#p.t rambles

[panromanticturtle]

random ass things i want to do when im older:

-get a bungalow

-become a bartender at some point

-go to university

-be in a play/musical

-motorcycle

-get married to someone im happy with

-move to new zealand

-get the weirdest hairstyle i can think of

[panromanticturtle]

Something that annoys the hell out of me are people who joke wanting to die

People who want to die exist

Maybe you don't feel the best in life doesn't mean you want to die

Don't joke about it

It hurts

[panromanticturtle]

Why the fuck does Tadashi Hamada from Big Hero 6 look like my uncle

[panromanticturtle]

People say that when i shiver i look like im being possesed.

And knowing me, its probably by a Seven year old who likes teddy grahams.

[panromanticturtle]

Chess and Fish: We made our to do lists for today

Crow: Let me see them

Crow: Fish, yours just says Inky, and Chess, yours just says Knife

Chess: Yes

Fish: Did I stutter

[panromanticturtle]

'I hate comedygold'

i say, as i am suddenly struck just lightning, my jacket disintegrating and all the pictures i have of them in pockets tumbling to the ground 'this isn't what it looks like!' I say as they keep falling out

[panromanticturtle]

god fucking damnit

I know it's stupid

but like

I want to have the life that those teenagers in movies do

like slumber parties, truth or dare, the cheesy shit.

but im scared to admit that

cause i don't want people to go back to seeing me as a girl

cause stereo typically

that's what girls want

[panromanticturtle]

i think one of the reasons I don't believe anything good can happen to me is because when I was younger... Like... Young. My dad always said "Expect the worse" and "Don't get your hopes up for the good"