#natural system

[en8y]

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trackicere: a gender related to being a tracker of ice-type pokémon, or an iceren tracker; this gender may be cold and sharp, and is connected to ice-type pokémon, ice-type aesthetics, tracker aesthetics, wild animal-related aesthetics, ferahood, and being iceren.

icereural: a gender related to being an ice-type pokémon natural, or an iceren natural; this gender may be cold and sharp, and is connected to ice-type pokémon, ice-type aesthetics, natural aesthetics, instinctual aesthetics, inhood/tinhood, and being iceren.

icereceur: a gender related to being an ice-type pokémon traceur, or an iceren traceur; this gender may be cold and sharp, and is connected to ice-type pokémon, ice-type aesthetics, traceur aesthetics, parkour aesthetics, kouhood/parhood, and being iceren.

@radiomogai @liom-archive @obscurian @pokegender @pokemoqai @dragonpride17

[revenant-coining]

Natumortic

[pt: Natumortic /end pt]

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Natumortic; a natural system subterm; a gender connected to being a natural of death/a death natural. this gender is connected to death, darkness, dark/death aesthetics, cemeteries, natural aesthetics, instinctual aesthetics, & inhood/tinhood.

Patigoreic; a patient system subterm; a gender connected to being a gore patient. this gender is connected to gore, gore aesthetics, patient aesthetics, medical aesthetics, & ill/sick-in-nature (ILLIN/SICKIN) genders.

Playnuzlichic; a playmate system subterm; a gender connected to being a cuddly playmate. this gender is connected to cuddles, cuddly/cozy aesthetics, playmate aesthetics, playful aesthetics, & play/playful-in-nature (PLAYIN) genders.

etymology; natu(ral)/pati(ent)/play(mate), mort/gore/nuzlich, “ic” meaning of or pertaining to

tagging; @radiomogai, @thecoffeecrew404, @gamercod

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[electricbloodflow]

curious about natural systems

We are a diagnosed traumagenic system but are curious about other experiences of plurality. We are really curious about the experience of being an endogenic system and how it may or may not overlap with DID. Do endos experience timeloss? Dissociation? Fusion? What is switching like and how frequent is it? Are endo systems generally larger or smaller than traumagenic systems? Do endos generally know they are a system naturally or does their system hide itself like in DID? What is it generally like to be an endo system? Very curious about the experience.

Thanks for reading. I'd say thanks for sharing any experiences but my blog isn't super popular so probably like two people will see this, haha.

[en69y]

trackehypersexulic + natuhypersexulic + hypersexuliceur

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trackehypersexulic: a gender connected to being a hypersexual tracker; this gender is connected to being hypersexual, hypersexual pride, hypersexual aesthetics, tracker aesthetics, wild animal-related aesthetics, and ferahood!

natuhypersexulic: a gender connected to being a hypersexual natural; this gender is connected to being hypersexual, hypersexual pride, hypersexual aesthetics, natural aesthetics, instinctual aesthetics, and inhood/tinhood!

hypersexuliceur: a gender connected to being a hypersexual traceur; this gender is connected to being hypersexual, hypersexual pride, hypersexual aesthetics, traceur aesthetics, parkour aesthetics, and kouhood/parhood!

colors referenced from/inspired by @epikulupu’s hypersexual flag!

op is hypersexual, and is allowed to cope in silly gender ways. don't clown on this post.

[kaizendid]

I used to consider the system I'm a part of endogenic because I believed our trauma "wasn't enough" and we had "different" symptoms. Ableist misinformation from endos easily rope in minors who want comfort. In my experience, I would say endos usually fall into a few camps: actual systems in trauma denial, genuine mistaking of something else's symptoms, the ignorant kinda otherkin ones, and the malicious preying ones (ActingNT, Trisha Paytas) who tend to be the REAL problems and fuel the others.

I agree with you. 

What bothers me the most is how much misinformation they spread, that they keep invading spaces for trauma survivors & that they’re actively harmful for DID/OSDD systems. I don’t want to start a “does natural multiplicity even exist” fight because I don’t believe that that’s the main issue here.

