#need hrt

[firewildx]

[firewildx]

Been doing Picrews again to cope with existence, so here's me and what I hope to look like at some point.

(Link for the Picrew if any of yall wanna do it)

[firewildx]

Checked the waiting list for my local gender clinic, and turns out the earliest they're going to get in contact with me is fucking

May 2028

Now I feel sad because with how little I've been progressing my transition so far, and with how long it'll take me to get any kind of hormones, I'll just be stuck in this endless cycle of not feeling like myself for another 2 whole years MINIMUM.

And I've already had my fucking referral in for almost a year now too. I thought "Oh, well I heard it's roughly 2 years, so I'll get it once I'm in a college" yeah no. I've gotta feel uncomfortable about the way I look for even longer than I thought.

Worst part is, I cant even move to somewhere else, as the easiest move for me would be Ireland or Northern Ireland, and apparently the wait times there are EVEN LONGER.

[firewildx]

GIVE ME ESTROGEN MY ASS IS NOT FAT ENOUGH FOR ALL MY NICE JEANS

[actually-rhianne]

Ready to go home now

It’s great being on holiday but I’m getting bored now and want to go home. Kinda want to see my doctor as well to get this show on the road