#mod vent

[ask-dcf]

Goodbye Grandma… I love You…

Before the day Grandma died I officially had a nephew named Oliver. Son of my step sister on my biological dad’s side. However the very next day I lost my grandma… She was always smiling and gentle. Hugging her was like hugging a teddy bear. And she was just so sweet to me all my life. Despite me not being her biological grandson she really wanted to share all her love to me. I told her my woes. I told her my love life. I told her my passion. To not see her anymore will… hit me harder than ever… The viewing yesterday was… a lot… I got to at least see her… And write my final farewell. and As of writing this I’ll be the pallbearer for her. The crazy thing is… so many people came to visit. So many people offered flowers… Grandma wasn’t just loved by her friends and family she was loved by the community in this small town… I’m hoping wherever she is going next… She will be a hero for those people to… I love you grandma… I hope you’ll watch over us all with happiness.

Rest in Peace

thank you @xjunjox for taking the time to draw this.

[pastel-medic]

Scout hating Spy this, Spy hating Scout that

Hear me out. Complicated comfort father-son dynamic

[sysventing]

Sometimes I wish we were a completely endogenic and nondisordered system. DID sucks actually. I’d actually love to wake up to find out that none of that actually happened but we’re still plural, just as a spontaneous system instead of traumagenic.

Mod Wolf 🐺

[loser-angeldust]

heyyyy it’s my favorite porn star

how are you doing? I know the situation you’re in is shit and I’m sorry!

sincerely, your obedient servant, A. Sinner

(OOC: hey mod you doing ok?)

Oh, uh...I'm doing alright. I guess. Being back in the tower is kicking my ass mentally, for a lot of reasons. But, uh...we won't go into that right now.

(OOC: I'm alright, mostly...My life's just been getting really overwhelming lately, and my brain's way of coping with it has just been trying to close off every emotion...I'm struggling to even have a conversation with people irl, or focus on any of the things I need to do, or find any kind of motivation to even get up in the morning...And my only distraction from it all has just been trying to be on here as much as possible to distract myself from my real life..But not only is that keeping me from my responsibilities (although the lack of motivation has been keeping me from them either way), but I haven't had a lot of asks or interactions recently...so it's mostly just been scrolling tumblr waiting for any kind of notification to pop up...Sorry, that's a lot-)

[ask-frater-imperator]

// Hey-

Uh

Coming back a little early to deliver some bad news unfortunately.

Tw: talk of death

Cumulus is not getting better as I thought, she was for a time and I was doing all I could to help her. But once one problem was fixed, another made itself clear.

She now has a tumor under her arm and I dont have the money to get it removed.

For a bit I thought about asking for donations but I feel bad for doing that if it goes wrong. I didn't want to put pressure on anyone.

Today I've moved her to a quarantine cage so she can at least be comfortable in her final days or months or however long she has left.

She isn't gone yet but she when she does go, she will be resting next to the others.

Thank you for reading.

- J.K

[nrcsfavoriteshrimps]

it kind of just hit me that I’m gonna be an adult soon…

I don’t want to be an adult. I’m scared of growing up. I like being a kid…

I’m gonna graduate next year. I’m gonna have to get a job. I’m gonna have to pay taxes, buy a house…

I’m scared. What if I mess up? What if I do something wrong and people hate me? Will people still like me if I’m an adult?

I’m scared.

[computersys]

amuro here wanna vent about discord server moderation tw: vent, bad words

if anyone has problem, ask me away in ask box. we can not answer about detail of moderation like ban reason due to our staff tos, but we can answer with question like 'was someone actually being mean to staff'?

dear official poppy playtime server members. this is my anger as a staff.

WHY DO PEOPLE FUCKING MENTION ABOUT BANNED PEOPLE AND SAY 'mOdS aRe FuCkInG wRoNg'??????

WHY DO PEOPLE FUCKING BEING RUDE TO MODERATORS?

WE ALREADY TOLD YOU TO NOT TO MENTION BANNED PEOPLE AND WE BAN PEOPLE WITH FUCKING P R O P E R REASON

YOU FUCKING MAKE JOKE LIKE 'MODS ARE SCARY'

YOU FUCKING ATTACK STAFFS

YOU FUCKING DONT RESPECT STAFFS DECISION-FOR-SAFETY-OF-SERVER

I'M FUCKING DONE WITH YOU.

STAFFS ARE LIVING TOO, AND HAS RIGHT TO BE ANGRY.

[bobvelsebobsession]

If I have to say one negative thing about the spooky month fandom is it’s apparent favoritism with artists.

I’ve posted quite a bit of art to the blog, granted a lot of it is ship art but I’ve done some solo works. I don’t get a lot of reblogs or likes. Which tbh is bound to happen with certain art pieces. But I hate that my most liked and reblogged post is not art related.

It’s literally my take on the new years photos we got from SR Pelo. I just don’t get why that was my hit post and not an art piece I did. It’s not even just on tumble, the same happens in discord and other media sites.

It’s incredibly disheartening. I don’t know if others feel the same or have experienced this but the favoritism is super obvious at this point.

I’ll keep doing what I want for myself here. At this point it’s mostly for me anyways. Maybe I’ll get lucky and something I make is appealing to more than my mutuals. Who knows, I’m just having a hell of a night and a lot of self doubt. Figured venting to the void of Tumblr would help.

If anyone else feels this way, you’re not alone.