he constantly has to have something in his mouth. he usually prefers it to be food, a sweet of some sorts. but ever since you two started dating, you’ve been making your way up his list.
L isn’t really a touchy guy. he isn’t that big on physical touch, especially in public. whether you touch him or not doesn’t matter much to him. but in private, he’s on you often. not usually with his hands, but with his mouth. when he doesn’t have some sort of food on his tongue, you’re the next best thing.
most commonly, it’s your fingers. it’s the most comfortable position for you both. your fingers sitting in his mouth as he occasionally sucks while you both do your own thing, not speaking. it’s a comfortable silence.
every now and then, he’ll get on his knees for you. slowly pulling your panties down, not in a mood to rush anything. most of the time he’ll just stare at your cunt for a bit before he dives in. sometimes you’ll even have to push his head down if he drowns out your desperate pleads for him to please you already. he’s exceptionally skilled with his tongue, as showed. what he likes most about eating you out is the sweet savor of your pussy. the exquisite taste on his tongue is like heaven to him.
but his favorite way for you to occupy his mouth by far, is by sucking on your tits. pushing your shirt over your breasts, as he watches them bounce down from the force. he immediately latches his mouth onto one of your nipples, flicking his tongue back and forth and then going back to sucking. one of his hands flies up to pinch and play at your free nipple, for your pleasure of course. he frequently uses this method to help him fall asleep, as he finds it hard to rest most nights with his mind constantly running. this allows him to only focus on you and your boobs, relaxing him.
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Sorry but "slightly evil" canon L is just so interesting to me.
The L who calls himself justice, but the real reason he's spent his life catching criminals isn't out of a sense of justice; it's because it's fun for him.
The L who's willing to lie and cheat and break the law, to use thieves and conmen to achieve his goals. Because it's all a game to him and he'll do anything to win.
The L who's incapable of trusting anyone, perhaps partially because he projects his own sly nature onto others, and because he's had no one get close enough to him to change his mind.
The L who doesn't know how to love in a healthy way, or how to love at all, and isn't sure he's even capable of it, but who knows that he feels something for you he's never felt for anyone else.
The L who would have no idea what to do with the emotions he feels for you, who wouldn't know how to open up his heart and his life and be vulnerable with another person, but who finds himself for the first time in his life wanting to try.
The L who knows he is a monster, and has always been content with being one, until you managed to work your way into his heart.
a/n . . . thanku sm anon !!!! i hope u love this ahahah matt is so bae ; slightly suggestive at points, fluff, fem reader
★ he calls you "babe" with zero inflection, always mid-sentence. "babe can you pass the lighter" or "babe your shirt’s on inside out again". it sounds throwaway but you catch the smirk every time.
★ his bed’s a mess. crumbs, tangled sheets, hoodie pile in the corner. but somehow he keeps your spot clean. he always straightens the pillow you use.
★ when you stretch or bend over near him, he always whistles low and fake. every time. "damn" like he hasn't seen it a thousand times. it’s dumb. it’s routine. you secretly love it.
★ bites his controller when he’s mad. not even aggressively. just like a dog gnawing in frustration.
★ he’s always warm. not just body heat — comfortable. like laying on him is your natural position. you sprawl across his chest and he just keeps gaming like it’s normal.
★ he stands behind you while you’re at the sink or stove — not on purpose, just because he’s drawn to you like a heat source. he’s close. too close. chest brushing your back, arms on either side of you. doesn’t move.
★ you’ll be sitting there, hoodie halfway zipped, and he’ll casually pull the zipper down a few inches while still holding a controller.
doesn’t say anything. doesn’t even look. just… adjusts.
★ will pull you into the bathroom while he brushes his teeth. spits, wipes his mouth, and kisses your shoulder like it’s routine. like mint and skin go together.
★ cleans his goggles with the edge of your shirt. not even distracted. just does it while you're talking. the fabric stretches, his knuckles graze your chest, and he doesn't say a word.
★ his voice drops when he’s half-asleep — scratchy, thick, wrecked. and when he says “c’mere for a sec” in that tone? your knees almost give.
★ has a habit of tapping rhythmically on your thigh. while you’re talking. while he’s zoning out. doesn’t realize how hypnotic it feels until your breath catches.
★ turns his whole head when you walk into the room. every time. doesn’t play it off. just watches you like you’re the only real thing in the building.
