Who are you, when you're not hiding behind your mother's legacy? (Part 2)
Mira Kang invades Rumi's life like a storm. Or, perhaps, like a big cosmic joke whose punchline Rumi doesn't get.
Mira quickly becomes Celine's favourite. The strongest of the two girls, the tallest, the one who doesn't question her place and purpose as a future Hunter.
The one who had the guts to spit on family traditions and expectations and leave everything behind, like her family are no more than annoying pets she never wanted.
It hurts. Gods and Honmoon above, it hurts.
It hurts, and she hates how Mira is so unabashedly herself, when all Rumi has ever managed (or been allowed) to be is Miyeong's perfect clone.
Mira, and her natural pink hair.
(" Do you think..." Rumi barely dares to formulate the thoughts that have been tormenting her since Mira strutted into their house. "Do you suspect she might have demonic heritage? Like me?"
Celine couldn't be more unbothered if she tried.
"Probably. But it's far above her in her family tree. Her parents and grandparents are not demons. I personally verified it."
"She deserves to know. Don't you think?"
Celine finally stops paying attention to the various documents spread in front of her.
"If we are the ones to open her eyes, she will raise questions about your own hair colour. That girl is wickedly perceptive. She will connect the dots immediately, and what do you think will happen next?")Â
(She never talks about Mira's hair colour again. Celine knows best.)
The one and only time Mira disappoints Celine is when she summons her weapon.
Mira screeches in excitement as she waves her beautiful, impeccably designed gok-do in front of Rumi and Celine, and oh, that's probably the day Rumi feels a little better with herself. Free from the jealousy that has only been growing within her since the day Mira came into her life.
Mira summoning the gok-do automatically means she can't be the leader of the Hunters. The leader always summons the sacred Sa-in-geom sword.
Like Celine used to summon it.
Celine, who is looking at Mira with the same disappointment she looks at Rumi whenever she falters during training.
"I hoped you would have summoned the sacred sword. You are born to lead, not just be the second-in-command."
Mira doesn't seem offended in the slightest.
"Nah. This is far cooler. Now I get to be a fighter without worrying about leading."
Celine only shakes her head and leaves the girls alone under the sacred Hunter's tree.
"For what it's worth, Princess, I believe you are going to be our leader. I know we haven't met the third girl yet, but you have what it takes to lead."
Mira's words wash upon her like a bucket of ice cold water.Â
She. A half demon.
Leader of the Hunters.
She looks at Mira, who's still inspecting her gorgeous Starlight weapon.
Mira, who will be the second-in-command like Miyeong.
Mira, who stole Miyeong's legacy from Rumi like it means nothing.
"You don't know what you're talking about, Kang.", Rumi hisses and runs as fast as she can.
As far away from Mira as possible.
Rumi's despair only grows when, barely a week later, she summons the Sa-in-geom.
"I still believe you would have been an excellent second-in-command for Mira, like your mother was for me. But still. Congratulations."
Celine smiles at her and hands her over a bowl full of fresh strawberries to share with Mira.
Mira, who is looking at her like she's seeing her for the first time.
"Oh, Princess."
"What now?"
"I summoned the gok-do. You were mad at me, because I am not the leader. Because you wanted to be in my place."
Her heart skips a beat. Her head feels like it's going to explode.
Danger, danger, danger. Evade. Conceal. Don't let anyone know.
Her grip on the bowl is the only thing that grounds her.
"Stop. Just shut your big mouth for once."
"I've seen you, you know. How your hair bothers you. How you avoid certain types of food that are supposedly your mom's favourites."
Mira is looking at her with pity.
"You're not even a person, Ryu. You are a ghost."
Before Rumi can react, Mira has already left.
They are barely 15. Mira is 6 months younger than Rumi and yet she has realized more things about Rumi than anyone else.
New definition: AI now stands for Accumulated Information since there is currently no intelligence-based model. This is a more correct definition as these systems simply rely on processed information that has been accumulated.
While the underlying goal of religion remains to enter paradise in next life, spirituality in its direct contrast is all about discovering & experiencing heaven while we are still upon earth...
â pairing: cop!daichi sawamura x single mom!reader
â wc: 2.5k
â synopsis: four years after leaving your toxic ex, you find yourself a single mom to a 11-year-old boy named musubi, who harbors a lot of misdirected anger. you hear from his fifth grade teacher, mr. suga, more often than your own mother and a resulting friendship is born. meeting sugaâs best friend wages a war between your head and your heart - one that challenges everything you think you know about love and police officers. neither are to be trusted. both have left you lost and scared when you needed them the most. so, when a cop comes knocking at loveâs door, just how strong is your resolve to keep your heart under lock and key?
