#madperson

[mad-matters-blog]

Tonight I was looking through a zine I found at Monkeywrench (austin's anarchist bookstore) called "Reclaiming Your Mind." It was cool and everything, I just don't see why the only things out there for madpeople are mainstream narratives/solutions to extreme emotional states or lit that shits on pplz desires to take meds or be "involuntarily" committed. I hate my meds and love them. I hate hospitals and I love them. 

We need theory that reflects these ambiguities instead of shitting on feelings that are already pathologized.

I'm queer because I can't decide which I want more, to feel everything or nothing. I need a revolution I can dance to.

[no-gorms]

Holding Hands with a God

madperson asked, so I just thought I'd make a note: I do want to write a third installment in my superhero Dean/Cas series ("An Affair in Edge City") but so far I have done no planning for it and almost no brainstorming. I have a couple of scenes that I want to capture, but the story itself does not exist, not even in my head.

I thought about working on it after the Dean/Cas Big Bang... but then I signed up for the Sassy Minibang, so IDK. It'll have to depend on whether I have time, since there's also Yuletide and the freaking highschool AU timestamps I'm supposed to still be writing.

I do know what the opening lines would be, though:

"I thought being with him would help... you know. It'd give me something normal to hold on to."

"Dean, if you wanted normal you wouldn't have fallen for Cas."

[artnka]

HAPPY TUMBLR PROM EVERYONE!~

for my lovely prom date  madperson