#matt headcanons

[pawcider]

I love your Mello x reader hcs

Can you please write Matt x reader hcs too?😯

⊹ ࣪ matt x reader headcanons   ˖ ʚɞ

a/n . . . thanku sm anon !!!! i hope u love this ahahah matt is so bae ; slightly suggestive at points, fluff, fem reader

 ★ he calls you "babe" with zero inflection, always mid-sentence. "babe can you pass the lighter" or "babe your shirt’s on inside out again". it sounds throwaway but you catch the smirk every time.

 ★ his bed’s a mess. crumbs, tangled sheets, hoodie pile in the corner. but somehow he keeps your spot clean. he always straightens the pillow you use.

 ★ when you stretch or bend over near him, he always whistles low and fake. every time. "damn" like he hasn't seen it a thousand times. it’s dumb. it’s routine. you secretly love it.

 ★ bites his controller when he’s mad. not even aggressively. just like a dog gnawing in frustration.

 ★ he’s always warm. not just body heat — comfortable. like laying on him is your natural position. you sprawl across his chest and he just keeps gaming like it’s normal.

 ★ he stands behind you while you’re at the sink or stove — not on purpose, just because he’s drawn to you like a heat source. he’s close. too close. chest brushing your back, arms on either side of you. doesn’t move.

 ★ you’ll be sitting there, hoodie halfway zipped, and he’ll casually pull the zipper down a few inches while still holding a controller. doesn’t say anything. doesn’t even look. just… adjusts.

 ★ will pull you into the bathroom while he brushes his teeth. spits, wipes his mouth, and kisses your shoulder like it’s routine. like mint and skin go together.

 ★ cleans his goggles with the edge of your shirt. not even distracted. just does it while you're talking. the fabric stretches, his knuckles graze your chest, and he doesn't say a word.

 ★ his voice drops when he’s half-asleep — scratchy, thick, wrecked. and when he says “c’mere for a sec” in that tone? your knees almost give.

 ★ has a habit of tapping rhythmically on your thigh. while you’re talking. while he’s zoning out. doesn’t realize how hypnotic it feels until your breath catches.

 ★ turns his whole head when you walk into the room. every time. doesn’t play it off. just watches you like you’re the only real thing in the building.

 ★ he lets you ramble. for hours. sprawled on the couch, pacing in the kitchen, sitting on his lap while you go off about something niche — he doesn’t interrupt. he just nods, eyes on you like you’re the main quest.

 ★ lets you sit between his legs while he plays. at some point his hands drift from the controller to your thighs and he doesn’t move them back. “i can still reach the buttons. s’all good.”

 ★ when you're talking and flailing your hands, he grabs your wrist mid-sentence just to feel your pulse. “you’re wound up,” he mumbles, like that wasn’t already obvious.

[mi-ha-el]

wammy boys pasts & backstories.

headcanons

content warnings: domestic violence, extramarital affair mentions, major deaths mentioned, war trauma, nicotine addiction, severe trauma, abandonment, sexual assault, homicide, jails, drug addiction (cocaine), parentification, homelessness, running away, cancer mentioned. just really sad stuff honestly. dead dove: do not eat.

l lawliet

b. october 31, 1979

in winchester, england

born out of an extramarital affair

mother was a housewife; (step)dad was a banker

japanese (bio)dad / russian - french - english mum

late bloomer (had puberty at 17)

spoke his first word at almost 4

witnessed a very violent household

his father used to beat his mother in front of him when she was defending l bcs of his late development & frailty

was given to his grandmother when he was 3

lived with her for 8 months

she died 3 months before his 4th birthday

was homeless for roughly 18 months

until watari found him & took him to wammy's

very scared of physical touch from strangers due to his upbringing

hence he punched a bunch of kids when they tried to hug him bcs he associates touch w violence

was officially & legally adopted by watari at 8

considers watari his father figure

hence he never really dug into his biological family or ever wanted to reunite w/ them

mihael (mello) keehl

croatian-german

b. december 13 1989

in vukovar, croatia

father died of lung cancer one month before he was born

hence he has an irrational aversion to smoke of all kinds but tolerates it

severe war & displacement trauma

he was 2 when the croatian war of independence started

his grandparents & father all died before his birth due to age/ illness

hence his mother was very mentally fucked

raised catholic & became agnostic

his mother left him at a care facility when he was five years old (1994).. reasons? he never understood