â warnings/notes: sfw. cop!daichi. mutual pining. angst. domestic disturbance. fear. idk like, the way daichi talks to subi might come across as patriarchal? but it's the way i feel like daichi would speak to him under the specific circumstances, how he knew he would get through to him. i am deeply sorry for the massive real-life time gap between chapters //sob. but i'm committed to finishing this series. my love for daichi and this story is settled deep inside my bones. I'M BACK BITCHES /aff đ«¶đŒ
she's falling in love now
losing control now
fighting the truth
trying to hide
but i think it's alright, girl
yeah i think it's alright, girl
losin control - russ
Life can be a rip-roaring bitch sometimes, y'know?
The first week or so after your fallout with Daichi had been relatively easy. The fact that you were still angry at him helped a lot more than you'd have liked to admit. The battle to get him off your mind was constant, but all you had to do was remember the way his eyebrows angled inward when he yelled at you. Youâd never seen him like that before and it had scared you, triggering your fight or flight response on top of the heart-wrenching pain of seeing him being a little too friendly with his ex.
But what you kept pushing down with all of your might was the fact that daichi was right. He had called you on everything youâd worked so hard to hide from him. The fact that heâd seen you so clearly scared you more than the look in his eyes when he raised his voice at you. He had been angry, yes. But a lot of hurt had weaved its way into his words as well.
Halfway through the second week, however, things started to go downhill. You found yourself reaching for your phone a couple of times to tell Daichi about something ridiculous or funny that had happened only for your fingers to stop short as your heart sank.
Oh. right. I'm not supposed to do that anymore.
Youâd even tried venting to Suga about Daichi in hopes that he would validate you, but he wasnât as sympathetic towards your plight as you wouldâve liked: âBut isnât this what you wanted?â he'd said. âYouâve been saying that whatever the hell was going on between you two had an expiration dateâŠâ âYouâre right. Itâs probably better this way so you and Daichi can each find the people you wanna be with...â That last one had really dug deep - the thought of Daichi with anyone else made your heart splinter and your stomach wretch. But you had swallowed your heartache down with the lump in your throat and nodded with a meek âYeah, exactly,â knowing deep in your bones that you didnât mean a word of it. Suga knew it too.
The week after that was the week from hell. Crying in bed every night because you missed Daichi so much was made that much worse by your shitty week. Life couldâve just given you a normal week but NOPE. Every single day, multiple times a day, youâd pick up your phone to send him an angry text about your boss or the rude ass lady at the grocery store. Or the fact that some really, really important notarized legal documents got lost in the mail. Three trips to UPS, two trips to the post office, and $91.00 later the paperwork finally reached its intended destination via next day air. You wanted to ask him to arrest the incompetent twat who put your mailer on the wrong truck in the first place and then smile at his reaction. To top it all off, your sonâs behavior had hit an all-time low. Youâd been hoping that it wouldâve improved after the disciplinary hearing, which Subi had attended as well but, if anything, his behavior at home had gotten worse too.
You wanted to call Daichi. You wanted him to come over and hold you as you curled into a ball against his chest. To feel his hands in your hair and his lips on your forehead telling you that âeverythingâs gonna be okayâ. Because youâd believe it if Daichi was the one saying it. Heâd make sure of it. But you couldnât do any of those things and it made you cry. Like getting kicked when youâre already down.
Daichi didnât have it much better.Â
Heâd called and apologized to Yui, who had called him a âfucking assholeâ. There was the drunk driver who had puked on him while doing his field sobriety test (he probably deserved that, heâd guessed). Then there was the day he got stuck directing traffic in a torrential downpour. The police-issued waterproof ponchos had done nothing for his wet socks and the sloshing in his shoes.Â
There were also all the little annoying things that kept happening to him - his washing machine quit working (mid-cycle, no less), he got a flat tire (in a different torrential downpour), he stubbed his toe one morning while getting out of bed (talk about a rude awakening) - nothing too serious but just enough to piss him off.Â
The worst of it was finding out his mom had to be hospitalized for Covid. She had to be on oxygen, but the prognosis was good. She was expected to be okay and eventually make a full recovery, but of course it made him worry about her nonetheless.
