I was supposed to write 3333 words today for NaNoWriMo...I wrote 713.

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I was supposed to write 3333 words today for NaNoWriMo...I wrote 713.
I dreamt up an art piece last night so clearly some force wants me to draw it, right?
Super hungry
Haven't been to the gym in a week! Too many personal health issues going on last week, and then Saturday I woke up with a pinched nerve in my neck and today, Tuesday, it still hasn't gotten better! I was supposed to meet with my PT but he told me to rest and get better so I don't make it worse! I can't even get on the elliptical bc of how bad it hurts! He said I could try the treadmill, but I honestly hate the treadmill.. I went for a walk yesterday for about a half hour during my lunch break, and then after I got home I went for a walk around the neighborhood (outside scenery is much better than boring treadmill scenery lol).. I had a little more carbs this weekend then I should have had because of Mother's Day, but other than that my food intake has been pretty good! I'm excited and nervous all in one for this weekend's weigh in!!
No more letting bad days distract me from my goals.
Affirmation of the day.
Mine
This life may not be glamorous or grand. Hell it's pretty much shit. I'm not a father or a husband like I'd always dreamed I would be. I lost a lot. I don't even have a whole lot of friends. None the less this life, though imperfect, was made...
Without you. I crawled, I walked, and now I'm starting to run again, even if only a jog. Running on this path with branching paths and no end in sight. I'm exhausted and some days I just wanna stop...
But I don't. Not yet. Because for so much of my life it was never my own. I always shared it. But now that you're gone I learned it alone. I don't need you to make me happy. No one can do that but me. And this path, this road, this unknowing journey....
It's mine.
Not yours
Not ours
Mine.