it was actually a combination of feeling inept to care for a child + endangering him

so she left him at a care facility & told him she would come back sooner or later (she didnt)

mello believes that he was insufficient for her

a year later when the war started settling he was noticed by english ngo workers

so he was then taken to wammy's house

nate (near) river

b. august 24, 1991

in a prison in leeds, united kingdom

his mother was raped by her then-boyfriend

and she got pregnant w/ near when she was 17

only a few month or so before discovering the pregnancy, his mother committed homicide (killing her boyfriend aka near's biological father)

since she was a minor at the time she was sentenced to 18 years + rehabilitation

when he was an infant near was taken to wammy's house

grew up entirely under the supervision of wammy’s house caretakers especially roger ruvie

his mother got out of prison when he was 17-18

and a meeting between the two was arranged

his mother actually loves him a lot & wants to get to know him

according to her, he is the only good that has come out of falling in love

they meet occasionally (once or twice a year)

near will take a long long while to warm up to his mother. it's a very strange concept to him

mail (matt) jeevas

b. february 1, 1990

in juneau, alaska

russian-american-canadian

jewish

but became an atheist as he grew up

mother was a junkie (addicted to cocaine)

father was abusive (physically)

had an older brother who was 12 years elder to him

matt had to defend his mother from the violence, and usually ended up being beaten himself

had to drag his mother inside countless times after she had passed out somewhere

but he and his brother had a very close bond which made his life just slightly better everyday

was 5 when his mother overdosed

his father's violence worsened by a large amount after she died

his older brother left for college when he was 6

he had picked up smoking from his older brother

so when he was spotted smoking, his father gave him probably the worst beating ever

matt ran away shortly after he turned 7

he was picked up by an organisation that provided care for homeless children

eventually reached wammy’s due to his talents

he discovered when he was 19 that his father died an accidental death when matt was 13

haiiiiiiii youve reached the end

tysm 4 reading ♡ my inbox is always open 4 requests if u have some. dont be afraid to comment, reblog or anything really !! id love to hear everyone's thoughts :3

[satorugetoe]

hi there! could you please write headcanons for Matt with a very sensitive and soft-hearted but feisty female s/o?

hii ,ofc! Matt is literally so underrated. Hope you like it <3

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Matt headcanons for a sensitive and soft-hearted but feisty s/o

Playful Teasing

Matt will throw out lighthearted comments just to see you get fired up ( because he thinks you are adorable when you are passionate )

“You’re really cute when you’re yelling at me. Should I mess up again just for fun?”

Games Together

If you are upset or in need of a distraction, Matt will hand you a controller and challenges you to a game. He’ll let you win most of the time, but if you are in a competitive mood ,he’ll enjoy your playful determination to beat him

Matches Your Energy

If you are in a feisty mood, Matt can match your vibe and keep up with your banter. He loves your sass and doesn’t mind letting you take the lead in playful arguments

Secretly Loves Your Rants

Matt will encourage you to vent or go on passionate rants, no matter how small the topic might be. He finds your fire captivating and will often throw in playful comments like;

“You’re so cute when you’re angry.‘‘

Patience with Tears

When you are upset or crying, Matt’s surprisingly good at staying calm. He’s not the best with words, but his presence is comforting. He’ll sit besides you, offer his hoodie, and quietly says stuff like;

“You don’t have to talk, but I’m here when you’re ready.”

Encourages Your Soft Side

Matt genuinely loves how empathetic his S/O is and will often reassure her that her sensitivity is a strength. He admires her ability to care deeply and reminds her not to let the world harden her

Supports Her Passions

If you get fired up about a cause or interest you care about, Matt’s the first to cheer you on. He might not be as outwardly passionate, but he always got your back

“So... how do I help? Sign a petition? Hack something? Just say the word.”

Soft Reassurance

When you are feeling sensitive, Matt will offer quiet reassurances, often in his own dry, sarcastic way

Admires Her Softness

Matt genuinely loves how kind and sensitive you are. He finds it refreshing and grounding, especially compared to the harsh world he’s used to

“You care about stuff I don’t even notice, and that’s why you’re better than me.“

Knows How to Distract You

When you are overwhelmed, Matt has a talent for redirecting your focus with little distractions. He’ll suggest playing a game, watching a random video, or pulling you into a stupid little conversation

“Okay, question. Would you rather fight 100 duck-sized horses or one horse-sized duck?“

Shields You from The Harsh Realities

Matt knows the world can be cruel and while he respects your ability to handle it, he’ll do his best to protect you from unnecessary negativity

“You don’t need to deal with that. Let me handle it, okay?“

Gives Quiet Compliments

Matt isn’t one for grand romantic gestures, but he’ll drop quiet compliments when you least expect it

“You know you’re the best part of my day, right?”

