Jake x Fem!Na’vi!reader x Neytiri
Summary: you begin to shy away from your mates, scared that they’ll see how your body is changing. They have other plans.
Warnings: lowercase intended! smut! some angst but a good amount of fluff! hurt/comfort. reader is insecure. slightly insecure jake. this takes place after the first movie but no kids and hometree still stands! p in v sex. scissoring. getting caught (kinda). threesome. honestly to sum it up it’s naaaasty. please let me know if i missed anything!
A/N: i’m sorry for the long wait! when i thought i was halfway done it was actually a fourth done 😖 the pictures are from pinterest, i do not own them! this is my first time writing angst and i definitely want to give it another shot! all feedback is welcomed! enjoy!
oel ngati kameie: i see you
tanhì: bioluminescence freckles
the sun shines in the sky, sunlight beams down into the kelku as you sit and sort herbs. making a mental checklist of what you need to go out and forage. a soft hum graces your ears before you recognize neytiri, your lovely mate. as the melody continues, you pause your work to move closer towards her. specks of light catch her face as she sits and weaves a new top. you slowly but steadily crawl towards her until you’re right infront of her. she glances at you before flashing you a smile.
oh great mother you have done it again!
you don’t know how many times you’ve thanked the great mother for leading her to you. weaving your paths together and entwining them until they became one. you return her smile and place a soft kiss on her forehead. she lets out a soft sigh.
“what is the matter, paskalin?”
“nothing, i just wanted to bother you.”
you let out a laugh while a cheeky smile reaches your lips.
“a new top already? i will have to make more baskets to fit them all”, you say playfully.
“you say that every time and yet i have two new baskets by the next day.”
you go to make a rebuttal but you realize that she’s right. your mouth open and closes without a single word coming out.
“okay okay, fine you got me! it’s not my fault though! whatever my beautiful wife needs something i must get it for her.”
that brings out a bigger smile from neytiri. she shakes her head before looking down to resume the work on the top.
“i hear you yawne, besides, this is not for me but for you. it has been awhile since you’ve worn something.. lighter.”
that hits you more than you’ll like to admit. it has been years of being mated to neytiri and jake; but as the years go on you change. not in a bad way but differently, your body begins to fill out. you blame it on comfort. with the rda being gone for so long now you have no reason to be in a fight or flight mode all of the time. you shouldn’t feel this way, but it is difficult when you’re mates haven’t changed one bit.
well, that’s not entirely true. jake has gotten bigger. a broader back, bigger arms, and even thicker thighs. your husband is a walking sex symbol. him being olo’eyktan didn’t make it any better. wearing his title with pride and leading the clan. a warmth spread inside of you, being so proud of the man he is today. a firm hand but gentle with you. a stern face but relaxed as if he’s still that young man you first met all those years ago. a small smile tugs at the corner of your lips just thinking about silly he was.
and then there’s neytiri. you swore she aged backwards! even with the years you all have spent together she doesn’t seem to change physically. there’s a soft pang that hits your chest, not out of jealousy, never. but more from envy. you would never take the light from your wife, doing whatever it takes to make it shine brighter but gosh sometimes you wished upon the great mother to make you more like her. at least then you won’t shy away from your mates, the clan, hell even yourself. a sigh escapes your lips before you can catch it. neytiri locks eyes with you before you dart yours away. always having this feeling that she saw through you.
“i know… i just… i’m just going through a fashion crisis. nothing to worry about, ma yawntu.”
you know how bad an excuse that was but whether neytiri caught on or not she didn’t comment on it. she spared you another look before going back to the top.
“i will still make this for you. you’ll have it whenever you feel like it, ma tìyawn.”
you lean over and place a gentle kiss on her lips. she returns it still keeping it light before she pulls away. there’s a slight twinge of purple on her cheeks before she swats you away.
“kä! you are distracting me now!”
you giggle before cupping her cheek and going back to your herbs.