I also don’t understand why so many DID/OSDD systems are so inclusive and always make sure to add things like “endogenic systems are welcome too”. At least on my blog - they’re not. I don’t care what they experience, my blog is about dissociative identity disorder. It’s about trauma & healing from trauma. I don’t know WHY in the world that should be inclusive for people who claim that they never experienced any trauma and/or didn’t form through trauma. Being “multiple” isn’t a quirky personality trait, it’s not like someones sexuality or someones gender identity. Having “multiple personalities” is not a trait. It’s a mental illness. 

I can only imagine how hard it must be for young people to find proper information on DID/OSDD. (You shouldn’t look for that on tumblr anyway but that’s another story for another day) Just go through tags like #actuallydid, #multiplicity, #alters, #actuallydissociative and you’ll find plenty of posts that are either from “natural systems”, or are inclusive for them. “We’re not sick, we didn’t experience trauma” is what they say. And I can totally see minors (or anyone for that matter) thinking “oh hey, maybe this is what I have, I’m endogenic” - and they enter an endogenic discord server and never seek the help they actually need.

Hell, I’m part of a diagnosed DID system and things like this still throw me into self hate and denial - because if what I experience is “normal”, then maybe my family is right? I’m making my trauma up? It wasn’t that bad, right? I don’t deserve/need therapy, right?

And don’t even get me started on people like Trisha Paytas - there’s so many people who will never reach out and seek help because they fear nobody is going to believe them.

- Sam

[idiosyncrasy-system]

For Anyone identifying as Endogenic or Quiogenic

If you dissociate and loose memory, you have trauma. If you have a pervasive pattern of spacing out to the point of confusion or not knowing where you are, you likely have trauma (whether you believe it's the source of your multiplicity or not) and you need therapy.

If you struggle at all with your multiplicity, or it interferes in your life, you need therapy and you need to face your system openly and honestly.

It's fine to de-medicalize things that aren't problems or that are only positively affecting your life, but always promote therapy and treatment if it's affecting your life.

[aether--system]

Arguments? In the DID Community? It’s more likely than you think

Don’t scroll away!!

Okay so I know this is Controversial Stuff, but please read this!

It’ll mean a lot to us.

And it’s not a mean post.

People change, and anger is reconciled. We’re now able to see this argument with more neutrality, so I’m just gonna analyze this situation, then give our opinion at the end.

The primary issue is between traumagenic systems and endogenic systems

Our definitions:

Traumagenic- comes from trauma

Endogenic- comes from within (ie, without trauma)

System- person with alters

The Traumagenics do not think the Endogenics should be in the same community as them, and should stay away from all System media. They think that the Endogenics should not exist since they claim to be trauma-free.

The Endogenics do not want to be isolated, and they continue to exist despite the Traumagenics’ displeasure. They do not know exactly how they came to be this way, but here they are.

People are starting to get real fighty about this, and it’s gotten boring and annoying, tbh. Everyone has said what they have to say, and now it’s just gone to name calling.

It’s made us (a Traumagenic) become detached from the community. A community we should feel proud of.

But now that means we can look in more on this argument and really pick at it from both sides.

So here’s our opinion; the opinion of a Liberal Arts 5th year undergrad specializing in art and psychology with a strong backing in biology:

Keep in mind, this is our opinion.

Our

Opinion.

As blunt and unusual as it is.

Not facts.

So don’t come trying to fight with us.

And for the love of Deities, don’t bring gender into this.

This is nothing like the topic of gender.

We need more research in Endogenics. Frankly, there’s no other way to put it. All we have about these people are some articles from religious hoots on a sketchy-ass website. Nobody is gonna listen to that!

I know that’s a hard pill to swallow, but we need real articles/research from people with real degrees and real credit in the field of psychology. That’s the only way that we will get both sides of this conflict to be resolved. Like a peace treaty.

We do not need more fights. Legit.

I know that there are really awful attitudes on both sides. There are extremists on both sides.

But now is a time to shut up and begrudgingly read the other’s side of the argument to learn about them. To try to see where they’re really coming from (thought pattern wise).

Additionally, we do believe that some Endogenics are actually Traumagenics who are in flippant denial of their trauma. They will come to that realization on their own and realize that they made themselves look like a total moron on social media. But, some Endogenics really do seem to press on and appear genuine. That’s made us curious. So now we’re going read some articles and websites on Endogenics to see what’s up with them. Try to gather information and stories to try to gain a better understanding of them.

