#pwcdd

[anti-willo-piko]

i feel like a niche blog in the anti willo verse. yea im underground with my syscourse posting. my favorite anti willo is piko but you wouldnt know him hes too niche. yeah he doesnt even have an evil clone . its because he doesnt post.

[pennys-coins]

Hello! I would like to ask a question regarding ur dni, if thats alright? I dont mean to be rude or anything, but id be interested to hear why ur anti endo. I myself am not an endogenic system, but as far as im aware systems can form without trauma, just not DID specifically. I dont intend to argue in bad faith, id just like to hear ur thoughts :]

Sorry if this is typed weird I am currently writing this like really late at night while I'm having an episode and this is gonna be written like an essay so there's gonna be a lot of semicolons

This is gonna be a long one so buckle in.

And please, I beg of you, read the whole thing. I talk about the actual science behind it, and it's really cool to learn about.

I study psychology and just basic neurocognitive stuff in general and for a few years I've studied systemhood or in other words plurality. Now before I get into why I don't believe endogenic systemhood is possible based on my personal research of neurocognitive junk, I'll just express the basic distaste for the community itself.

The community itself is known to be a hate group; which is a factual statement to make. They have created a slur for systems (traumasc*m) which is just basic hate group behavior and they made the slur by alternating a transphobic slur. Infact most of their language around systemhood that endos have coined are usually alterations of transgender or identity related terms which actively waters down the condition to an identity rather than a disability many face. They often water down terms and push the idealogy that you can choose plurality making it seem less like a disability and more like voluntary identity; because of these actions many systems have felt ashamed to be raised into such a traumatic condition. The fact that they victim-blame many systems and purposely go out of their way to make systems feel like the problems they face are chosen really shows how much of a hate group they really are. Them being proven as a hate group is just one of the many reasons I don't support them and their actions.

Now the main reason I don't like them is because they are pushing a disproven and fake idealogy. Now in neurocognitive science it is shown that systemality is formed by trauma (making endogenic beliefs incorrect), you see the brain starts in a plural and single mindset which eventually grows into a fully singular mindset; but the brain doesn't grow into this mindset if faced with what it believes as trauma. Once trauma hits the mixed mindset between singular and plural the brain will activate a coping mechanism, any coping mechanism can happen but for systems what happens is the brain trys to dissociate it away; and when it fails to work it builds a wall. The brain will separate the mixed mindset into a completely plural mindset so it can have one part take in the trauma while the other part lives a more peaceful life. The whole way systemality is formed is by coping mechanisms caused by trauma, making endogenic systemality a physically impossible form of systemhood. Now I firmly believe most endogenic systems have trauma and just don't realize it was traumatic to their brain but that doesn't mean they should say they don't have trauma. I actually believe endos should maybe talk with a therapist or psychiatrist about what they think they're experiencing. (especially since many ex-endos often have mistaked their personality disorders for systemality)

In the simplest terms, I don't support endos because the way systemality (aka plurality) is formed makes it physically impossible to have no trauma and have parts/alters. I don't believe endos should be harassed, nor do I believe that they're all bad people (many of them have been groomed into endogenic idealogy); but I do know from neurocognitive science that endogenic systemality is not a possibility.

I might edit this in the morning because I'm like super tired rn and I'll probably notice all my typos and poor grammar in the morning

[misfits-circus]

I feel like so many problems in the system community, specifically the anti-endo system community, would be solved by everyone just minding their own business and realizing that your system is not going to work the way anyone else’s does.

It’s a symptom of a disorder caused by trauma. No one else has experienced the exact same trauma as you. Thus, no one else is going to have the exact same presentation of symptoms as you. We’re all individuals. The only thing all of us have in common is that we have a dissociative disorder.

Obviously this doesn’t apply to science denying or science contradicting misinformation. I’m talking about generally how CDDs present, please don’t present logical fallacies as your talking point.

[multisplitcomics]

[th3-c0g]

Intro time!!

We’re Cog, stylized C0G. Our system name typed out is The Council 0f Gaia. We also collectively use Hunter (BODILY 18)

DID, CPTSD, ASD, Schizophrenia, Social Anxiety, possibly more

MC survivor!

Chronic pain, chronic fatigue, stomach issues, possible POTS

We have a silly strawpage

Interests: Studio Investigrave, Project Sekai, psychology, Alter Ego, Ride The Cyclone, Jujutsu Kaisen

Hobbies: music, cosplay, voice acting, art, writing, many many more

Sagittarius (12/5) + witchcraft

Character we HEAVILY relate to: Peko Pekoyama (Danganronpa), Es (Alter Ego), Ririka Momobami (Kakegurui), Jane Doe (Ride the Cyclone), Maneki (Jackpot Crash Course), Maki Zen’in (Jujustu Kaisen)

Hosts: TJ (he/heal/it), Maine (any/all), Pandora (it/they)

Post tags:

- cog rambles ⚙️ : general posts

- ⚙️ off the meds and schizophrenic : shit posts

- spinning cogs ⚙️ : education/posts about disorders

- ⚙️ tism time : interest stuff

- replacing cogs ⚙️ : asks

- ⚙️ need a break : negative/vent posts

- adding cogs ⚙️ : reposts

ROLEPLAY BLOG MASTERLIST

Yume list

Headcanon blog

ALTER INTRO LINKS:

Pretty sure we are the only Yume for one character

DNI- transphobes, homophobes, toxic/shameful religious people, bigots, racists, sexists, proshippers, ableists, anti-neopronouns, endogenic/supporters, Xenosantanists

[anti-willo-piko]

i really do think theres smth to be said about endos and how focused they are on their headmates. it genuinely comes from a fundamental misunderstanding of the disorder they are bastardizing.

even subconsciously, i see so many parts of the endogenic community discuss and talk about their alters in a very obviously romanticized way. theres this kind of obsession in the community that i can very clearly see in the wording of their posts where they discuss their alters.

its the only part of the disorder they're mimicking, but its such a small aspect of the disorder itself. its a symptom, but they've inflated it far beyond what it actually is.

theres this kind of fixation with the concept i cant really explain. they discuss what their headmates get up to in such an odd manner it feels like humble bragging ? in a sense?? ive seen several blogs in which they complain about their headmates but in a way that feels like they're... boasting... ? ??

i think they consider the idea that their headmates have supposedly done something they did not want them to as 100% proof of existence. and they shove this proof in everyones faces with pride.