“whatever you say, sevin.”
she shakes her head, holding back another smile. her hums fill the kelku again and you feel yourself relax just a bit. you were able to dodge that conversion but just how much longer do you have? if neytiri has noticed your change in clothing, you’re sure jake has definitely noticed then. you don’t even want to imagine the aftermath. you can admit you’ve tried to be discrete about it but it is hard. you usual tops made of beads, feathers, and flowers are now swapped with longer cloths that cover your upper body. you’ve even modified your tewng. instead if just covering your most intimate parts, it has more cloths that cover your waist and hips, it doesn’t reveal anything until your mid to upper thighs. though it still has omatikaya weavings it wasn’t the usual. but it pains you to say that you don’t feel comfortable in the traditional clothes. all you see are the new flaws that comes with your body. the back of your eyelids begin to sting.
you grab an empty basket along with your bow and knife before setting out.
“i am going to forage for more herbs, i will be back later ‘tiri.”
you say softly. before you can hear her response you exit the kelku, swiftly. the flap leaving a strong gush of wind. a frown settles on neytiri’s face as she watches you leave. there is something going on with you and she must find out.
you walk briskly through hometree as if your body is on autopilot. you try your best to greet the people as you walk but your mind is clouded. you needed space, fast. you finally breach the edge where you see the wonderful forest. as you go to step into it, you hear your name being called.
you know that voice from anywhere. it’s jake.
a quick sigh leaves your mouth before you straighten up to face him.
“sweetheart! where you going? i’ve been calling you this whole time, you didn’t hear me?”
you look up at jake. oh, how beautiful he is. the way his locs frame his face. how grateful you are to have him as your man.
“sorry jake, i was just thinking about the herbs i needed to get. but what are you doing here? i thought you had clan duties back to back?”
“shhh, not so loud, baby. i do but i was able to sneak away and see my girl. i need a recharge.”
a smile breaks across his face and you can’t stop yours from forming. he opens his arms you hesitate slightly before steeling your nerves and stepping into his embrace. those thick arms wrap around your body and your head goes into his chest, inhaling his scent. he smells like the forest with a small undertone of metal, it brings you a sense of comfort. he squeezes you once before you break away from his hug. his smile drops slightly.
“what? baby that wasn’t even close to being long enough. come here, give me another one.”
jake steps towards you before you awkwardly flinch back. he notices immediately. he’s been noticing over the past couple of weeks. it wasn’t as bad as it was now. you might’ve shied away from cuddles or ‘too many kisses’ as you would say. jake respects any boundary you set but he can admit that it’s slowly killing him inside. did you… did you not want him anymore? did he not satisfy you properly and now you don’t even want him to touch you? no. that’s ridiculous.
“sorry ma jake, but the elders have caught you. don’t keep them waiting for too long.”
that brings jake out of his thoughts, he turns around and sees a few elders in the clearing waiting for him. he sighs internally and nods his head.
“yeah, you’re right, sweetheart. always are. a kiss before you go?”
his face softens as he says this, those puppy eyes taking over without a second thought. you reach up and place a soft kiss on his lips. it doesn’t last for long, he feels as if he imagined the warmth of your lips against his.
“thank you, baby. i’ll see you later, yeah? be safe in the forest and don’t stay out too late, we’re having your favorite tonight.”
“okay, yawntu, i won’t be gone for long. i’ll see you tonight at dinner.”
you send him a quick smile and you go to grab your basket. jake is already bending down to grab it for you, such a gentleman. he hands it to you before sending you a nod. you return it and walk into the forest while he fulfills his olo’eyktan duties for the rest of the day.
once you’re far away enough from hometree you try your best to find the herbs you need. even grabbing some of neytiri’s favorite berries, hoping that this will somewhat make up for how abruptly you left earlier. you’ll need to find something for jake too. Eywa. just seeing how hurt he looked awhile ago hurts. you shake your head, willingly yourself to not cry but you can’t help it. tears slowly start to fall down your face. you wipe them away furiously. it doesn’t help much it just makes your vision even more blurry.
