Nov 23, 2025
Having PTSD/dissociative disorders is annoying, your brain is basically perma-broke and never functions quite the same even after things get better for you.
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Having PTSD/dissociative disorders is annoying, your brain is basically perma-broke and never functions quite the same even after things get better for you.
“sixteen”
Every Fucking Time
TW: Blood, Hinted violence
Bucky Angst Art!
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As the Wolf Hides, the Lion will roar
i vent once again 🗯️
This one is about attachment issues and PTSD responses. From the top going counterclockwise, wolf (fight), hare (flight), dog (freeze), fawn (fawn ofc).
Cpstd makes you want people close so badly yet push you them away when they get anywhere near you. It’s the one off phrase they use that pulls you into flashbacks they have no idea about. And the guilt of sometimes associating them with the same people that hurt you.
It’s that persistent feeling that you would just be better off alone so people can’t hurt you anymore. And the fear that no one is any different than the worst of the people that hurt you. Sometimes healing those things takes a few steps back and that’s where I’m at in life right now. I just want to be left alone.
how could I not.
I’ve been wanting to paint this in the style of Tracey Emin for years and I finally drew it on my iPad on procreate. I can’t wait until I’m able to paint this on a canvas. This is about how I’ve only ever felt pretty while having my trauma re-enacted through rough and degrading sex with a partner who did not give a fuck about my well-being. I broke my own heart each time that I recreated my sexual abuse but I also laid it out on a silver platter for the predator to devour it as well. This was a partnered effort that made me feel at home during the act and torn with shame and self disgust afterwards. This piece is the visual representation of sex used as self harm. I know that many victims of csa/sa who have acted out in both sexual and self destructive ways because of what we suffered before. I make this art for many survivors who can relate but also for the survivors who have too much shame to speak out about it. The world has shunned us enough for something that was out of our control so please have compassion and grace towards yourself. Love, Grace <3