★ he lets you ramble. for hours. sprawled on the couch, pacing in the kitchen, sitting on his lap while you go off about something niche — he doesn’t interrupt. he just nods, eyes on you like you’re the main quest.
★ lets you sit between his legs while he plays. at some point his hands drift from the controller to your thighs and he doesn’t move them back.
“i can still reach the buttons. s’all good.”
★ when you're talking and flailing your hands, he grabs your wrist mid-sentence just to feel your pulse.
“you’re wound up,” he mumbles, like that wasn’t already obvious.
content warnings: domestic violence, extramarital affair mentions, major deaths mentioned, war trauma, nicotine addiction, severe trauma, abandonment, sexual assault, homicide, jails, drug addiction (cocaine), parentification, homelessness, running away, cancer mentioned. just really sad stuff honestly. dead dove: do not eat.
l lawliet
b. october 31, 1979
in winchester, england
born out of an extramarital affair
mother was a housewife; (step)dad was a banker
japanese (bio)dad / russian - french - english mum
late bloomer (had puberty at 17)
spoke his first word at almost 4
witnessed a very violent household
his father used to beat his mother in front of him when she was defending l bcs of his late development & frailty
was given to his grandmother when he was 3
lived with her for 8 months
she died 3 months before his 4th birthday
was homeless for roughly 18 months
until watari found him & took him to wammy's
very scared of physical touch from strangers due to his upbringing
hence he punched a bunch of kids when they tried to hug him bcs he associates touch w violence
was officially & legally adopted by watari at 8
considers watari his father figure
hence he never really dug into his biological family or ever wanted to reunite w/ them
mihael (mello) keehl
croatian-german
b. december 13 1989
in vukovar, croatia
father died of lung cancer one month before he was born
hence he has an irrational aversion to smoke of all kinds but tolerates it
severe war & displacement trauma
he was 2 when the croatian war of independence started
his grandparents & father all died before his birth due to age/ illness
hence his mother was very mentally fucked
raised catholic & became agnostic
his mother left him at a care facility when he was five years old (1994).. reasons? he never understood
it was actually a combination of feeling inept to care for a child + endangering him
so she left him at a care facility & told him she would come back sooner or later (she didnt)
mello believes that he was insufficient for her
a year later when the war started settling he was noticed by english ngo workers
so he was then taken to wammy's house
nate (near) river
b. august 24, 1991
in a prison in leeds, united kingdom
his mother was raped by her then-boyfriend
and she got pregnant w/ near when she was 17
only a few month or so before discovering the pregnancy, his mother committed homicide (killing her boyfriend aka near's biological father)
since she was a minor at the time she was sentenced to 18 years + rehabilitation
when he was an infant near was taken to wammy's house
grew up entirely under the supervision of wammy’s house caretakers especially roger ruvie
his mother got out of prison when he was 17-18
and a meeting between the two was arranged
his mother actually loves him a lot & wants to get to know him
according to her, he is the only good that has come out of falling in love
they meet occasionally (once or twice a year)
near will take a long long while to warm up to his mother. it's a very strange concept to him
mail (matt) jeevas
b. february 1, 1990
in juneau, alaska
russian-american-canadian
jewish
but became an atheist as he grew up
mother was a junkie (addicted to cocaine)
father was abusive (physically)
had an older brother who was 12 years elder to him
matt had to defend his mother from the violence, and usually ended up being beaten himself
had to drag his mother inside countless times after she had passed out somewhere
but he and his brother had a very close bond which made his life just slightly better everyday
was 5 when his mother overdosed
his father's violence worsened by a large amount after she died
his older brother left for college when he was 6
he had picked up smoking from his older brother
so when he was spotted smoking, his father gave him probably the worst beating ever
matt ran away shortly after he turned 7
he was picked up by an organisation that provided care for homeless children
eventually reached wammy’s due to his talents
he discovered when he was 19 that his father died an accidental death when matt was 13
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Mello
Mello would come into your life suddenly and almost out of nowhere.
However, you got along really well with each other and your relationship started quickly.
This would probably be Mello's first relationship.
A relationship with you would do wonders for his inferiority complex.
For once he would have something that N doesn't have.
Mello would really love you and not hide his feelings.
You would be really important to him.
Mello is a guy who shows his love in actions more than in words.
He could easily become hot-tempered if Mello perceived someone as a threat.
Mello would be a bit overprotective of you.
He wouldn't be stupid...
