#melancholy time

[femaleheroes]

[swimmingfeelsinajohnlockianpool]

You know now what makes me laugh?

"I moved your chair because it impeded my view of the kitchen"

But then I cry

[l1beramentee]

[randomguydraws]

I tried making drawing some thing different and this happened, I tried to catch that weird moment when your driving in the car and it's raining or something I don't know lol

[kuro-misaki]

Melancholy time!

I know literally no one cares but xD I really really love my blog :3 Being in here, having fandoms and getting to know the English speaker community of Tumblr has helped me to improve in a wonderful way my English, reading other’s posts is like hearing every day conversations in different styles, ‘cause someones talk without grammar or with acronyms (like idk, tbh, etc) or super refined xD and the most important thing is that Tumblr has provided me a funny and entertaining way to practice English :3 THANK YOU!! ♥♥♥♥ I’m a bit melancholic ;w; I love this community

[katwisx]

Tomorrow there is Shrove Thursday in Poland, which means:

EVERYONE EATS DOUGHNUTS. PLENTY OF DOUGHNUTS.

Sometimes, things like this reminds me what the word "homesick" means and why it contains the part "sick". I think I have a sort of home here, in UK. The same time there are things I have been growing up with, which I can't have here. 

It's not really about doughnuts. They're fat and unhealthy.

I think I've just been stung by melancholy again. 

[poetics-of-dreaming]

And all that jazz

Its an assignment of mine to listen to musical charts that we're playing now up on our jazz bands page online. And as I'm listening through them I find the recordings that my group made last year. And I'm not going to lie, I loved the pieces we did last year. Every single one of them. Even the ones I didn't play on. They were just the kind of pieces that were so much fun to perform as well as to listen to. Plus, I love Duke Ellington and Count Basie and the fact that we went to New York last year to perform their music at Jazz and Lincoln Center was the highlight of my musical career thus far. And listening through them again brings back all the work that we all went through and the memories of being at those places. And it makes me long for those charts all over again. 

[bebekterbang]

Alone Again

Well, I used to be alone at home anyway.

The landlady here is often leave the house without telling, and honestly I feel kinda like it, being alone at the house like it is mine. I can wander around the house, doing everything I like, talk to myself, laughing loudly, etc. Feels like you own everything here.

And today she left the house and I'm alone again. She already left from around 1 PM. Now it's already 5:03 AM to be exact and the landlady isn't home yet. I suppose she went to Cirebon to meet her family, since fasting month is going to end soon, means Idul Fitr is going to come.

Well, it's like usual, and I do usual things I did when they're not here but now if I think of it... I do feel this house is too big for me alone.

Even though I don't do much talk with them, I think I'm a bit lonely after all.