he just gives in
he mumbles it to an extent he hopes you don´t hear it
but you don´t let him cum until he says it properly
´fucking fine! mommy....you happy now?´
he´ll never forget the smirk you gave him after that, the way you called him a good boy
he doesn´t know if he just has a praise kink or actually wants to date you
Johan:
you´re the one to bring it up first
so fucking irritated by it too at first
it was hard enough for him to admit his feelings and get into a relationship with you, let alone have sex with you
he´s discovering a lot of new things about himself with you which he´s grateful for but also it still scares him sometimes, how overwhelming it all feels
especially with his eyes he feels so weak and there´s nothing he hates more
you used to fight a lot whenever you wanted to take care of him
it took him a long time to understand that you don´t do it out of pity or because you think he´s useless, but it´s because you love him and that´s just the way you show it
he´s gotten into being blindfolded lately, at first he was against it because he still has a hard time letting go of control
but it´s easier on his eyes, the blurry vision gives him a headache most of the time
´shh, it´s okay, I´ve got you´
´it´s okay...I´m okay now, you know I trust you´
kissing you feels so much more intense whenever you blindfold him, this man is addicted to your lips anyway
always kisses you to the point he´s completely out of breath
you´re the only one to ever see him smile
´mommy, come back´
he whines as he still feels your breath on his face, he always teases you like that when he´s needy, missing your lips even one second after they left his
´I´m right here, baby´
Sinu:
sweet baby boy
he is such a poster boy, like the best example of mdlb
it was love at first sight
you were new on the street, opening a new shop for sweets and snacks
needless to say it becomes his favorite within seconds
has the sweetest smile around you
he´s so easy to fall in love with
he´s a gentleman but also never afraid to lean more into your touch and keep looking up at you whatever chance he gets
he´s submissive in the small ways, melts whenever you praise him
especially when you tell him you´re proud of him
you boost his confidence so much every time you tell him he´s attractive
he actually loves being called cute and being able to make you laugh
he´s still so happy to be dating you, he never thought he´d actually stand a chance with you
just kept annoying Jake and the girls about how to ask you out and afterwards how amazing you were
literally updates them on everything after you two were official, first time holding hands, saying I love you
you said it first and he cried on the spot from happiness
´I love you too, mommy, so, so much´
Warren:
he is so SHY with it
doesn´t know how to bring up the topic at all
he´s home alone thinking about how to tell you he loves you, you´ve been dating for so long now but you never actually said you were boyfriend and girlfriend yet
Eli always told him to get to know someone first, to date properly before making any serious decisions like that
he´s in the kitchen when he hears something
he forgot Hudson is home, or rather Hudson forgot Warren´s home since that guy is just listening to porn on full volume
in this moment Warren is just glad that nobody else is home (and he also pretends he never heard anything not to embarrass Hudson)
he´s cooking dinner for everyone but keeps getting distracted by the sounds, it intrigues him
he always lets you take the lead in bed simply because he enjoys it the most, seeing you in charge, how good it makes you feel to make him feel good
and he´s so proud whenever you show him that expression only reserved for him
he´s more of a service dom with sub vibes in every day life
when you come home that night he asks you to be his girlfriend and when you agree he just decides to ask you the other thing directly too
´can I call you mommy too?´
Kenta:
it happened on accident
he´s always been very quiet about his own needs because he feels like he doesn´t deserve to be taken care of the way he always wanted to
you´re also a part of Workers, but used to work at Vivi´s club before switching over to his division
you´re pretty much the mom of the whole team and get along with everyone
he doesn´t mind you seeing him without his mask on, he does respect you and your reputation in the organisation but he doesn´t allow himself any more than that
he´s completely inexperienced after all so he doesn´t know what to do with the feelings he has once they appear
he doesn´t understand why you find him so attractive, but he also doesn´t complain when you keep telling him how handsome he is
you´re the only person who´s allowed to touch him
doesn´t like how easily he blushes with you and how his skin seems to be on fire everywhere you touch
he loves it the most when you hold his face in his hands like it´s the most precious thing in the world
he doesn´t understand at all
only reluctantly agrees to be your boyfriend and tells you immediately to not expect anything from him
he doesn´t think that you´re actually serious about him
kind of panics when he realizes you actually like him
keeps asking you why
´do I need a reason? I just like you, that´s not gonna change, you know?´
he´s extremely insecure about his abilities overall but he´s just clueless when it comes to romance so he actually doesn´t know what to do at all
he´s relieved when you take the lead, feels safe in your presence, like he actually matters and means something
you help him gain confidence and find his own self worth
he´s such a good kisser
one night he comes home exhausted from a job and just falls into bed, immediately asleep
you take the time to get some work around the house done
when you come back to the bedroom and sit down at the edge of the bed you can´t help but smile
Kenta´s having a wet dream about you, he looks so cute and small like that
´mommy...feels good...´
Gun:
oh boy, he made the biggest mistake of all
he´s more on the sadistic dom side himself
he doesn´t mind having others take the lead in bed but it mostly ends up boring him
he has trouble feeling overall, he has to learn how to feel in a healthy way again
you´re...not the right person for that
in fact you´re much much more worse than him
you don´t give a shit about anything, you don´t do relationships, you only fuck with guys who shut up when you tell them to