Loves Your Little Acts of Kindness

Matt notices and appreciates all the small, thoughtful things you do for him, even if he doesn’t always say it. He’ll quietly return the favors in his own way

Playfully Challenges You

Matt isn’t one to back down from a bit of sass. He enjoys trading playful barbs with you, knowing you will come back with something clever

Subtle Instigator

Matt can’t resist teasing you just enough to get you riled up, but he knows when to stop. He finds your fiery side too adorable to resist

requests are open! <3

[dn-hc]

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Typo: Near is supposed to be Neutral Nuetral with Lawful Neutral tendencies

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[user73817]

matt dn fic

y/n is in the trenches of a situationship with early mid 2000s unintentional male manipulator loser gamer boy matt

cw: semi-toxic relationship, rough sex, choking, he cums in you (cw needed (?)), a lot of run on sentences idc

afab!reader, reader referred to as a 'girlfriend'

~ 500 words

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He always says it as he cums inside of you, almost inaudible, sliding off his tongue like another breath. “I love you.” he says. Yet, when morning comes, you always wake up to an empty bed. 

In the dead of night he touches you so gently, whispers so kindly into your ear, feels the inside of your mouth with the very same tongue he uses to kick you out in the morning. When he says “I love you”, and fucks you like he means it, you really believe it. 

But when he acts like you're his dirty secret when morning comes, talks bad about you to your face and behind your back, and has those nights where he fucks you hard with his hand tight around your throat, and only bothers to undo the fly of his jeans, pulling his cock out of his boxers, and leaving his belt to bang up the inside of your thighs as he carelessly uses you for his own gratification, you can't help but feel like just his whore. It’s on those nights when he doesn't even grant you the privilege of staying over for the night, or a ride back to your place, when you walk home in the cold night, scantily dressed, with your ripped tights on, shivering with the beginnings of fingertip shaped bruises on your neck and waist, your underwear wet with his cum, lip gloss nothing but a smeared pinkish tint all around your lips, and mascara running down your face, that you wonder if he just says the words “I love you” to keep you complacent and always returning to his unmade bed. 

But there’s always such a sincere look on his face when he spends time with you beyond the realm of his dingy bedroom, the way he hangs onto every word you say even when he couldn't care less about whatever topic you talk to him about, laughing at all your jokes, even when they're not funny, and the way he always wants you around even if he’s just mindlessly gaming all day. Matt even asks for your help when he dyes his hair with that shitty black box dye. He always tells you to leave when Mello comes over to his place, yet seems to like the way you and Mello get along. You can never quite wrap your mind around the way you’ll spend a night crying and alone, wondering if you mean anything at all to Matt beyond a good fuck, and then the very next morning he’ll wrap his arms around you and kiss the back of your bruised neck as you make coffee in his kitchen. 

You’d think he barely considers you a close friend, and you certainly aren't his girlfriend, but he’s always your most recent text message and phone call, and it feels like you spend more time with him than you do anyone else in your life. He once told you that you, Mello, and his plug were the three people he sees the most often. Yet nothing ever changes between the two of you, he never gets serious with you, never pulls you close, but never pushes you away either, always keeps you just at arm's length. You spend so much time with him but it still feels like you know nothing about him. You just don't get him at all.

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tldr; matt is probably your boyfriend and just bad at communication (mf got a 3/10 in social skills) but honestly who knows with that guy

[mihaelkeehl]

Mello isn’t a good person. It’s not new knowledge to him, in fact one of his first memories is shoving some toddler to the ground over some toys. He’s not stupid enough to even try branding himself as a good person, that notion fell through long before he first heard someone’s last gasps of air, the sickening gurgle in the back of their throats and a silent mouthed cry for their mother.

He knew he wasn’t a good person as he dry heaved onto the ground, nothing even able to come up, when had he last eaten again? He wasn’t a good person when he stuffed that headless corpse into a trash bag, shoving the heaving bag into the boot of Rod Ross’s luxury car. The empty McDonald’s wrappers that were scattered through the car crunched under his feet as he climbed into the car stone faced.

