#please validate me

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

i legitimately can't tell whether i'm just losing it at this point. the Qifrey one feels absolutely intentional though

[candicoated]

Why does this it look like they are peeing together

[yeahimatransman]

Signs from being younger that probably are signs of being trans:

Making a sock penis and wearing it in my room. Never admitting it, but wanting a penis.

Fantasizing that I was turned into a boy and choosing to stay that way.

Taking quizzes that claim to "guess your gender" and wanting to have the results say I was a boy.

This one makes me laugh, but pretending to be a boy when I would play on Club Penguin.

Really liking how I looked in our jazz band uniform which includes a men's dress shirt, dress pants, a tie, and a vest.

Signs in adulthood and right now that probably are signs of me being trans:

Buying a packer and really enjoying wearing it in public.

Loving the bulge my packer gives me and wanting to look at it all day long/wear it everyday.

Wanting a real penis.

I want a beard so bad.

Buying a binder and being frustrated that it didn't make me completely flat because I have a large chest. Kind of liking how it looked anyway when I was able to get over that and see that it did make my chest smaller.

Still fantasizing of being turned into a man and choosing to stay that way.

Going by he/him pronouns on here.

Changing my pronouns on Facebook to see it say "changed HIS profile picture" and seeing that I was listed as "brother" and "son" on my siblings and parents pages. (Changed it back out of fear of getting caught).

Changing my gender on Facebook to Male even though it's hidden.

Picturing myself in the future presenting as male with short hair, a beard, and having gotten top surgery.

I want to be a man.

AND YET I am still struggling with believing I am actually trans or that I should move forward with transitioning. There is so much that goes into this. Internalized transphobia. Inability to let go of my religion even if I don't necessarily believe because it's what I have known my whole life and all my friends are there. Religious trauma and being told that my being a woman is eternal and divine. Fear of disappointing my family and friends or confusing them/ruining our relationships. Messing with the status quo at almost 28 years old. Not being taken seriously. I probably should see a gender therapist.

I just really needed to get that all out. If anyone has any advice or ideas or maybe even just validation, I would really appreciate it.

[brainrot-goes-brrrrrr]

SBG THEORY???

So you remember these pictures, right?

I'm waiting for Red to use these as a foreshadow to how every character dies in the story. People have already said that they are pointing to their weaknesses, Ashlyn's being her ears, Aiden's his mental health (focusing on that forces smile), the twins being each other's weakness, Logan being blind as hell, and Ben's being his voice/throat.

But I have a feeling that Red could just take it more literally by them pointing to why they die. It kind of already happened with Tyler and Aiden 💀.

Here's my takes

Aiden died by a head injury and is pointing to his head. More specifically, the sides of his face, and I'm pretty sure that he had a big ass gash there.

Tyler died by being impaled through his abdomen. He is literally pointing at trees in his picture. Man is saying, "Hey, you see those over there. Yeah? Those are the fucks that did it"

Ben is going to die/get severely injured by a throat or jaw injury. It'll either get slashed to hell and back, or, the more gruesome option that I thought of, getting his jaw taken off (most likely not happening)

Logan is getting his ass blinded somehow. I mean, come on. You have a sharp shooter with already poor eyesight and even poorer self-esteem. He is going to lose his sight and have a crisis of not being able to do anything.

Because I love siblings who mirror each other, Taylor is also getting impaled, but this time through her chest. Even better if she was protecting Tyler, so she didn't have to see him die again.

Ashlyn has me for a loss because I don't think she's going to die. Instead, I think she's going to lose her mind or go some sort of crazy. She's already started.

It is an absolute wonder of what I can come up with when eating pizza rolls and watching a five hour video about Home Safety Hotline.

[xbatsy]

reminder to queer people that the way you identity doesn't have to make sense to other people, it just has to make sense to you.

You are a person, and people don't have to make sense and people are contradictory, so why give a fuck if your labels are the same?

[ass-williams81]

Trelane, But Little???…

Ok, so I was rewatching some of my favorite OG Star Trek episodes and I got to “The Squire of Gothos” and a thought popped into my head. What if Trelane was like… actually a little kid?? Like physically?? Then I remembered that I have free will and an iPad and created this!

While I was willing this little dude into existence I started thinking of a story I could drop him into, and I came up with the idea: what if Q, Q Junior, and Trelane were being punished by the continuum and made mortal permanently?? Imagine them being sent back in time and dropped unceremoniously on the Enterprise-D. (Probably sometime between “Deja Q” and “Sins of the father” maybe?) Wouldn’t it be interesting to see how the rest of the series would play out with the three of them running amok on the Enterprise, figuring out not only what it means to be human but also an actual family? (Perhaps also with a bit of Qcard as a treat?👀)

Would anyone be interested in reading a fanfic with this premise?…

[yaoiforever444]

of course I preordered him.... and the nendoroid... and the new shikiaki figures.... and I'm going to japan next month.... hahahaha....

the uncensored version is on twitter I'm scared of tumblr banning me again:')

[rainystarsx]

i’m so boy right guys ?