Mello knows he's putting you in danger by dating you.
However, he can't stay away from you.
You are one of the few who see Mello's softer side.
He should hold you and share chocolate with you.
Tenderness would be a new thing for Mello.
However, he would try for you.
L Lawliet
You and L would meet before he became the best detective in the world.
It was a sweet crush at first.
Pretty normal relationship.
You went on a lot of dates in different cafes.
Your relationship would change when L became the world's best detective.
L would like to protect you.
A lot of people would want to hurt him in some way and they would stop at nothing.
L would share all the sweets with you.
However, maybe not as much sugar for you as for him.
L's sleep rhythm would be really bad and only you could change it XD
You should also make sure that he remembers to eat properly.
L wouldn't be the best to take care of himself.
L would usually be able to concentrate better in your presence.
Sometimes L would also ask your opinion on his work matters.
𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐬 ... i haaaavvveee to know about light yagami just to cure this little itch in the back of my brain 💋
𝐫𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 ♡ omg tysm angel!!! xoxo
okay, so...i think that light yagami is a very complex character, and attempting to narrow this down is gonna be difficult for me.
first of all, i think that light's big ego in canon comes from reality - he doesn't just think he's smart, he is smart. he doesn't just think he's handsome, he is handsome. so i have to imagine that he's well-endowed, yknow?? he's fit, not very hairy, and his cock is sort of skinny, but it's long. i assume he's uncut, because it isn't common in japanese culture to circumcise.
i think that light yagami acts differently in bed than he secretly wants to. i think that light is a dominant, stoic lover - he performs sex by the book, seeing it as a skill that he can master rather than an intimate experience. he'd probably be unwilling to do many non-vanilla things at first. if you ask him to be rough, he'd give you some bullshit about how he was raised to never lay his hands on a woman.
he'd also be quite quiet, i think. the normal grunts of a guy getting close to the edge. i can't imagine him talking much either? he'd be boring...but...
deep down, i think that if you caught him either in an alternate, no-kira universe, or if he was somehow able to form a real, genuine bond with you...i lowkey think he'd be quite kinky.
he enjoys a push-and-pull dynamic - one moment, he's dominating you, and the next, you're turning the tables. he wants you to keep him on his toes, keep him guessing. you tease each other, work one another up.
he likes that within the same sexual encounter, he'll have left bruises on your ass and you've left scratches on his back. he's possessive, wants to simultaneously worship you and be worshipped in return. his ego is too big to ever fully submit to you, but he likes to work for his adoration. he craves the cat-and-mouse thing, like his intellectual battle with l.
so, i think it's hard to say. in actuality, i fear he'd be quite boring. but in our fantasies and fanfiction, i like to imagine this version of light you often see in l/light fics, where he is actually a very sexual person, it just needs to be some sort of game.
1. I like to imagine the reason L has such an attachment to strawberries the fruit, goes much deeper than simply having a sweet tooth. Before Watari found him, during the last few months he spent surviving on the streets, there was a small strawberry patch behind a modest home in a poor neighborhood. Most nights, when food was scarce, he'd quietly slip through the fence and pick only enough strawberries to make it through another day/night. Even then, guilt would eat away at him. He knew the family growing them likely struggled too. So whenever he found something useful such as a gardening trowel someone had discarded, a watering can, seeds, or even gloves that had been thrown away he'd leave them near the garden as repayment. It wasn't enough to make up for taking the fruit, but to young L, it was the closest thing to saying thank you for the food.
2. L is not someone who forms attachments easily. In fact, outside of Watari, it's incredibly unlikely he'd ever become emotionally attached to another person. But if someone managed to earn that place in his life, they'd discover a side of him very few people ever see. L becomes quietly loyal. He'll naturally stay close to the person he trusts. At the same time, he'll always leave a little distance between the two of you, almost as though he's preparing for the day you'll leave. Childhood taught him that people disappear without warning, and because of that, he'd rather expect abandonment than be surprised by it. Deep down, L doesn't believe people stay forever. Instead, he simply appreciates the time they're willing to spend beside him.
3. Beyond Birthday is probably one of the loneliest children Wammy's House ever raised. Many people assume he was close with the other successors simply because they shared the same environment, but the truth is Beyond desperately wanted someone to understand him, yet almost every interaction he received revolved around expectations, evaluations, or discipline. Even praise from the staff felt distant, and conditional. He rarely heard that someone was proud of him, only that his results were satisfactory. Eventually, he stopped believing he mattered as a person. In his mind, he was simply "the replacement," someone who existed in L's shadow until he was no longer needed.
