#momlike

[kerra-nicole]

I hope my daughter doesn’t turn out like me, I’m a monster

-         My thoughts at 3 am

[apieceofmine4]

Kiss me goodnight and promise me well be okay in the morning....

[redefiningthirtysomething]

Helloooo, oh where did these come from?? Haha I peep results. Do you ?

[kerra-nicole]

The Loss

It’s hard to tell people what I’m thinking

To them I’m pathetic

Being childish or over dramatic

Or its just they don’t care

The rude comments

And remarks

My heart breaking more with each

They don’t understand

You are important to me

You had tiny little hands and feet

The sound of your heart made mine skip a beat

The knowing you were loved by all

And now your gone

Just like that no symptoms no warnings

Your beautiful heart just stopped

No reason why

No understanding

Just tears that I cry for you

Of what you’d be

How you would love and care

And grow old with your sister

Who’d be your best friend

Now I just sit thinking crying

It’s hard to not have you in my arms

You would have been such a great baby

And now god is holding you instead

[kerra-nicole]

You take my hand

And lead me to your rain coat

You tell me you want to jump in puddles

That you want to spin around

So, we put your coat on

We grab the umbrella

You leading me to the sidewalk

Where you can splash around

You’re smiling so big

That happy face that makes me ache

My heart so full of love

-This is a moment I won’t forget, not at all

[kerra-nicole]

I awakened up joyful

Feeling appreciative

I went to the doctor

Everything was fine

She sent me to see you.

I saw you; you were there.

The nurse just looked and stared

She said I could get dressed.

That the doctor would see me again

At that moment I knew something was wrong 

I got called back.

They put me in a room

The Dr. came in, with that one look.

She didn’t have to say anything I knew

I lost you.

She said she was sorry; it was nothing I did.

At that moment all I could do is sit.

I was hoping I was dreaming.

That it wasn’t true.

-         My worst nightmare had come true

[kerra-nicole]

There is a time the diapers took over my dreams

-         Waiting on the day, to start potty training

[redefiningthirtysomething]

Once restaurants open up, are you all going to head out or wait a bit before visiting?