I loved love. And the idea of it. And the idea of you.
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I loved love. And the idea of it. And the idea of you.
Feels like everyone got a solid plan But mine was written into sand The tides are coming in I'm surviving by the skin of my teeth.
Τον βλέπω στο όνειρο και μου χαμογελάει.
Όλα θα πάνε καλά, ηρέμησε, μου λέει.
Μου χαϊδεύει τα μαλλιά και με φιλά στο μέτωπο. Όλα θα πάνε καλά όσο είμαι εγώ εδώ, μου ψιθυρίζει.
Μα εγώ ξυπνάω και αυτός δεν είναι εδώ να με συνεφέρει από το χάος μου. Κανείς άλλος δεν μπορεί. Μένω ξύπνια μέχρι το ξημέρωμα αναπολώντας...
-Βάσω
Aku hampir tidak pernah menyesal.
Tentang kamu yang akhirnya ku terbangkan. Atau tentang aksara yang kubiarkan berdebu perlahan. Aku hampir tidak pernah menyesalkan. Karena aku tahu, matahari tetap ada meski bulan menggantikan perannya.
Aku tidak sedang memeluk bulan. Tidak pula sedang merindu matahari siang. Aku hanya sedang memahami, bahwa dari keduanya aku lebih suka menyemai udara yang berhamburan.
Tidak masalah siapa yang lebih baik dan buruk. Bukan pula perihal benar salah dalam bertindak. Ini hanyalah tentang aku yang tak lagi memilih menatap silau mentari.
Kamu mentariku. Namun rupanya kamu bukan udara yang membuat ku hidup disetiap kesempatan.
Yogyakarta, 29 Mei 2023
Quando capitava che fossi triste mia nonna mi si avvicinava, appoggiava la sua mano sulla mia spalla e mi diceva quasi in un sussurro: "Chiudi gli occhi e pensa solo alle cose belle."
Oggi chiudo gli occhi e penso a lei.
Sara Bortolato
when it comes to you, I am selfish. how could you expect me to let you go when you are the one who took my maniac hands and forced them to plant daises back to reality. you propagated my lifeless shell and grew a garden. so, when it comes to you, I am selfish.
I hope you stay
europeans be like when they hit their head:
l’bonk