4. The heartbreaking thing about Beyond is that there absolutely was a version of him that could have become someone extraordinary. He had the ability to understand people, it could have made him an exceptional psychiatrist, therapist, lawyer, or judge. There were moments where he genuinely wanted to become a better person. But every time he began moving toward that future, his resentment pulled him back. His pride refused to let go of the title he'd been raised to chase. The Legacy Development Program had taught him that becoming L's successor was the highest achievement imaginable, and by the time he questioned that belief, it had already become part of his identity before essentially running away from wammy's house.
5. A has always been someone who notices other people's pain before his own. Whenever someone around him struggled, he instinctively stepped in to help, often neglecting his own wellbeing in the process. He convinced himself that if he could make someone else's life a little easier, perhaps his own problems wouldn't feel so heavy anymore. He never expected anything in return. In fact, many of the people he helped eventually moved on with their lives without realizing how much he'd done for them. Oddly enough, A didn't resent them for it. Knowing he'd helped someone find a happier path, even temporarily, gave him enough comfort to keep going and to push forward.
6. One of A's greatest struggles was learning that kindness shouldn't come at the cost of himself. Because he longed to feel useful and appreciated, he found it almost impossible to refuse requests, even unreasonable ones. Praise became something he quietly depended on. He once admitted this to Angelique (one of his closet friends/girlfriend) during a late-night conversation, confessing that he sometimes couldn't tell whether he was helping people because he genuinely wanted to or because he feared being forgotten if he stopped. Over time, he slowly learned healthier boundaries. He remained compassionate, but he also began recognizing that his worth wasn't determined by how much could sacrifice for everyone else.
7. Near is often misunderstood as cold or emotionless, particularly during his years at Wammy's House but Near simply learned to keep his emotions to himself because that environment rewarded composure and intellect over vulnerability. Beneath his reserved exterior is someone remarkably thoughtful. If another child needed help with homework he'd quietly help them. If someone lost a treasured toy, he'd help them search for it without expecting praise. His kindness exists in small gestures that most people never notice.
8. Although Near rarely speaks about it, he does carry guilt over how distant he sometimes appears. There are moments where he realizes someone interpreted his silence as indifference, and despite saying nothing, the misunderstanding stays with him. He often wonders whether he's accidentally hurt people simply because he doesn't express affection the way others expect. Growing up in Wammy's House and later participating in the Legacy Development Program reinforced emotional restraint as a strength. As a result, even when Near feels immense gratitude or affection, he often struggles to translate those feelings into words, leaving him frustrated with himself.
9. Mello has always been painfully aware that his emotions influence his decisions more than he'd like to admit. His rivalry with Near isn't only about intelligence, it's about recognition. Somewhere deep inside, Mello convinced himself that unless he became number one, people would never truly see him. Every accomplishment felt temporary if someone else received more praise. Every victory felt incomplete if Near remained ahead. Yet beneath the anger is himself, who desperately wanted someone to acknowledge his effort rather than his ranking. He didn't crave perfection nearly as much as he craved being enough.
10. Though very few people ever get to witness it. He writes extensively in private, filling notebooks with observations, and essays on crime, morality, and psychology. He rarely lets anyone read them except L. Deep down, he dreams of creating something people admire for its own merit rather than because his name is attached to it. He wants to leave behind ideas that matter. Ironically, his fear of not being good enough often prevents him from sharing the very work that could have earned the recognition he longed for.
11. Matt has always struck me as someone who simply learned to adapt. Before Wammy's House, I imagine he spent much of his childhood feeling overlooked and isolated, finding comfort in video games because they gave him a sense of control and companionship that reality often lacked. Then Mello came along and for perhaps the first time, Matt felt genuinely less alone in someone's life. That's why his loyalty runs so deep, it's gratitude.
12. The saddest thought about Matt is how easily he fades into the background. Birthdays come and go without much celebration, and he's never been the type to ask for attention. Even Mello, despite caring about him, sometimes becomes so consumed by his own goals that important dates slip by unnoticed. Matt accepts it but inside, he still wonders what it would feel like if someone remembered without being reminded. He became so accustomed to standing behind everyone else that few realized he deserved to stand in the light too.
