If I am living or die...
Hi people, children and animals.
I would like to share with you for my owns expressing to be speak about autopsy. Do you know that word: Autopsy? Do you know what does that mean? Meaning: Who is a doctor searching into your whole body like male or woman from brain, heart, eye, mouth, lungs, kidneys, livers, stomach, feet, et cetera what you had been eating or drinking what timeline when you are pass away. A doctor will be find analyzed of your whole body what happen to you like heart stroke, diabetes, heart attack, accident, suicide, et cetera.
Be careful what you did eating or drinking since morning, afternoon, snack, dinner and overnight. You need better start praying or you shall take care of yourself have a faith with God or the Universe. Listen to your heart tell you to do right things for your own choices.
What I ate today: I ate an apple granny smith, sweet dessert, and an ice cream (dairy). And drinking? I drink water, decaf lemon green tea and watermelon hydration drink.
I hate too sweet dessert for my guilty foods. Ugh, I hate that problem because of my mental health issues, a gain weight, et cetera. I am little of frighten that if I am going to be die. Ugh! I hate to eat dairy, cheese, honey, egg and junk food as well. I do really want to return become a raw vegan balance lifestyle. I do like to eat a balance vegan lifestyle. I want to feel so much better for my brain improved developing more concertation, focus, and so several things. Of course, I am praying for myself to be beliefs in a faith with God or the Universe. I know there is God shall be able to take care of. Importantly, you need to listen to your own whole body because you need to pay attention what you did eating or drinking. Be make sure waking up by yourself what you have food or drink bring with your own breakfast, lunch, snack and dinner or late diner.
Be sure, you also need to attention to your heart and body. I love being eating vegan or raw vegan lifestyle. I hate my struggling what I've had been so far with my gain weight and trying to be weight loss. Long time ago, I was a lean muscle man. Now, I do have a serious mental health problem that I have a schizophrenia, antidepressant and PTSD and OCD, anxitey and stress. I do want to be so better health food lifestyle. I need to focus on my own struggling back and forth (on and off) for weight loss. I will be just doing fine. I know that I can tell it is so difficult for me to get attention what I eating or drinking. Fact: I want to continue becoming a raw vegan lifestyle. I will feel so much better than stopping high pressure blood and a gain weight.
Want to be honest told: I almost got heart attack or stroke as well when I was 20s to now. I didn't get a heart attack. I can feel got stroke. ewww! Ugh! So nasty sound not good look like to me. I am doing fine. I actually don't need to continue eating real meats, seafoods, dairy, egg, honey, cheese. (Gagging) so nasty. I am still praying for myself to have a better communication with God or the Universe. God shall give me feel so much better for healing health reasons. I know, this is so unfunny and so sad to see what's the heck is wrong with my health reasons. Sound like uncool to me. Have a faith with God and the Universe. Be honest, I really don't need to eye-to eye attention from you ask me if where's my protein. Oh come on! That's so enough to see like so tired of old same over and over again. Don't ask me where's my protein. I am done eye-to eye attention from you. I am sorry to mention that. I am being honest with you.
I actually want to continue to eating food health balance lifestyle for only raw vegan. I want to be back to become raw vegan again. No more meats, seafood, dairy, cheese, egg and honey again. I indeed meant to it and meant to be my goal become a raw vegan for the next day or so. Please, God do not give me back to eat meats!!! No more!!! Please! I have to listen to my whole body as well. Raw vegan is so key and important to your change new balance vegan or raw vegan lifestyle. Besides, I do not want to eat cook for vegan only. I want to do nothing cook for only vegan.