you crouch down and place your head in your hands. your tears won’t stop flowing now. weeks and weeks of pent up frustration and sadness overwhelms you. you hate this feeling. hiding away from your lovers. from yourself, the old you. you don’t want to feel like this, you can’t keep feeling like this. placing your things to the side you sit down with your back against a tree. wiping your tears away, the second time seems to work. you lean your head back and stare through the leaves until you see the sky. how tranquil it is here. that is what you wish for. you don’t notice how heavy your eyelids are until you’re fighting to keep them open. unfortunately, you lose the battle and you fall asleep.
at least i can escape my thoughts here. is the last thing you think before succumbing to sleep.
it’s been a few hours since you’ve left the kelku. neytiri has been finding things to do just to keep her hands busy. she’s worried about you. something is clearly upsetting you and you never take this long to forage. she lets out a quiet hiss before she decides to go find you. even if you tell her to leave, at least she’ll know you’re safe. she heads into the forest before she finds you sleeping. she lets out a sigh of relief and sits down beside you. softly stroking your hair to gently wake you. you make a small noise before turning your head trying to chase your sleep. she continues her ministrations and you swat at her. she lets out a quiet laugh.
“are you treating me like i’m a bug now?” she says teasingly.
your eyes open immediately and you jump slightly. “ma ‘tiri! you scared me! what are you doing here?”
“i should be asking you that! since when do you fall asleep while going to collect herbs?”
you look away from her, your eyes staring down at the roots of the tree. neytiri smiles before taking one of your hands in hers.
“tìyawn, tell me what is going on, please. i want to help you and i know i can but you must tell me. no more hiding it.”
“i’m sorry, yawne. i do not mean to worry you i just… i’m not like you or jake.” she tilts her head in confusion but lets you continue. “i’m changing neytiri. my body is changing and i’m scared. scared that you and jake will see, see that i’m not the woman you fell in love with.” a few tears slide down your cheeks and she wipes them away gently.
“oh my, paskalin. that will never happen and you know that. you shouldn’t hide yourself because you are changing. embrace it. show it off. do not look at yourself as if you are nothing but everything; because that is what you are to me. my own soul.”
she grabs your chin, turning your face towards her. you search her eyes to see if there’s any trace of hesitance but there isn’t any. just truth and conviction. oh Eywa. have you been worrying for nothing this entire time? she brings her forehead against yours and says, “oel ngati kameie.” more tears fall down and you pull her into a tight hug. “thank you, i love you so much. oel ngati kameie.”
she smiles and hugs you back with just as much warmth. there’s a slow rock as you two hug. you begin to pull away but she grabs your arms. she leans in close to you, her breath ghosting over your cheeks. your eyes stay glued to hers before she leans in and kisses you. you let out a soft hum and kiss her back. you tilt your head to deepen the kiss and she lets you. your hands slide to her face, holding her softly before she pulls away.
“let me show you that my words are true, yawntu. no matter how much you change, you are still my wife. i will not allow negative thoughts to fill your head.”
you give her a soft nod, that’s all she needed before the kissing resumes. she kisses you with a newfound vigor. it’s as if she is trying to kiss away every insecurity that has taken root. you don’t complain, you’ve missed this, being so close and not having to worry about what she’ll see. she gently lays you back making sure you’re comfortable. she sends a quick smile and places kisses all over your face. it makes you giggle. she moves onto your neck, nipping little bites along her path. you bite your lip to stifle your noises.
“do not hide from me, no more hiding. i wish to hear you, paskalin.”
she bites down on your collarbone, drawing out a hiss from you, she licks over the bruise to soothe it. her hands slide under your top her hands resting on your breast. she gives a slight squeeze and a small moan tumbles out of your mouth. she squeezes again before pushing your top off. you tense up seeing how hard she’s staring.
