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I feel ashamed of being in such a "big" system, I feel ashamed that it works for us, too

I feel ashamed that even then only a few front consistently but I just know the others are there when needed or triggered

I wish I were one of those smaller systems with, what, 3-10 alters? Instead of, God knows, 80? Max, but still, fuck

It ain't fair

— God fucking knows(?), Sam, maybe?

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Fuckin sucks being a pro endo Traumagenic.

Cuz yeah, we fucking respect others but because of that we don't get respected.

It's not like I'm not used to being hated, but it's still so stupid that we have to block a ton of stuff just to scroll peacefully 🙄😒

-Goth (He/him)

Bethy: If anyone wantz a intro we can get ztarted on makingz it! 😋👍

Edit: Goth finally learned how to block tagz, Lolz!

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Too upset

Octocon is shutting down in two weeks.

This was announced on their discord.

Another one, gone. And we are. Not okay because we have trouble telling our bf who's in front so those apps helped.

Yipppeee no more system apps/sar

At least I've got hivemind-

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Turned off anon asks because some fuck ass kids don't know how to behave and like to poke fun at people not being as good at gaming as the rest of them.

There's a reason we get our boyfriend to do the hard parts for us and it's because... We're not gamers for one and two, there's issues with our hands as it is.

We're allowed to bitch about games even if we enjoy them, surprise surprise.

- 🌙

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What am I supposed to do😔. My hosts partner doesn’t want the host to engage in any other romantic relationship, which is fine. But that means the ENTIRE system can’t be with someone else outside of the system, which lwk pmo. (The only person that loves the hosts partner is our host, and half of our male alters are gay, or too young. I’m just straight, meaning don’t wanna date a women either way) so now I don’t know what to do, because a very close friend of the hosts is also a system, and they have an alter from around the same source as me (Percy Jackson), and I can’t do anything about it, not only that. Half of our system is ADULTS (the gay men, and our protector) meaning it makes it weird (especially for our protector when she fronts, she has to somehow tell our hosts partner that she isn’t our host. Which makes the hosts partner extremely sad)

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I know my daddy always comes back…but im afraid. I know I sound like a crybaby…I just don’t want him or anyone else to leave me. I miss my mommy. It feels like im just wandering this world. I can’t find my family anywhere…im lost. All I wanna do is make people proud of me and like me…

- Elely 🍁 🔥

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i hate the dysphoria of looking nothing like myself. I hate not looking like myself. It is genuinely distressing for me. I want to look like myself. Im too short, my hair is wrong in shape and length and color and texture, my limbs are wrong, my fingers are wrong, i dont have claws, i always hurt, my face is wrong, my eyes are wrong, my teeth are wrong, my ears are wrong, the way i walk and look and carry myself is wrong. Im just wrong. I want to look like myself again. I want to recognize myself when i see myself instead of looking at a stranger in every reflection

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