Most of all he definitely wasn’t a good person when he stood outside the chipped blue door of Matt’s apartment. He was grateful for once that Matt lived in a shitty part of town, no one really cared to look enough at the blood on his knuckles, the broken nose, the various bruises and scratches and spatters of blood. He needed to bring two changes of clothes in the future.

It was difficult to knock, it always had been. This was different however, far further than it had ever been before. Matt would take one look at him and know what he had done. How could he not? The man was integrated into every electronic he used, how else can you blackmail people if you’re not constantly recording every conversation you have. Yet Mello couldn’t decide what was worse, Matt looking at him with disgust or with love. The option of both made his stomach turn, the disgust he could deal with. It made sense. But to react with kindness and care? Mello didn’t think he could take it.

He took a deep breath and knocked on the door. Mello grimaced slightly as it cracked open, the smoky haze of light shining on his blood splattered face.

“Oh hey busy day?” Matt said, putting his phone into his pocket. “I put the kettle on if you wanna shower, but I’m nearly through something big.” He rubbed his hands excitedly, walking back to his computer. “I’m gunna get back to it, I wanna be in Aruba in two weeks! I love stealing~”

Mello snickered, both of them would die of sun poisoning on the first day. His shoulders sagged as he unclenched his jaw. “Shower sounds great.”

He wasn’t a good person, but neither was Matt. Thank god for that.

[amaya-writes]

Hi!<3 May I request Mello Matt, L, Near and Light hcs of how they would be if their s/o nearly died?

Notes: plz I love writing death note hcs

Warnings: near-death situations, slight yandere themes

Characters involved: Light Yagami, L Lawliet, Near, Mello, Matt

Gender-neutral reader, you/yours

Light Yagami

Regardless of what happened to you, Light will presume this is because of people who are trying to hurt him through you.

Being Kira's s/o is obviously a dangerous position, and he heavily chastises himself for not thinking of his status impacting you before.

This is obviously not completely true, as what happened was a mere accident and had nothing to do with you being his partner.

If another person was involved in the accident then they will definitely be killed using the death note, this is non-negotiable and Light will probably hide their death from you.

He starts keeping a close eye on everything you do and will not let you go places without him for a while. Even after that Light often sends Ryuk to watch over you when he's executing his plans to ensure you don't get caught in it.

Overall, he takes this incident as a challenge to try and prove that he can be Kira and have a partner without it ending in a tragical romance.

L Lawliet

L definitely isn't as crazed Light but he is very cautious because of the incident.

He considers himself foolish for not thinking about such a thing happening before and does get very panicked at the thought of possibly losing you.

Unlike Light who's accustomed to caring for others, his family, and having important people in his life, L has never really had to worry about anyone except himself and Watari, which is why this incident sort of shocks him into realising you are now part of that list too.

He won't be overbearing physically, but he will insist upon having surveillance for some time or at least sending Watari with you.

If you protest then he pretends to understand and agree not to do it, but he still will survey you anyways.

L will get used to the idea of having to look out for you pretty easily, as he also considers the fact that in the future if your relationship ever goes public people might try to use you to get to him.

Overall, he probably seems like the calmest out of them all but he's really spiralling mentally and feels a need to constantly have you around after that.

Mello

The angry kind.

He probably yells at you after the incident and calls you an idiot, but it's really just his way of showing you he cares (that doesn't excuse the fact that he's being toxic).

He'll get overbearing but unlike the others, he doesn't give you a chance. Mello can and will force you into accepting his sudden surveillance and has the connections to ensure you are always watched by someone he trusts if he isn't available.

The two of you probably fight about it quite a bit and Mello starts yelling and has to force himself to understand the fact that just because he cares about you doesn't make this okay.

He's never really had to care about someone so much before, sure he has Matt but he's never cared to this extent, which is why Mello just gets very panicked and doesn't know what to do with himself.

With Mello, conversation is key in this situation.

If you fight fire with fire it might just result in things getting worse and him going Yandere.

Near

Blames himself.

To Near, it's all but insulting you were even put in such a situation. He thinks that it's his fault for not seeing this possibility before.

If he was there to witness the situation his guilt and decision to blame himself only gets worse to the point where he thinks he needs to take extra measures to make up for his previous shortcomings.