“yuey. you’re so yuey. you must pay for having me miss this.”
one hand finds your nipple while she sucks on the other; lightly running her teeth over it. her fingers pinch and twist your nipple and you can’t stop how freely your moans fall. one of your hands go into her hair, pulling at it softly. your back arches up into her. you wrap your legs around her waist and you push your hips into hers. she lets out a moan around your nipple and she switches to the other one, wanting to show equal attention to both. she wraps her hand around your thigh and she grinds down into you. you moan louder at the feeling and you pull her from your chest, smashing your lips onto hers.
“neytiri– ma yawne, t-take off your tewng please. you’re overdressed.”
she smiles and begins to untie the knots, you reach up and undo her top. you sit up and place soft kisses along her chest. sucking softly on her nipples and rubbing along her upper thigh. once the tewng is off she helps you out of yours. her hands rub along your waist slowly sliding to your stomach. you suck in a breath and place a kiss over her heart. she leans you back down and slides one leg over hers. you bite your lip in anticipation, your eyes never leave her face. her core slides over ours and you feel nothing but bliss. you both grind into each other while moans and whines spill from the both of you. her tail lashes behind her in pleasure. your hands glide along her body before they reach behind her neck, pulling her back down towards you. your fingers ghost over the base of her kuru and that sends a shiver down her back.
“tsaheylu? i– oh fuck, i want to make tsaheylu, baby.”
she lets out a pitchy moan and nods her head. she grabs her kuru, the pink tendrils expose themselves and you grab your own, connecting them. you feel her pleasure through the bond along with the endless love she has for you. she can feel your sadness from the past few weeks still trying to claw its way through you. she reassures you through the bond and kisses you deeply. her hips start to speed up, chasing her orgasm. each time she brings her clit over yours, you reach a new level of pleasure. tears start to well in your eyes and your body tenses up trying to hold on.
“p-paskalin, you are close, it is okay let it go. please, please! i am right there with you!”
you nod your head before your body releases, a broken moan leaves the back of your throat. your back arches up and neytiri ruts against you before she cums. her body letting out little shivers as she relaxes. she places her face in the crook of your neck. you rub her back up and down to help soothe her. her tail wraps around yours and she lets out a sigh. you place a kiss on top of her head and you feel her smile against your neck.
“well that was quite the show.”
both of your heads whip around to see jake standing a few feet away. when did he get here? how did you not hear him? neytiri decides to speak first, “ma jake! what are you doing here?”
he shakes his head a small chuckle slipping from his mouth. “i saw you a bit earlier before you headed into the forest. i had a feeling something was wrong so i trailed you.”
jake was almost done with his clan duties for the day. your expression from earlier is on the forefront of his mind. maybe he should talk to neytiri first to see if he’s overthinking things. jake focuses back in on the conversation before he catches a glimpse of neytiri. the way she’s walking tells him enough. he has to hurry this up and find his wives. just as he turns back to the conversation, the elders decide that enough has been said for the day, allowing jake to be dismissed. he gives them a formal goodbye before setting off into the forest. he follows neytiri’s footsteps until he begins to hear sounds, it sounds like you’re hurt. his ears turn into the direction and he quickly follows them. before his mind could even think of what’s happening he sees you and neytiri. he lets go of a breath he was holding, glad to see that neither of you are hurt but quite the opposite.
“you could’ve said something sooner instead of being a pervert.” you say with a twinge of embarrassment. “so now i’m a pervert, sweetheart?” he steps closer, sliding his mantle off. it dawns on you the vulnerable position you and neytiri are in. you try to wriggle away or at least sit up but she shoots you a glare. there’s no true malice behind it but you stop moving. “well yes! you were just watching us, jake.” he can hear the pout in your tone and he crouches down. one of his hands goes to neytiri’s lower back, silently asking her to move. she grumbles softly and sits up removing herself from you. seeing how exposed you are, you sit up and shield your body away from jake. he furrows his eyebrows before he grabs your hand.
“be honest with me, sweetheart. did i do something? whatever it is you can tell me i promise.”
you look at him warily, trying to figure out how to tell him. there’s a warmth at your back, neytiri cuddles up behind you before she speaks softly.