And through every bit of it, you were on his mind. He missed you something fierce. But some of the things youâd said still weighed on his heart:
â...how cruel can you be?â
âYouâre not even my type.â
âJust go back in there and fuck your ex-girlfriend!â
That last one had hurt the most. Did you really think that lowly of him to think heâd do that to you?Â
To be fair, he also remembered some of the things heâd said to you:
âWould you have liked it better if iâd introduced you as my fuck buddyâŠ?â
âWhat? Not toxic enough for ya?â
â...you donât have to be a jealous girlfriend about itâŠ!â
They made him cringe every time he remembered. Sometimes the words you had thrown at each other kept him up at night.
Tonight was one of those nightsâŠ
Daichi was reading in bed, trying to take his mind off of you when his phone buzzed on his nightstand. Thinking it must be work-related at this time of night, he picked it up to see who was calling. When he saw your name on the screen, his heart wanted to claw its way out of his chest. What could you possibly want? Best case scenario was you wanted to apologize, but that could wait until tomorrow. If you didnât want him to make you a priority anymore, he was going to honor that. Worst case scenario was you were reaching out to him for another booty call, and he was done with that.Â
Either way, he let your call go to voicemail, but just as he was about to put his phone back down, your text came through as three little numbers:
911
Daichi sat bolt upright and immediately tapped the call button. Halfway through the first ring, you answered.
âDaichi?â You were crying and he could hear a young manâs voice yelling in the background.
He swung his legs around off the bed, wide brown eyes darting this way and that. âWhatâs wrong?â
âItâs Subi,â you cried. There was a loud bang accompanied by a muffled sob from you. âHe threatened to hurt me and now heâs throwing thingsâŠâ
Before you could say anything else, daichi was on his feet, throwing on a pair of sweats and a hoodie before heading for his front door. âYou at home?â
âY-yes.â you were crying so hard you were wheezing. âDaichi, pleaseâŠplease help?â
âIâm on my way.â His voice was remarkably low and stern and comforting as he told you to go inside your bedroom, lock the door, and stay there. He made sure you didnât have any injuries and stayed on the phone with you for the 10 mins it took for him to get there. It normally took twice that long to drive from his place to yours, but he had his blue lights on, going well over the speed limit.Â
âDaichi, Iâm so scared,â you sobbed.Â
âIâm almost there, (y/n). Just five more minutes. Come on, deep breaths.â He talked you down enough that you werenât crying as hard. âAlright, Iâm here. Do you know if heâs still in the house?âÂ
âYeah, I can hear him. But the front door is locked.âÂ
âDo you feel safe enough to come out of your room and open it?âÂ
Youâd heard Subiâs voice getting further away and the slamming of his bedroom door. âYeah, I think so.âÂ
You slowly came out of your room and hurried to the front door, nearly collapsing in Daichiâs arms when you swung it open. He hugged you and told you everything was okay. He walked inside slowly, noticing some broken glass and other, obviously thrown, objects on the floor, and called your sonâs name. Your pre-teen came out of his bedroom to find a man he didnât recognize standing in the living room.Â
âWhoâre you?â he asked.Â
âIâm Daichi, a friend of your momâs. You must be Musubi.âÂ
Musubi narrowed his eyes at him and shrugged in response.Â
âWhatâs been going on, man?âÂ
Your son crossed his arms over his chest. âMaybe itâs none of your business.âÂ
Daichiâs dark brown eyes remained steady on him. âWell, seeing as how your mom is my friend and sheâs scared and crying, Iâd say it is my business.âÂ
The boy rolled his eyes. âWhatever. Itâs not that big of a deal-âÂ
âWrong again. Your mom doesnât feel safe in her own home. Thatâs a problem. Itâs just the two of you living here, right?âÂ
Subi shrugged. âYeah, so?â
âThen that makes you man of the house, doesnât it?âÂ
Your sonâs eyes met Daichiâs for the first time since he first spoke to him. âYeah, I guess.âÂ
âAnd as the man of the house, donât you think itâs your job to protect everyone in it, including your mom?âÂ
The boy didnât respond, but his facial muscles relaxed as he maintained eye contact with Daichi. He had his undivided attention now. He was speaking to him man to man and your son was listening intently.Â
âItâs a big responsibility to be in your position,â Daichi went on, nodding towards you. âYour mother and her safety are under your watch. She doesnât feel safe with you when youâre the one whoâs supposed to be protecting her.â The off-duty police officer's voice remained calm and even as he tilted his head. âSo tell me, Musubi: do you really think youâre qualified to be man of the house?âÂ
You watched and listened with awe as Daichi took command over the situation, showing Subi what it means to be in full control. He leveled with your son while making him feel validated and understood. Rather than telling Subi how he should talk to you, Daichi did far more by showing him what it means to be a good man; he was teaching Subi how to treat others with respect in the way he spoke to him - by demonstrating to him that you get respect from others by being respectable.
