#nervousaf

[sinfull-lifestyle]

I was so ready to have a video interview.. until I got nervous af 😬

[yokitoshi]

First day of work today #nervousaf https://www.instagram.com/p/BzIwBPrJX4Mahdyl-EAQM0lFb29m1X0ANl8PwY0/?igshid=1lkjowabnc5bk

[lollyshipsklaroline]

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ᑌᑭᗪᗩTE :

oĸ ѕo, ι waѕ wonderιng ιғ anyвody woυld вe ιnтereѕтed ιn acтυally readιng мy ѕтory ιғ ι poѕтed ιт?

тнх Lolly

[succ-my-pandas-dick]

Ready to go :b #selfie #adventure #nervousaf

[swimmiey]

When you think you look cute with a snap chat filter 😂😂 starting to get a bit nervous for my surgery Monday. In 32 hours I will be admitted to the hospital (have to be there at 7.30 am). Even though I'm starting to get nervous, I'm not nervous for the surgery at all. I'm most nervous for getting the iv, because last time it took them over 4 hours, 20+ pokes and 4 anesthesiologists before they finally were able to start an iv. I know it's stupid to be more nervous for starting the iv rather than the surgery itself. But this will be my 16th surgery so I know what I can expect. If everything goes well and my electrolytes behave I'll be home Monday evening. I just hope that this time they won't refuse giving iv potassium during the surgery. Last 3 times they refused, said it wasn't necessary, but my levels dropped like crazy after surgery.. Last time they did give some iv potassium and my levels stayed within range. So I'm hoping I have a nice anesthesiologist Monday that's willing to listen to me, because I know my body and what's best. I know I will have Hypokalemia after surgery and feel like 💩 when they won't give it. I'll update Monday after surgery. Hope you all have a nice weekend. ************************************************* #hypokalemia #spoonieproblems #surgery #portacath #portacathsurgery #nervousaf #chronicillness #invisibleillness #intracranialhypertension #electrolyteimbalance #lowphosphate #lowpotassium #spooniestrong #totiredtofunction #headachefromhell #ineedaspinaltap #irregularheartbeat #generalanesthesia #shuntlife #shuntproblems #childhoodcancersurvivor #anesthesiologist #hospitallife #operatie #ziekenhuis #ziekenhuisleven #operatingroom #gripperneedle

[giuliettaliebchen]

240217: Counting down the days to #panpacificcup #underwaterrugby #nervousaf #scaredshitless (at Singapore)

[shewillbeloved-gn]

update+ revamp

hey! I want to introduce myself on here and get more involved with fandom things, esp my otp everlark. Also just switched up my layout from the old one from 4 years ago lolllll.

About me: I go by Ny, I am a senior in college studying earth science, in the middle of grad school apps (eeeeeek!). My A03 pen is @/nythescienceguy . I’m working on my first creative story (like period, not just fanfic) since 8 years ago. I don’t really know what I’m doing and I probably am not doing the process right but we’re gonna see how it goes! Also I’m worried I’m going to fall into the stereotype of STEM majors with shit grammar/poor writing so please be gentle with me 😅

I’m happy to take any questions or suggestions! It’s so weird writing instead of reading but I really want to do this for several reasons, most of all to improve my mental health.

[yippikaiyaymotherfucker]

I’m about to take my last final I legit did almost 15 hours of straight studying In a row No sleep Since 10 pm last night to 12:30 pm today That’s like 14 and a half hours I’ve taken adderall And two cups of coffee In bounce off the walls nervous But I got this #finalsweek #beforethefinal #igotthisshit #nervousaf #🙏🙏🙏 #geologyfinal #afterthistestimfree #sleepdeprived #breakmeamillionhearts (at Frisco, Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/B55xxPTpXCcMKITzkOkiLjjpX-V0h2EYpeU7YE0/?igshid=xm0z0slslx53