“it is alright, paskalin. he will understand.”
you take in a deep breath before turning to jake. “no, no ma jake. it’s not you, it’s me. my body. it isn’t the same anymore and i’ve been scared to show you.. both of you.”
his thumb runs softly over your knuckles, letting you know he’s here without interrupting you. he reaches a hand up to cup your cheek. his eyes don’t leave your face for a second.
“i love you. i fell in love with you. not your body but your heart. the way you care for others even if they make you upset. the way you check in with everyone making sure no one is left out. hell, even with the way you chew me out when i overwork. i love you for you. and i always will. your body changing doesn’t mean my love for you lessens, if anything it strengthens. the fact that your body feel comfortable enough to change and i’m here to witness it means so much to me. that i’m apart of that change, baby.”
you’re crying. you don’t even notice until he begins to wipe your tears away. he kisses both of your eyelids softly and presses his forehead to yours.
“believe me, sweetheart, i’m not the same skxawng causing trouble just to get your attention. but you’ve never once judged me for that, why would i do that to my muntxate, hm?”
you place your hand on his cheek, “you’re right. i’m sorry i have been hiding from the both of you.”
neytiri grunts softly, “do not apologize, paskalin. do not apologize over something that you are already forgiven for.”
jake nods his head, “yeah, she’s right, sweetheart. i’m not mad, thank you for telling us this. but…”
you lock eyes with him, worry taking over your features. “what is wrong jake?”
“i’m a little sad, sevin. you two left me out, we have to make up for it, yeah?”
neytiri lets out a small scoff before laughing and you hit jake lightly.
“jake! don’t scare me like that! i thought something was really wrong!”
he laughs, “it is though! i’m sure if i sit here any longer i’ll combust.” he grabs your hand and guides it over his tewng. your eyes widen out of shock, he’s hard. you see little dark spots littering his tewng. he’s leaking. you moan softly before looking back at him. you say his name softly before he brings his lips to yours. you can feel your body begin to buzz again, seeing jake like this turns you on. he slips his tongue into your mouth and lets out a deep moan. you can feel it in your core. neytiri places soft kisses along the back of your neck. you break the kiss with a moan and you slightly turn back to look at her.
she only nods before kissing you. jake uses this as an opportunity to add his own markings on your neck. his thumbs trace small circles at the tops of your thighs. you shiver and you reach a hand over his chest. you run your hand over his nipple and he bites down in excitement.
“careful, sweetheart. i’m trying my best to hold back.”
jake continues his descent down your body, kissing over the marks neytiri left. he focuses on your nipple before he places soft kisses on your stomach. he reaches your pussy, he lays down and grabs one of your legs putting it ontop of his shoulder. he presses a soft kiss on your clit and you buck up into his mouth. he smiles and slides his tongue inside, tasting you and neytiri’s juices on his tongue. he groans and eats you as if you’re his last meal. your hands fly into his hair, grabbing whenever he makes you feel good. your head leans back against neytiri’s shoulder and you turn your head sucking bruises on her neck. she yelps softly and grabs your neck, bringing her lips to yours. jake looks up and watches letting out another groan against you. he drags his tongue up and sucks on your clit. you arch into his mouth while your moans get swallowed by the kiss. he slides two fingers inside working his way through. your legs try to close in on him but he grabs one, opening you back up.
“don’t fight me, baby. just feel good, you can do that for me, yeah?”
breaking the kiss with neytiri you look down at him and nod. he smiles and continues his attention on your clit. jake starts to grind against the ground, trying to find some kind of stimulation. neytiri sees this and begins to whisper sweet words to you, knowing that jake can’t hold on much longer. he adds a third finger and he feels your body starting to tremble.
“yes, that’s it, sevin. my muntxate, let go for me. be a good girl and cum.”
you clench down on his fingers and let out a silent scream. tears prick at your eyes and your body arches while your hands grip jake’s hair. he moans into your pussy and laps up your cum. you try to scoot away from him but with his hold on your legs and neytiri behind you, you can barely move.