He wouldn't force surveillance on you or anything but he might get a little overbearing because he doesn't want you to go places without him or be out of his sight.

Unlike the others Near is open to an argument in fact he wants you to argue back, wants you to knock him out of his self-blaming spiral.

He isn't very familiar with human emotion and doesn't really know how to comprehend what he feels for you and how the thought of you feeling pain affects him so badly.

Just like Mello he just needs to understand this new feeling and how to cope with it healthily.

Matt

Matt is the calmest of them all, and unlike L he's not faking it.

Sure, he's scared shitless. If anything this incident just shows him how careful he needs to be about mixing you and his work since the possibility of you getting hurt is very real.

He doesn't want to risk losing you and isn't very happy about the fact that you could have been taken from him.

Normally, Matt isn't very physically affectionate but now he's holding you in his arms for hours on end convincing himself that nothing happened, that you're fine.

It would be cute if he didn't talk about keeping you with him and only him while you were in his arms.

Very yandere thoughts but unlike the others he doesn't do anything about it.

Well, he doesn't kidnap you. But he does set up a camera outside your house and a tracker in your car. Mello told him to do this before anyways (just in case you were a mole) so that's just more of a reason for Matt to keep an eye on you.

He doesn't tell you any of this, and you will probably never find out since Matt's good at what he does and know how to ensure his targets don't know they're being watched.

[morbiderotica]

hey! would love to hear your thoughts on how a reader/oc would get close to matt and mello if they grew up in the wammy's house.

─ ★ wammy headcanons ... gn!reader

MATT

♡ matt would be easy to befriend especially if you both like the same video games

♡ he's not very cautious when it comes to people in general so youre no exception

♡ even if he makes it look like he doesn't like making new friends, he does

"hey, you're matt right?" you sat on the floor next to the boy who was playing a video game. he barely acknowledged your question but nodded. you looked over his shoulder to see what had him so entranced. the screen showed various characters that you recognized easily. "is that pokemon?" you asked a little excitedly and matt reciprocated it. "yeah!" he was a little too enthusiastic to find someone else who liked the game he was playing but he didn't mind already accepting he had a new friend. whether you liked it or not  

♡ he likes making friends and sharing interests with people

♡ besides you the only other person he was really friends with was mello

♡ regardless of the shared interest he just liked hanging out with you anyway

♡ he liked to listen to you ramble about whatever you were intrested in and in turn you would listen to him

♡ as you guys got older nothing really changed except for the fact the two of you would sneak out all the time

♡ it was late night car drives going on about your interests instead of sitting in a small room now

"no like they literally crash princess peach's party and then steal her bro." matt enthused about this new game that came out, new super mario bros or something, as he drove. his hand rested on the headrest of your seat. the road was empty given the time of night it was. you were tired but you could listen to him for hours and hours.

MELLO

♡ if you got within a 10 feet radius of mello he would leave so fast

♡ nothing against you in particular he just hates people

♡ but when his only friend (matt) befriended you he had no choice but to like you or rather tolerate you

"so.." you began talking to mello who was sitting in silence eating some sweets. "how are you..?" you tried so so so hard to be nice to him but he would rather burn himself alive than entertain you. "i'd be better if you weren't bothering me." for such a small kid he had a big attitude. "alright then." and so the next 10 minutes before matt came back were silent and awkward.

♡ you didn't give up on trying to be friends though cause you knew it would make matt happy

♡ he realized that too but he was too stubborn and selfish

♡ honestly he had a plan to make matt hate you he spent so long trying to come up with the perfect plan

♡ but before he could even excute the plan you helped him through a panic attack so now he couldn't get rid of you even if he wanted to

"mello?" your voice was soft compared to the ones in his head. you didn't really know what to do and you knew getting an adult probably wouldn't help and you had no idea where matt was. he tried to stand up or yell at you to get out or to just turn away and hide from you but he was frozen. "hey, hey." you sat next to him, his head was in his knees. "copy my breathing." you took one of his hands and placed it on your chest to help him follow your breathing pattern. breathe in. breathe out. breathe in. breathe out. "thank you.. i guess." he grumbled once he was alright.

♡ he thought you were alright after that by alright i mean he would probably tear anyone's head off who tried to mess with you

♡ matt was stoked that his two best friends were becoming friends and mello was just stoked you didn't tell matt the real reason why