#moar angst

[zero06iranosaurusrex]

another angsty doods that i forgor to put here TTATT

he needs to lower his ego...i guess(?) btw this is...idk if this is a hc or an au(?) but yeah i've been thinking seeing how circumstances and things around the studio happened around him,he might try to seek help from professionals but his pride is kinda blocks the way to made him tells the truth again this is only a headcanon/ au so please forgive me if i done something innaccurate according to real world stuffs(?)

[pumpkinmagekupo]

Wrote something happy and fluff.

Going back to Mizuki's past...this really hurts.

And then idea: Family portrait. Some fluff, drowned in more angst and more painful flash backs.

Mizuki seeing the Fortemps family portrait. She remembers a portrait day in the Studium. Camélia very excited to get a new portrait with her apprentices.

Mizuki gets up that day to find they already left to have a special breakfast at the Last Stand. A month or so later the portrait is hung on the wall in the main lobby, with portraits of past apprentices.

There it is : Camélia looking very proud with Madeleine and Capucine (yes I finally named them)

Edmont snaping her out of her daze: I should get a new portrait commissioned...After all my family has grown.

PapaEdmont there to heal the bitter scars of her past.

[soldierofsirens]

Angst idea i wish to see one day

Angst idea i wish to see one day (and maybe write), feel free to use them if you want !

Mickey :

- Go on an existencial crisis because he know they have turtle moms but will never get to know them. A missing parent is sometimes hard to deal with, even if you don’t remember them or knew them.

- Being long range fighter, especially with his choice of weapon mean strained wrists, articulations and tendons. A SHIT load of them. It’s painful.

- His versatile style of combat put his brother in uncomfortable situation sometimes, cue the chaotic nature of his actions and unpredictability.

- He got a fragile stomach, and have difficulty digesting a lot of things. This is why he cook.

- Manage to dislocated his right arm against Shredder in the shipyard and fractured one of his leg.

- Have night terror since the fight with his first fight with Shredder. His family try her best. The results are mixed.

- Being the most shortest of the whole bunch he tire more frequently and his endurance take a good hit. He jump on Raph back to avoid losing unnecessary stamina.

[lamportb]

[borealtwilight]

“Your hair-” Carter reached out to brush his fingers against the much shorter locks, feeling only spiky ends where there was once fiery beauty.

“I don’t want to talk about it, Cee.” Artemis stared at him, her voice taking on a cold, hard edge, her eyes going blank. She made no move to push his hand away, but instead reached up to grasp at his wrist. Everything was so wrong, so backwards; and yet it was she who was the one that had changed. Everything else had stayed the same.

She lowered her head, and blew out a sigh, finally gathering up the resolve to bat his hand away, while her own dropped into her lap.

“I don’t know why you keep looking for the woman you lost. She’s gone - dead and buried.... in the wind. The original Artemis isn’t coming back. Why do you keep trying to find her in me? You’re smarter than that.”

“Maybe I keep hoping that the Artemis I once knew is still in there, somewhere.” Carter turned his own face away from her, and his voice was soft, although his words they did tremble. “Because the Spartan I loved... she was a hell of a lot stronger than she looked. And maybe I do see her there, in your eyes.” Grudging, accepting. He knew this Artemis before him was not the same as the one he had fallen in love with what seemed like an eternity ago now. And yet some foolish part of him still hoped that she was there.

That she would come back to him - back to them all. Even hurt, weary, war-torn Artemis was something they could deal with. Better than this... whoever this Artemis was now. Someone new; someone cold; someone different and oh-so-wrong.

He could not help but love her, too. After all, he’d promised to her that he would not leave her, and it was still her. The same, yet different. And even if she never seemed to return that love... maybe someday, she would.

Until then...

Artemis shifted, sagged, leaning into his sturdy frame. “I don’t know what... who... I am any more. And I don’t need any of that bullshit rhetoric that I know is on the tip of your tongue. I’m tired of it, and it doesn’t even.... It can’t make me fit the bill of who you’re all expecting me to be.” She didn’t fight when his arms came around her. 

“I just...

I’m not me.”

[zero06iranosaurusrex]

DISCLAIMER:this all are a fiction works and not any of em based on real deals,i use other pop cultures fictional medias as references so...maybe a little bit talk about this kinda...random au that i made yeah all of em are connected each others and also an expansion lore of my other LT AU:divided horizon and yes the main characters are....different in each of em,and also they kinda...have different stuffs to dealt with and to solve,and each shits that happened onto them was caused by different factors like bugs's problems was caused by his encounter with cecil which made him become aliven't,ace dealt with losing both of his parents,and other shits,yakko and his insecurities beneath his fun and easy going attitude and buster with...a lot of terrifying shits happened to him which i refuse to elaborate more because...graphics so yeah ....angst here n there lmao but yeah don't worry,every stage of grieves has redemption arcs and solving problem times and they eventually would got it somewhere in the middle of their stories

also a test page of the first arc because....i need to dealt wit moires on the screentone oTL

[zero06iranosaurusrex]

im bacc with some....bugs' lore on an au that i made where toons are forced willingly to pilot some huge ass mech to lead both humans and toons made new civilization on the moon but ofc shits happens and yeah basically they go with teams usually on a mission and once the mission done,the team could back to the earth and do their daily life,messing around with anvils,pulling tricks with painting a tunnel and such other gags ....but sadly that's not happening with this wabbit's team and whenever he change the team to cooperate,the end always be the same only him which came back alive but ofc toons can be produced again right... but...how about their memories...? and this happens to him like already more than twice or thrice(?) also in this au,back then when bugs is still a toddler(?) y know the baby looney tunes age? he always dreamed that he become an astronauts (and yes there's an episode of blt abt this on s4) he also dreamed the same thing in this au but not only because he was curious about space but also because his dad here...is planned to book a seat on an exclusive voyage with a rocket collaborating with nasa but since he go to the trip,he never shown back or visiting bugs at granny's nursery anymore and yes ofc,bugs finally could go to the space too but with such circumstances...

was it evem worthy(?)

[zero06iranosaurusrex]

another angsthour doodle from those au where bugs become rodney's stepbrother

also since i was..kinda promised to talk about what happened to his eye (and maybe those stitches on his abdomen) so...here's what happened

back then,rodney is accidentally hurt his eye and made it injured permanently.unfortunately bugs is there beside him and then rodney's mom accusing him hurting her own son.so by this she took both of them to the hospital and then force bugs to donate his eye for rodney.ofc he's protesting and disagreed,but at the end of the day he lost his eye and rodney get the eye. simmiliar thing happened with something inside his abdomen,which he also have no choice but donate it as well to rodney since his mom force him to.but this time the reason is different,not because of an accident. also this time he just let em take it and give it to rodney without protest or anything that's because he already felt like,there's no use to fight back and there's some feelings grown deep inside his mind that he feels like he deserve to got all of this things happened