ok im having an angstober thought, would it be possible to request the aot girls (pieck, mikasa, annie) + hange finding out their s/o self harms or walking in on them doing it ? if it makes u uncomfy pls ignore ! thank u love ur work !
thank you so much! i haven’t written for aot in a while but this makes me so happy to get another req for the girls!
also im so sorry for how long this took to post but since aot is back here you go
AOT Girls + Hange Finding Out You Self Harm
Attack On Titan Girls (Mikasa, Annie, & Pieck) + Hange X Gn!Reader
- mikasa can easily tell when something is wrong with you with how observant she is, but it’s difficult for her to find the reason as easy as knowing you were upset
- it had been going on for a few weeks that you were acting weird, and eventually mikasa ran out of patience and ended up asking you directly if there was something wrong
- when you said no, she was very confused, as she thought something was wrong, but that didn’t mean she was going to give up that quick
- one day, when mikasa was coming home from work, she couldn’t find you so she went onto the patio to see you not only smoking a cigarette which you never did, but there were many others on an ashtray beside you along with burn marks all over your hand and forearm
- she froze in her spot, making you look at her and realize yourself what was currently going on, when suddenly she grabbed the cigarette from your fingers and tossed it over the railing, grabbing your uncovered arm and seeing really how many marks there were
- “how long...have you been doing this?”
- you wanted to give her the truth, the fact that eren had been a complete asshole to you since you started dating her and that it was getting worse by the day, but you didn’t, instead you lied, saying that it was because of you not wanting to be alive anymore, but it technically wasn’t a lie
- mikasa didn’t believe your reason, knowing ther was something else, but she wasn’t going to pry about it at the moment, so instead she took you inside and put burn cream on the scattered burns that were prominent on your skin
- later, mikasa found out the real reason behind it, and she was beyond pissed, and ended up punching eren and getting him to stop talking to you and her, and he did just that
- she from then on did everything to make sure that this wouldn’t happen again, and also made sure that armin kept eren away at all times in case she wanted to punch him again
- hange is a master at hiding their sadness and only expressing it when their alone so they can often know when you’re suppressing something deep down with a facade on
- so they usually try to ignore it unless you talk to them about it first, because they don’t like invading your privacy like that when you are trying to hide it because you don’t want anyone to know
- that was until you ended up snapping at levi and erwin while the four of you were out shopping, they then knew that they had to take the first step and find out what was going wrong if it was so bad that you ended up yelling angrily at your two best friends
- so when you two got home they asked you if everything was okay as it didn’t seem like it, and when you coldly declined answering, they definitely knew something was very wrong
- the next day, hange ended up asking you again while making breakfast, having it seem like a normal question for everyday when they were truly trying to find out what was wrong
- because you were still half-awake, you ended up answering truthfully with a “no” and so they followed it up with a “why” and you realized what was going on before sighing and telling hange everything
- hange had to stop cooking and sit down next to you so you could explain everything and they felt so bad afterwards when they found out how long it had been going on for and how they just ignored it because they thought you wanted to deal with it by yourself
- “i’m so sorry i didn’t ask sooner. i should’ve, and i didn’t...”
- you guys ended up having a long conversation about this and breakfast ended up burnt, but hange cooked it all again after still feeling bad about not asking you anything before this
- now, it is a daily thing for hange to ask how you’re doing every morning and night just in case something like this ends up again, even thought they don’t think it will
- pieck always knows when something is wrong, idk how she just does, okay?
- so she figured it out pretty quickly that there was something different and wrong about how you had been acting around everyone including her
- she ended up finding out about it when you two were out for dinner and the sleeve of your shirt had rolled up a tiny bit, but enough for her to see a faint red mark on your skin that she knew wasn’t there before
- she didn’t say anything at that moment, but later that night when you got home she immediately asked about it, mentally praying that what she was thinking wasn’t what was happening
- “y/n, you know you can tell me anything. what’s wrong?”
- her comforting voice was all you needed to hear before breaking down and revealing to her all of the scars hidden under your clothes and explaining everything
- pieck was beyond worried when she discovered how many marks you had hidden and how many she had missed somehow and it made her feel terrible, but she didn’t show that to you
- instead she just pulled you into her chest, trying to hold in her own tears as you cried into her shirt, whispering sweet nothings to you to attempt and calm you down so you both could talk about this without tears involved
- needless to say, pieck was extremely upset for you not telling her these things, but she wasn’t angry, she could never be angry at you, especially for something like this
- but after you two talked it all out, she made sure ti check every now and then in case of it happening again, as much as she hates to do it because she trusts you, she just can’t stand the thought of losing you
- annie knew something was different with how you had been acting recently, but she never thought it would be something like this
- she had just come home from grocery shopping and couldn’t find you anywhere, making her confused as you always greet her at the door when she comes home
- so she set everything down and went to go find you, only to find you in the bathroom with bloodied wrists, making both of you freeze when you saw each other
- at first, annie stared in confusion, disbelief, and a tiny bit of anger, until a few seconds later when she realized it was real and there was no more confusion, just disbelief and anger
- she didn’t say anything as she quickly went to you and grabbed the sharp item out of your hand and tossing it in the sink, staring down at you with eyes that were filled with such emotions you hadn’t seen before
- annie still didn’t speak the entire time she was cleaning you up, only a tiny “sorry” when you flinched due to her pressing the bandages on you a little too tight, but only because she knew if she spoke then she would finally crack
- after applying the bandages to your arms, you tried to speak but she cut you off by hugging you tightly, holding you so dearly as the tears she had been fighting off finally fell
- “please don’t do this...i..can’t lose you.”
- annie was never one to openly express her love towards you, but after this, she slowly started opening up to it more and more, feeling as if it was her own fault for why you were doing this
- while annie does trust you more than anyone else, there’s still a continuous worry in the back of her head that it’ll happen again, only worse, but she doesn’t end up voicing these thoughts to you, seeing as it would only make things more complicated and easier for an argument to start