Your sonâs gaze fell under the weight of Daichiâs words. His beliefs about what it means to be a âmanâ had just been challenged and shaken to the core. He thought it meant being loud and aggressive, lording over others, calling the shots and expecting others to submit to him - no doubt all the tactics heâd learned from watching his father.Â
âYou think youâre in control here? Because, from where Iâm standing, it doesnât look like it.â The boyâs gaze followed Daichiâs as he looked around at the broken items in the room before looking over at you, still trembling and sniffling. âIf you lose control, it means you donât have it, Musubi. Itâs that simple. Do we have an understanding?âÂ
The boyâs eyes locked with Daichiâs again and he nodded.Â
âGood man. Now,â Daichi said with quiet authority, âClean up the mess you made.â It wasnât a request.
âYes, sir,â Subi murmured as he started picking up the pieces.Â
You couldnât believe the words that just came out of your sonâs mouth. Yes, sir? You looked up at Daichi - The Musubi Whisperer - wide-eyed and slack-jawed. Never even raised his voice and had him under his complete command.Â
â(Y/n), can I talk to you for a minute in the kitchen?â Daichi said it just loudly enough that your son could hear how his mother should be talked to - by asking, not demanding.Â
âOf course.â You followed Daichi until your son was out of earshot, then whispered, âHow the fuck did you just do that?âÂ
Daichi shrugged. âIâve had a lot of experience. Oldest of 5 kids. Team captain. Cop.â You smiled and nodded, wiping the last of your tears away. He put a tentative hand on your shoulder. âYou okay, (y/n)?âÂ
âI think so,â you sniffed, wiping your freshest tear away with your shirt sleeve. âIâm so sorry to have troubled you, but you were the first person i thought of-âÂ
Daichi shook his head and pulled you into his arms. âYou have nothing to be sorry for. Iâm glad you called me.â
Whether it was the catharsis from the highly charged situation or your need to feel Daichi close was irrelevant when you fastened yourself to him. Before you could think, your arms were around his waist and your head tucked against his chest.Â
âThank you,â you said, your shaky voice muffled by the warmth and weight of Daichiâs arms wrapping tightly around you.
âIf it happens again, call me again. If you need anything at all, call me,â he said, rubbing your back. This was the Daichi youâd known all along and fucking hell, you missed him.
You tightened your hold around his waist. You were so immensely relieved to hear him say that. Maybe he still wanted to be the one you called. Just maybe he wanted to be the one you needed.Â
âI will,â you said, nodding against his chest.
Before he left that night, he shook Subi's hand. âTake care of your mom.âÂ
âYes, sir.â Holy hell, there it was again. Daichi hadnât even told him to call him sir. Leastways, not with words. How did he do that?
âDo I have your word?â Daichi asked, squeezing Subiâs hand.
âYes, sir.â
âAlright, Iâll stop by in a couple days to see how things are going," he looked at you, "...if that's okay."Â
Your sonâs lips pursed as he fought back a smile as he watched you nod. âOkay.âÂ
After Daichi left, Subi said, âYou should find a guy like him, Mom.â
Your mouth dropped open, your heart skipping a million beats. Your son had no idea who Daichi was, what he did for a living, or the highly complicated nature of your relationship with him. Finally, you smiled and said, âYeah? Heâs a good guy, huh?â
He shoved his hands in his pockets and shrugged. âHeâs alright.â
Your son turned to you with his shoulders slumped and tears in his eyes. âIâm sorry, Mom.âÂ
Your body shook with tears as you nodded against his shoulder. âI know, baby. I love you so much.âÂ
Subi squeezed you tighter as he told you he loved you too.
ch. 10 â ch. 12 (wip)
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Hello! I'm an Indigenous lesbian and I was looking through lesbian/sapphic terms on different LGBTQIA+ wiki websites and I came across the term "Faunic," and I couldn't help but notice the use of "nonman" in your definition. Many Black and Indigenous people have spoken up on the antiblack and anti-Indigenous history of "nonman" as a term, as "nonman nonwomen" has been historically used to degender and dehumanize Black and Indigenous peoples. Could the definition of Faunic please be revised with better language? Perhaps something along the lines of "Women, nonbinary people and others who do not identify with manhood who are not attracted to men or man-aligned genders"?
I edited both posts with the redefinition from @redtail-lol, which I think best described. Sadly, that can't be fixed in past reblogs. I hope wikis also update the definition as well.
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