And while we do that, we’re gonna be constantly hoping that a real psychologist does a real study of Endogenics, so that we don’t have to fucking do it ourselves when we get our Master’s degree.

Just stop this fucking fighting. You’re turning beautiful things ugly.

Are you wondering what you could do now?

Here’s our advice:

Traumagenics: Anger is a big part of this for you. You feel invaded, and made a joke of. Take a step back and breathe for a moment. Try to identify and examine what makes you angry, never stop asking why, even to yourselves. Once you’re sufficiently clear-minded, start to read up on the other side of this fight. See what makes them tick, but in a polite way. There’s nothing bad about looking at the other side of a fence. You can pretend you’re a spy for us, and that you’re sneaking around in enemy territory; that might make it more enticing. Please send us good articles you find!

Endogenics: I know that you do not see your alters as a disorder. However, neurotypicals do not have alters. There must be something unique in your brain that makes you the way you are! If you’re seeing a good therapist or open-minded doctor for other ailments, please consider bringing it up as a study proposal. Or tell your psychology friends to reach out to their sources! It’ll be awesome to have something solid for your side and believable for the other side of the argument. In the meantime, please understand this; these people are lashing out at you because they are angry. Try to see where that anger is coming from. People aren’t just aggressive like this, no matter how much they want to believe that they are. They’re hurting somewhere, really really badly. This is the only way they can get that hurt out currently. If you can identify that right off the bat, their anger just seems like nothing anymore. And if there are articles you know of/find, you can send them to us too! (Thank you to those who have- we like to hoard information like the dragons we are lmao)

Both: We’ve seen some serious venom on both sides, dudes. Knock it off please. Try to isolate your emotions from your logical thoughts. Irrational Trauma Anger makes everything get twisted up and weird. Remove anger from your thought equation, and you’ll have an easier time with everything. And that’s something you can apply to daily stuff too!

And please remember! You can be nice to someone you disagree with!!!! People are not completely defined by one thing they disagree on!!!

A trait you share is being “systems”. That doesn’t seem to be changing any time soon. You’ll have to coexist, even if it’s begrudgingly. We’re not saying we’re pro- or anti- anything. We’re 3rd Party on this. I’m gonna think of a really cool name for it.

(TW) Trauma Dump

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And don’t you dare come at us with trauma minimization bullshit or calling us fake. We have vivid memories of being drugged and raped by our uncle when we were 3 years old. And don’t get me started on the psychological warfare of our parents’ lengthy divorce. We’ve been recognized and diagnosed by multiple medical professionals throughout multiple medical fields. We have pinpointed traumatic events that caused some of the central alters, and we are recovering from all this as we can.

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(End TW)

TLDR; Chill out and try to see where your enemy’s heart lies. See who they really are; behind the anger and hissing. Learn about the other.

And don’t forget that we’re 3rd party and do not wish to fight either side here. We’re Switzerland in this! Neutral! Party! We literally will not be mean to you unless you’re mean to us! That’s a promise!

Lastly, we apologize of you’ve narrowed down which vent blog is ours. Some of us were just really angry. Nowadays it’ll mostly be just vent art that’s not proper for our main blog lol

And yes, we did write this when we were very stoned and very coconscious.

Thank you all SO. Much for reading all of this ❤️

We love you all and thank you for 2k subs on here 😍

-The Aether System

[indizombie]

Migration driven by climate change is happening in Europe. People are coming from Africa because they can’t live where they are. As temperatures continue to rise, more parts of the world will become uninhabitable. I find it hard to exaggerate the peril. This is the new extinction and we are halfway through it. We are in terrible, terrible trouble and the longer we wait to do something about it, the worse it is going to get. 70 percent of bird species around the world are extinct. We have time now, ten years, perhaps twenty years, to do something about it. The longer we leave it the more difficult it is going to be and if we leave it too long… the natural system will collapse. To save our planet, governments have to risk the wrath of voters by ending fossil fuel subsidies and by imposing tax on the use of carbon. We are supporting and subsidising the very things that are damaging our planet. The natural world is so delicate. It needs all the protection it can get. Sometimes that means governments have to take decisions that are painful and cost money.

Sir David Attenborough, zoologist, environmentalist and broadcaster