“j-jake baby please! i just came! please, please wait!”
he pulls away but places a soft kiss on your clit, a string of saliva follows him. your eyes are low but they don’t leave his. he sits up and kisses you, you sigh into the kiss. he pulls away from you and kisses neytiri. she hums at the taste of you and she places a hand on his arm. he pulls away from her a bit confused but he follows her lead. she has jake laying on his back while she unties his tewng. her tail caresses your thigh, the feeling brings you out of your daze and you help her with his tewng. once it’s finally off you see beads of precum leaking from his tip. neytiri goes up to suck on his soft pink head and you stroke his base. seeing how his tanhì scatter around his blue stripes. you lick from his base stopping at his tip and going back down. he lets out a soft hiss and throws his head back. neytiri slips a hand down to squeeze his balls and he groans. after a few more minutes of you and neytiri alternating jake sits up.
“h-hold on. shit! baby, sweetheart, wait that’s enough.”
neytiri breaks away first, “but you haven’t cum yet, ma jake.”
“i know, baby. i don’t want to, not like this, come here.”
you place a soft kiss at his tip and his tail wraps around your wrist. you giggle lightly and look up. you see jake and neytiri kissing and you feel yourself getting wet again.
“i want you both. can you ride me, sweetheart? i wanna see you ontop of me.”
you nod shyly before climbing onto his lap, lining his cock along your entrance. you sink down slowly and moans come from both you and jake. you take in a few deep breaths, no matter how many times you’ve taken jake he’s always so big. once you feel the stretch die down you pick your hips up and bring them down, setting a slow pace.
“shit, yes. that’s perfect, sweetheart. just like that, don’t stop okay?” he grabs neytiri, “sit on my face, baby. i’m not leaving you out, take what you need.”
she obliges and sits down immediately feeling jake swirl his tongue around before he goes to suck on her clit. she lets out little whimpers and gently humps his face. you start to pick up the pace. feeling jake this deep inside only drives you to go faster. you place your hands on his stomach giving you leverage to go faster. you feel his hips buck up into you and you whine. you reach for jake’s kuru, he rubs the inside of your wrist giving you the okay and you make tsaheylu. you can feel that he’s close and you don’t stop riding. your head falls down into neytiri’s neck, placing sloppy kisses there. her hands find jake’s hair fully grinding against his tongue. she slides her cheek along your temple.
“tiri, baby. he’s close, you have to cum baby. cum with us, please. i need you to.”
she shuts her eyes and nods along to your words. you reach a hand around and rub at her clit and she cums instantly. jake reaches around to grab your hips, fucking up into you. you cum as soon as he goes faster and he’s right behind you. after a few more thrusts, he fills you. you moan against neytiri’s neck and he moans into her pussy. that sends little aftershocks to her body, you slump forward. you three are exhausted. neytiri slowly slides off of jake’s face and he’s wearing a fucked out grin. she chuckles softly and kisses his forehead before kissing his lips. you slowly slide jake out of you a small whine leaves his lips. you lay down in one of his arms with neytiri in the other. you lean up and place a soft kiss on the underside of his jaw. neytiri’s hand finds yours. you intertwine fingers and place them over jake’s heart.
you’re the first one to break the silence
“i love you both so much.”
jake squeezes you, bringing you even closer to him. “we love you even more, sweetheart.”
neytiri brings your conjoined hands and places a soft kiss on yours. “we love you so much, paskalin.”
you smile at them and close your eyes, wanting to get a few minutes of rest.
“you are going to wear the top i made for you, paskalin?” you crack an eye open and nod, too tired to talk.
“can i help you put it on, sweetheart?” your tail hits jake softly and he laughs. all three of your tails wrap around each other just as they’ve always meant to be. you relish in the quiet before speaking.
“yes, you can help, ma jake. now rest or you’ll be carrying us back.”
thank you so much for reading! the dividers are from @diviniyae ! i definitely have to write more for neytiri i love her downnn!