Gun and you are friends, you´re very similar so you get along immediately
especially because it´s so very clear to both of you that you´ll never be compatible so you don´t even have to bother trying
it´s easier that way, working together, hanging out, no responsibilities or fear of getting hurt or hurting the other person
it should´ve remained like that
´you´d be the perfect mommy, you know?´
´fuck off, I don´t do that shit´
you´re not nice like a mommy´s supposed to be, you´re more of a mistress or goddess type but since you don´t care for the sexual partners you have there´s no power dynamic, there´s just you fulfilling your needs and wants
´that´s a shame, you´d be good at it, you´re a natural, trust me´
´and why would I do that?´
´cause I wanna see it for myself´
´fine. but we do it my way, asshole´
your arrangement is...strange to say the least
it´s not a relationship, it´s not even fuckbuddies either
Gun and you don´t even sleep together that much
you just clash too much
and Gun already is spoiled in every way of his life
still, he´s intrigued by the concept, it´s so...dull to him but somehow that just makes him all the more curious, the domestic part of it
it´s new to you both, even cuddling is weird, he´s touchstarved and becomes extremely clingy towards you, you hate showing affection in any way, you both hate being touched
but somehow...it´s not that bad
you become hyperaware of him and his needs, it´s hard to be soft, that´s just not how you are
but it gets easier over time, Gun doesn´t even realize it but he stops teasing you eventually, he didn´t think he´d enjoy it this much, not being in control
Goo:
this bitchass wouldn´t hesitate to call you mommy the second he lays eyes on you
he knows what he likes and he isn´t afraid to show and express it
doesn´t understand why he should be ashamed of it either, he´s always been open with his interests and kinks (much to Gun´s dismay)
he always wanted someone to take care of him, not just because he´s a lazy and spoilt bastard but mostly because he´s a hopeless romantic (but refuses to admit it)
when Goo had his first date ever he over prepared with a bunch of flowers and chocolate and even had a bluetooth box with some cheesy songs playing and Gun laughed at him so much he never recovered from it
Gun still teases him about it so much so that Goo has to actively hide his romantic side so he can spare himself the humiliation
in private he just goes all out because of that
people think he´s just a joke but what they don´t get is that he´s brutally honest all the time
you´re the only one who got him from the start which is why he knows you´re the one instantly and full on fucking courts you, taking it slow, a good pre-dating phase, the most beautifully planned dates ever
´please be my mommy, I´m begging you´
´sure, why not´
´wait, that worked?´
he´s exactly your type, he doesn´t fuck around, both of you know what you want
he´s funny but honest to a fault
he doesn´t play games or anything of the sort, he´s just hopelessly in love with you
does so many things to impress you
shows you his sword collection and talks about it for two hours straight
tells you he loves you right after he notices you actually listened and were interested
´mommy´s proud of you, baby´
touch starved
author's note ; highly inspired by ptjs tiktok with alarms. first art cr. to loveissiwan on X.
Jonggun doesn’t ask for hugs. he doesn’t initiate warmth. and he definitely doesn’t admit to wanting it.
to most people, he’s all sharp angles and cold control — distant, untouchable. that’s how he likes it too. how he’s always been. people respect fear and power. and Jonggun is very good at giving them reasons to keep their distance.
raised on fists and discipline, taught that strength meant survival, he was trained to fight — not to feel. touch, in Yamazaki world, had always meant something else. a punch. a blow. a warning. nothing comforting ever came from it. so somewhere along the way, his body just stopped expecting softness altogether.
no one really hugged Jonggun growing up. no one ruffled his hair or held him helping hand. what he got instead were commands, missions, the expectations to be perfect weapon and leader. without any hesitations. emotions were inefficient. touch was a liability.
so now, when something warm and human stirs in his chest, he doesn’t quite know what to do with it.
Jonggun doesn’t want to fight you. that’s the first thing he understands.
he doesn’t want to intimidate, doesn’t want to keep you at arm’s length like he does with everyone else. but affection? that’s foreign territory. too soft. too vulnerable. too un-Jonggun.
so he does what he can.
he flicks your forehead when you're distracted. he pokes your side when you don’t respond to him. he pinches your cheek when you ignore his presence — subtle little things, rough around the edges. never quite a real touch, never too serious. just enough to feel you.
it looks like teasing on the outside. it’s easy to mistake it for annoyance actually.
but it’s the only way Jonggun knows how to ask for touches.
because he knows that you will always brush his hand away in annoyance. or slap his forearm in playful manner if he bother you too much. a fleeting touch of fingers. the slightest touch. such a small thing Jonggun can forgive himself for, but still wanting more.
because hugging you? that would be crossing a line he doesn’t know how to return from. asking for closeness would mean admitting he wants it — needs it — and that’s too exposed, too raw. he doesn’t have the language for it.
so he lingers instead. he sits a little closer than necessary. lets his shoulder brush yours. stands behind you quietly, watching, protecting even.
and if he ever tickles you — which he does more than he’d admit — it’s because laughter feels safer than silence. because if you’re laughing, you’re not questioning his motives. you're not asking him what he really wants. and you're not pulling away.
he doesn’t touch people if its not fight. but with you, he finds his own excuses.
Jonggun not trying to be cruel or confusing — it’s just all he knows.
so no, Park Jonggun never ask for hugs.
but sometimes, when he flicks your ear or pulls you into a half-hearted scuffle that feels more like a game than a fight — maybe he’s asking anyway. in the only way he knows how.
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