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reposting this on my new tumblr
yeah so i took 2 xans the other day whatever no big deal everyone needs a fuckin chill pill where im from
18th of February. Anxious as hell since this morning, motivation is so low today it feels like Its fading i’m scared I’ll relapse one of these days. But hey I made Chili con Corne (Vegan) Style.
Drugs
I watched a old video of me high and I'm. Pretty sure I was on codeine. I was fucked up. I actually laughed at myself re watching the video. But now my thoughts are really about drugs. Going to have to keep it on a meeting. I'm going to one on Sat. And then Sun. Need to get my year tag from NA. 7:00
Or I'll relapse.
Wednesday bits of Wisdom!!! New posts, reposts and Shout-outs!! Tag me for a shout-out! @poshnotions ***Now looking for interview candidates!! Would you like to be interviewed for my upcoming (and first) series on happiness? DM me for more info!!*** @poshnotions Repost @add_personal_training ・・・ Everyday we make choices between the difficult and easy path. Some people go with easy and stay in their comfort zone. I was there for a while in my life and it was destructive, cost me friends, nearly cost me my family but I thank fitness and this Instagram community and an inner drive and determination I found within myself to make it right. I still battle these conflicts every day. But one day at a time puts more battles won under my belt. It doesn't take a special kind of person as everybody is special. Dig deep. @fitness_n_food__ #Cardio#neverquits#rehab#FitFam#FitLife#Fitness#FitnessAddict#recovery#hookedonfitness#GirlsWhoLift#GymLife#GymTime#NoPainNoGain#PersonalTrainer#keepgrinding#Treadmill#Weights#WeightTraining#Workout#Marathon#MarathonTraining#norelapse#Runners#RunningTips#easyisboring #TrailRun#FitQuote#FitnessMotivation
as quiet as the storm can be,
as less as something could seem,
thoughts are always louder,
there’s always more than there appears to be.
Struggles do not last a lifetime.
I have a testimony. I am a conqueror.
the darkness that once lived inside of me,
is wilting away with every leaf of depression.
I am anew, rejuvenated, and ready for the world.
My prayers go out to all the cancer patients in remission🙏 no relapsing
I didn't relapse last night and I'm SO proud of myself and I don't even care if no one else is because it's a really big accomplishment for me